Maybe, I made the wrong choice. Well, just maybe. ♥
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The Superstar♥
♥ Fiza Superstar
♥ Independent Nineteen
♥ 11 January 1990
♥ Ngee Ann Poly YR 3 [ECH]
♥ Believer of Allah
Contact/Find me:
fizasuperstar@hotmail.com :)
JUST ME♥
♥ Pink & Black
♥ R&B
♥ Children
♥ Music
♥ Songwriting & Media
♥ Baking & Events Management
♥ Soya Bean/Coke
♥ Mon-Cheris & Ferrero Rochers
♥ Cempedak Goreng
♥ Entertainers like Taufik, Hyrul, Dato' Siti, Jamal, Britney, Archuleta, Chris Brown & Neyo can make me hooked to the television and do not disturb cause I'll be in my own world.
♥ I support ALL local musicians. Kudos to all!
♥ Local music is not hopeless at all. If you said that, then it must be because of hopeless people like you. Hehehe.
Lovelies♥
THEM!~~
DATO' SITI NURHALIZA
HYRUL ANUAR
HYRULITES FORUM
HYRUL'S MYSPACE
TAUFIK BATISAH
TAUFIK'S MYSPACE
FIKNATICS FORUM
FANS PORTAL
AFGAN
ANUAR ZAIN
DAVID ARCHULETA
FAUZIE LAILY
FAZLI ZAINAL
HADY MIRZA
HUDA ALI
IMRAN AJMAIN
MARK BONAFIDE
MARK'S MYSPACE
NURUL AINI
ROSLAN MOHD
SABARINA
SlEEQ
SUZHAIRE SUMARI
SYED AZMIR'S MYSPACE
WICKED AURA
♥ PETIK 5
Aishah
Jamilah/Minah TJ
SV/Nuraini
Wana
♥ PISANGS LOVE
Azizah
Joanna
Jolene
Pamela
Sarah
Syazwani
♥ THE LOVELIES
Abidah
Adriana(Aust)
Adilla
Aien Cousin
Afiqah
Aifaa
Alicia
Anna
Anati
Alwi
Atikah Wahab
Atiqah FAFA
Atiqah RP
Atiqah Sisqa
Atyah
Azie
Aziqa
Cassandra
THE D CLASS BLOG
Daniaty
Fadhilah
Fadzlee
Fafa
Fikq
FILS Brunei
Hakim
Hanaa Hyrulite
Hira
Husi
Idayu
Iidah
Irfunny
Irra Zafierah
Iryani
Izarr
Janna
Jia Hui
Juian
Joyce
Kak Raudha
Kak Siti Hawa
Liana
Lin Hyrulite
Lyn Maritza
Lynn
Marina
Mimi NP
Myra
Nadiah
Nana
Nurul Jannah
Nurul(JB)
Patricia
Raihan(London)
Razlan
Rima(Cousin)
Regina
Rezeki
Roshini
Sabrina
Saleha
Sally
Sakinah
Shasha
Shakilla
Shikin
Siti Nasiha
Suria
Suriana
Suzanna
Syafiqah
Tasha(KL)
Tiq
Titie
Vera
Wani
WeiQi
Xinying
Yati
Yiwen
Zihan
Zuraimi
Monday, December 31 @ 11:31 AM
Class Gathering was damn fun & crazy. I swear I had shitty fun with my assholes darlings! *winks*
And yesterday, TAUFIK was damn HAWT!
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Just look at Taufik! So damn cute!Okay let me slowly tell you what happened!
Me, Wana & Hira reached at about 3+. Stood near the stage, Jonathan was signing autographs. Slowly met more and more lovelies.
But too bad, FikNtaics family incomplete. =(
At around 5,07pm, TAUFIK finally arrived! HOTNESS, in his light-grey 3/4 gorgeous shirt, and black vest and pants
As usual, I was like kinda HIGH, but too bad Aishah and Kak Su wasn't there to join in the craziness Hahahaha! So I went crazy alone!
Before he made his appearance, the host, Cavin Soh, was saying that Taufik looked 10 years younger on the poster! Hahahahaha! And he was like asking "He handsome ah?". So, I shouted lah, "He's H-0-T!"(with the hand gesture-fanning myself). Yoohoo!
And he call me HOT, in front of TAUFIK! OMG. But yeah I know, I'm HOT. Hahahaha! OKAY WTH. =)
It was damn funny cus there was a point of time, Cavin asked Taufik to stop moving and he pulled out something from Taufik's pants. It was actually a strand of thread which came off Taufik's pants!! And guess what? He gave it to me. Taufik was still cheeky to ask if I wanted him to autograph on it. Crazy.
