Happy 17th Birthday to my Beloved Enemy, NUR REZEKI BINTE MARZOKI!

Yupps, she's the youngest amongst us all. She's very cute, pretty and is such a darling. I LOVE YOU! =) Btw, look at the picture above-HIDUNG SEMEMEK seh..

I just miss the times when we will just fight & fight, as if there's no tomorrow. And our timetable only allows us to meet for the same lecture twice a week, Monday & Wednesday. I'm so missing the good times we all had together. KECIK MYRA, AYU, AND MARY. Hahaha, it's been so long yar? MIA, hehehe.

REZ, biler dah attach, jgn memalu hebarkan pada seluruh dunia hahahahaha. F? F? F? *ehem ehem*

Psst: REZ blushing already haha! Your birthday present, give you on Monday kay? Hehehe.

RECAP?

School was FUN today. Had a Language Arts presentation and Child Development tutorial! TGIF! =) Made a musical kinda thingy during Child Development tutorial, and we actually recorded our awesome performance! SERIOUSLY, POWER-GILER! =)

Today, my stomach muscles was really contracting really hard as I spent timeless time LAUGHING, and I mean it. WHAT JOY IT IS TO HAVE FRIENDS WHO MAKE LAUGH LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS? HAPPINESS! =)

I REALLY LOVE MY BANANAS, MY NGEE ANN-IONS. WE ROCK! =)

THE PETIK LIMA WIF HIM.

SUPER RANDOM PIC<3>

BUDAK2 JAKUN NEVER SEE BEADS BEFORE. STUPID<3

OH YAR SORRY MANY MANY TO SV, CUS I WAS SHAKING HER shoulders/body WHEN I SAW TAUFIK. HAHAHA I GT HIGH LAH, THEN I WAS SHAKING HER LIKE THE OSIM MASSAGE CHAIR. FREE MASSAGE! HAHAHA! =)

AND YAR THE DUET public convo I had with Taufik was cute kan3? Hahaha tho i was fierce hahaha. For PEELAH's(BRUNEI) AND RAIHAN'S(LONDON) SAKE, here's the convo.

At first he was like running away because it was ME, haha! SHIT U. TAUFIK! =)
TAUFIK: ALAMAK, DIER AH, HAHAHAHA.

Okay here:

Taufik: Hello, dah siap ke belom? Teman teman semua dah tunggu nie.
Fiza: Sabar je lah. Haiyo(Super Singapore Lingo! Hahaha!)
Taufik: Hai, awak yang selalu lambat.
Fiza: Tunggu je lah.
Taufik: Kiter sampai agak2 lag setengah jam.
Fiza: ALAH, GUYS ARE SUPPOSED TO WAIT ON GIRLS WHAT?
Taufik: Lah, aku pulak yang kene.
Fiza: Padan muke.
Taufik: Setahu saya, girlfren saye orangnya lembut

SHIIT HAHAHAHA, I wanted to use the word SAYANG but malu lah. Hahahahaha! But I had fun with him in the convo! =)

Oh yar he sang UNTUKMU, oh gosh tis song made me cry lah, so touching manns. When it was TEMAN ISTIMEWA, he looked so happy when he saw US singing along, hahaha all those familiar faces.. =)

MYBG WAS WOOOHOOOO!! WE WERE LIKE DANCING ALONG. AND HE SAW THAT WE WERE SO HYPER HAHAHA.

Okay and the Teman Istimewa fans-singing segment and the Quiz was so cute Hahaha! SURIANI! Why tak hafal that song!!! NOTTY!!!

If I didnt play in that CONVO, I would have gone upstage sehh, haha wasted. HAHAHAHA SYIOK SENDIRI! =)

And when we went upstage to have our albums autographed..

Taufik: I know ur name! F kan? F, F F F F!
Fiza: Look at the host!
Taufik: Oh, Fiza O Not~! Not Fiza O! (And he happily signed NOT FIZA 'O'..)
Fia: It's Fiza Not 'O' lah, you ah!
Taufik: Sorrry lah, you know I'm very bad at memorizing names, haha.

WHILE SHAKING HANDS..
Fiza: Hey, CONGRATS OKAY, U ROCK =)
Taufik: Thanks man. And thanks for all the fun!

AND HE GOT ME SMILING ALL THE WAY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Hahahaha! Then we waited downstairs. And waited till he left.

Oh yar,the place was damn packed! I'm so happy for TAUFIK BATISAH!I'm so proud of him! I'm so proud of my SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!!

YAYAYAYAYAYA. AND IM GONNA MISS HIM WHEN HE GOES OVERSEAS TO MALAYSIA.

GOOD LUCK.
TAKE CARE.
HAV A PLEASANT AND SAFE JOURNEY.
ALL THE BEST!
MAKE SINGAPORE PROUD OF YOU!

LOVE U, TAUFIK!!!!!!

psst: SORRY FOR THE VERY LONG POST HAHAHA.

WEEEEEEEEEEE.. PHOTOOOOOS. =)



From TAUFIK to FIZA<3




After 21 days, he got HOTTER. =)



Fiza-not-'O' & Fiza O. Hehehehe. Love her shoes!



Nanny Nanny Poo Poo! Tsk.



Ah! That's Aishah & SV! Fiza gone bonkers!



Finally, the Petik Lima reunited again..



They made my day. =)



THE BEAUTIFUL LADIES AND LUQMAN, HAHAHA. =)

♥She said her piece. @ 11:21 PM

Saturday, November 17 @ 3:51 AM

School is killing me. The modules, the lecturers, the attachments, the timetable. But somehow, I will just enjoy school the way it is. Wanna know the reason why? BANANAS.

BANANAS, is made up of 7 angels.
100% made in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Ingredients are(by alphabetical order)..
-Azizah-
-Fiza-
-Joanna-
-Jolene-
-Pamela-
-Sarah-
-Syazwani-

You people made my day(s) in school. I always thought I won't stick with you guys, seriously, but I dunno why. Hahaha, weird. But I realised that from this semester, I will, WE FLOW hahaha, eh? YAH LAUGH. Now!! Thanks yar and lets go to KANTIN SATU =)

With my Girlfriends too, I never fail to feel at ease when I'm with them. They always make my day by making me laugh my heart out and forgetting all my troubles. Without them in my Life, I will not be the person I am today. They made me grow with them, and go throught thick and thin together.

And I thank Allah for these gifts =)
Alhamdulilah.

When I'm with them, I'll forget my problems and worries, likewise when I'm with my Girlfriends. Pouring my feelings out, was never a problem though there exists some kind of hesitation, initially.

I'm not sure, sometimes Life makes us feel great by granting our wishes and making us feel as if Life is worth living, when it is. But, when the problems arise and u start to feel worried about what is gonna happen next, why is it happening and when will it end, you just feel like Life is full of sorrow and sadness. YES, TRUE indeed.

It's a damn cruel world out there. It's damn unfair. It's a damn selfish and stupid shitting world out there. Hurting people who don't deserve to be hurt, but why? The person is such an angel, and to hurt is to kill the feelings and pride, which coincidentally comes from the important element in life and organ of the body, the HEART..

And the pride of someone so influential and appreciative is something that is of alot of worth, because not many people can be. How can they be used as mere baits? How can all this happen after the glory they created? They were the reason, and they still are. How can you? How can you? IT'S *******.

I feel bad for you.
I feel sad for you.
&& My heart goes out to you..

You don't deserve all these at all, really.
STAY STRONG, and pray to Him.
I will always keep you in my prayers.
I believe you deserve it, and you will get it.
The word NEVER will cease to exist.
YOU. TRUST ME.

It's never easy to pour out your feelings, but when you actually do so, it's like a load off your heart. That's exactly what I'm feeling now. && again let me say it, IT'S A REALY DAMN CRUEL WORLD OUT THERE.



&& And NO, I don't feel cheated AT ALL, but I'm full of UNCERTAINTIES, still.

♥She said her piece. @ 3:51 AM

Thursday, November 15 @ 5:22 PM

OKAY, MAYBE THIS IS MY LAST SKIN FOR THE YEAR. HEHEHE.

The reason why I keep on changing: I'm just not satisfied!

Just wait till I learn to make my OWN blogskin, HEH.

Taufik this Saturday! YAY! I miss my Girlfriends! ALOT.

I'M PISSED AND HURT.

USAHHHHHHHHH.Z

Oh yar, I'm still hooked to this song, POWER BEB. HEH.

EH FIZA LOVES YOU ALL!

♥She said her piece. @ 5:22 PM

Wednesday, November 14 @ 3:45 PM

Firstly, I wanna admit that I'm unsure if I can take it anymore.

I think I may just drop dead.

I think I may just go into depression.

I think I need help.

I think I need solutions. Any?

Oh Dear, have I started liking you, as in liking?

Oh Dear..

Oh Shit..

Oh Mann..

Fiza, SHUDDUP!

JUST LOOK AT THESE BEAUTIFUL ROSES? Got it from Husi's friendster's photos. AND IT'S PINK!!!!!!!

♥She said her piece. @ 3:45 PM

Saturday, November 10 @ 10:34 PM

Am I just putting on a HAPPY FACADE?

Yesterday, you made me cry. Tomorrow, I'll make you cry. One day, we'll cry together.

The more you do it, the fonder it grew.
The more you show, the more I want it.

"Love isn’t like a light that shows us the way; lights go out. Love isn’t like a rainbow, beautiful and shimmering in the sky after a rainstorm; rainbows fade. Love isn’t like the sun shining constantly; night always comes. Love isn’t like a flower; flowers wither and die. Love can’t be compared, conquered, controlled, or concealed, so don’t try - just be lead by this feeling we call love; it's what makes life worth living." WAAAAH, NICE =)

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OKAY THIS IS RANDOM.

JUST LOOK AT THE CHANGE IN HIM?

THEN...





NOW...




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PSST: FIZA LOVES YOU BECAUSE YOU MADE HER CRY. YAHLAH YAHLAH THANK YOU AH FOR ALL THOSE TEARS. But, I really appreciate it.

♥She said her piece. @ 10:34 PM

@ 12:11 AM

9 NOVEMBER 2007-A Day I Will Never Forget.

The way he made me feel so appreciated.
There's no one like him cause he's one of a kind.

He never fail to lift my spirits up, and he is the Inspiration and Motivation that I will always look up upon. He seems so perfect to me.

He's so real, that I can't help but ask if I'm hallucinating. He's just different from the others out there.

Thanks for making me feel this way.. I deeply appreciate it a lot. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. THANK YOU.

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In Love With This Song At The Moment..

Ketulusan Hati-Anuar Zain


Cintaku tak berdusta..
Tak mengenal ingkar..
Tak kenal nestapa..

Cintaku hanya indah..
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya..
Apa yang kurasakan ini..
Persembahan untuk dirimu..
Kau dengarkan kasihku..

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu..
Tak mengenal puitis..
Hanya tulusnya hati..
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu..
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu..
Selalu..

Cintaku tak berdusta..
Tak mengenal ingkar..
Tak kenal nestapa..
Tak ada seribu janji..
Hanya bahagia untu selamanya..

Apa yang kurasakan ini..
Persembahan untuk dirimu..
Kau dengarkan kasihku..

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu..
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati..
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu..
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu..

Apa yang kurasakan ini..
Persembahan untuk dirimu..
Kau dengarkan kasihku..

♥She said her piece. @ 12:11 AM

Thursday, November 8 @ 1:39 PM

7 November 2007: Hitam Dan Putih-Sebuah Retrospektif

Met Liana in school at around 3pm, and off we went to Esplanade. Hanged around Esplanade library and had a looooong chat about how life was. Heh. Then went to check out where the Recital Hall was, before snacking by the Esplanade waters. Then sat around Esplanade, killing time before the show begins.

And when the time finally came? Woohoo! =)

I just loved the awesome performance by our local talents, Imran & Hyrul. Not forgetting Norfa too. It seriously wasn't an easy task to be able to sing the old songs from the films from the black & white era. So Kudos Guys! =)

Imran was really cheeky during the show, the butang, the socks and especially the kwek-kwek like AYAM seh. I really can't help laughing at his funny moves!

Hyrul was as usual as hot, and he impressed me with a better delivery of 'Pak Ngah Balik', compared to the one at Gemilang. You mesmerized me, dude. Duh. POWER! =)

Some of the songs that were sung was forein to me, but of course there were some that I knew because I always listen to my dad singing OLDIES song. KARAOKE LAH. Hahaha.

I really loved 'Patah Hati' especially, though. Overall, it was a concert worth watching and I will never mind if I have to pay to watch it again.

And looking at Imran having his own concert, I start to realise when will HYRUL'S turn come? Wel, InsyaAllah, maybe in the near future. I'll be praying for you, so no worries! =)

Okay was DEAD TIRED and went online for a whole before BAMM-sleep! Those who missed it, awwww mann it was SUPPEEERB! =)



BLACK & WHITE.



Mcm Giant seh, hahaha. You make me go WOW, REPEATEDLY.



From Imran to Fiza.. Awwwww..


You impressed me. You mesmerized me. Eh, our clothes matches! TING!



Hyrulites with the Man..



REFLECTION is a MUST! =)



My dearest Liana, we had a great time hor. Haha! =)



YES, I truly enjoyed myself. Duh, it's HYRUL ANUAR.

Psssst: How I wished I could turn the clock and hear your voice saying that again..

♥She said her piece. @ 1:39 PM

@ 12:57 AM

Wednesday, 7 November 2007-SCHOOL.

Child Development lecture was quite interesting yesterday. Learned about how the brain forms and develops. And Ms Tan even showed the structure of the female brain, guess what? We are like dominated by the JEALOUSY & SHOPPING cells! Haha quite TRUE indeed! =)

And Ms Tan was exceptionally trying to be more entertaining. Haha! About the joke on the male brain? Hahaha, you know I know. Heh.

After class, hanged out at the study area and rehearsed for our upcoming skit for our DRAMA module. WAHLAO, I have to talk in a LOW, LOW voice like WTF. Haha! Cus this SUPERSTAR will turn into a monster on Monday. Heh, acting only lah. And then the rest will start laughing, HAIYO. =)

After Pamela came, we all then went to Pizza Hut @ Bukit Timah Plaza to have lunch & at the same time to celebrate AYU's(aka Idayu) 17th Birthday! The rest of them PORNED Global Issuues tutorial, so I went alone and joined Mimi! =) Had a research on the Tsunami and Hurricane Katrina. How heart-wrenching seh! =(

And then met Liana @ Canteen 1 to go to Esplanade! Hurray! Update later ah.

OH YAAAR, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AYUUUUUUUUUUU! =)



Rehearsaling.



REZEKI syiok sendiri while the others were rehearsing. =)



My Ever Beloved Enemy, REZEKI BINTE MARZOKI.



It's A Wrap!

♥She said her piece. @ 12:57 AM

Monday, November 5 @ 7:32 PM

School was B-O-R-I-N-G.
Was 15 minutes late and yeah the lecturer's like well, if you get wat I meant aye?
I drag Mondays, but I'm so looking forward to Tuesdays! PHILLIP AD MS CHONG. YIPPPEE! =)

Oh yeah Zizah wasn't in school today, heh.
And the rest of us intended to PON Creative Arts but in the end relented and suffered for 2 whole hours!
Lucky, we had a groupwork to do. Chets!

And next week one of the Ministers gonna visit our school and inspect OUR lesson, of ALL CLASSES?
So, that means we hafta put up a good show so as to IMPRESS the Minister. Heh.

After school, had luch with Syaz and Pamela at KFC.
SO NO MORE FAST FOOD THIS WEEK.! =)

WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AH?

Went for raya at Rusyda's house at Bishan then Yani's. And then Yani's bro-in-law sent us to Northpoint , cause I wanted to get Taufik's album, but stupid NO CD-RAMA. So, we took a cab to my home as Fatin and Kak Ctie was coming to my house.

Heh.



Yani, Fiza Superstar, Kak Su Diva, Hira Septriasa.



The Raya Freaks.. Hahaha! =)

YAY I BOUGHT TAUFIK'S 3RD ALBUM ALREADY!

Waiting for the roadshow proved to be too long a wait. Heh.

~Teman Istimewa, A Special Friend~

It's awesome! My favourites would hafta be Usah Lepaskan, Berserah and Kesabaran! Haha, I love all the songs lah. DUH! =)

And lemme tell you a secret..... SHHHH.....

I GOT THE TEMAN ISTIMEWA POSTER!!!!!
Sorry SV.
Sorry Yani.
Sorry Jamilah.
Sorry Wana.
Sorry Aishah.
Sorry Hira.
Sorry Husi.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. LAWAAAAAAAAAAA. LYKE DUH? =)




My Dearest 3rd Album! Yay!



TAUFIK looked really gorgeous on the postcards! Heh.



On the inside..



I GOT THE POSTER!!

OH YAAAR I REBONDED MY HAIR HAHAHA. LOVING IT. *sings*



My adorable cousins. Love them every bit. Old hair.



SISTA'S LOVE.

♥She said her piece. @ 7:32 PM