Taufik sang MYBG, Berserah and of couse Teman Istimewa!
Gosh hotness laaaa! He pointed the microphone to our direction during the last part of MYBG, and did the "Follow-What-Taufik-Sings" thing. Taufik said Oooo, we replied Oooo. Taufik said Yeaaaaah, we replied Yeaaaaah! Hahahahah!
"I like that crowd over there", he said poiting to OUR side! Yoohoo!
And then the autograph session started. Okay he autographed 2096 albums(as claimed by Cavin)+1 album! So 2097! Hahahahahahahahaha!
When it was OUR turn to go upstage as one big group, it was CHAOTIC HAHAHA! But it was damn fun! The group photo... And when I wanted to take photo with him at the last minute HAHAHA! HILARIOUS! Girls, you know, I know
And all my dearest friends could do was LAUGH!
DAMN I LOVED TODAY, YOOHOO!
TAUFIK LOOKED HOT, OKAY HE alwaysssssss DO!
Meeting my loves at Vivo for countown later! YAY! VIVO! TAUFIK! BY DEF!YEAHOOO!
♥She said her piece. @ 11:31 AM
Friday, December 28 @ 1:46 AM
I have something on with the beautiful and irresistible melody of this song.
There was once my clique went to a music shop nearby school, after lunch. Asked JiaHui to play "An Jing" on the piano.
As soon as she started with the introduction, tears started flowing. It's AU NATUREL. I can't control it, seriously. It just flows. I love it.
I want to make a Malay version of this one.
Currently, making a new song.
Melody done, lyrics not.
Need to have time alone in my room or sit at the seaside for inspirations.. Soon.. =)
I watched "A Walk To Remember" this morning, I cried truckloads. What a touching storyline. THANKS SARAH LITHYA! I LOVE YOU!
TMR DEES GATHERING YAY!
♥She said her piece. @ 1:46 AM
@ 12:59 AM
Yesterday's chalet at Sentosa Siloso Beach Costa Sands Resort was FUN.
Games were HORRIBLE.
Siloso went through a terrible makeover for the countdown party.
No more, of the normal hunks lookout and eye-washing.
Damn.
Those stupid jokes.
Those damn freaking laughter.
Those lameness.
Pictures are with Aishah, which means that it would take a century to reach me.
Thanks to ANNA & HER SISTAZ, for being damn sweet by inviting us to their chalet.
The food was great, too bad FikNatics wasn't in full strength.
It's okay, no problem..ADE BIMLA. *winks*
Taufik's Autograph session at Jurong Point 5pm YOOHOO! =)
Countdown party on Monday @ VIVO! TAUFIK! YOOHOO! =)
FikNatics NITE in 2 weeks time! YOOHOO! =)
These 2.. Wana & Aishah. They have such an impact in my Life. This beautiful friendship that was established just a year ago, through common interest. Fight a lot. YEAH but it makes stronger and closer.
Too bad, the other 2 of my PETIK5 wasn't there. SV & Jamilah, we haf to meet and crap soon =)
♥She said her piece. @ 12:59 AM
Wednesday, December 26 @ 1:31 PM
When people ask me 'How are you'?..
My answer would be 'Good & Bad.'
I wonder if there will be one day when I'm savouring Life as it is.
Without having to overload myself with the endless counts of enigmatic complications.
Christmas was SO-SO.
At the brink of midnight, Aunty called saying that Atok was a little different. He's ill. He hallucinates a lot. Senile dementia, maybe.
And usually he won't lie and sleep but would just sit up.
However, on that night-Atok was sleeping and when asked questions, he kept hemming and hawing.
Says someone is there, sitting on his bed and why is that person standing at that corner?
TELL ME, WHO WOULD'T BE FLABBERGASTED?
That night was full of intense feelings. Mama teared, I know. Aba teared too.
I could feel the tears dying to break away from those eyes.
I could sense the nervousness and uncertainties in them.
Mama even told us to bring Baju Kurung(if you get what I mean)
Our hopes were demolished.
We thought that.......
Silence killed us.
I knew that ALL of us were thinking hard and holding back the tons of tears that was about to flood.
This is not the first time this happened, it's the second. And I wonder if there'll be a third.
Now, all I have to say is...
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH.
Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Berkuasa & Maha Penyayang.
Amin.
Thank you, God.
On the other hand, I'm grateful to have met beautiful souls that make my days meaningful and enjoyable. Thank you, to each and every one of you.
Like I said before, I can never thank you enough.
I'm missing my BANANAS like HELL. *faints*
Schooooooooooooool!
And I can never imagine Life without my PETIK5.
What else can I ask for, my GIRLFRIENDS?
LOVE! =)
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AND! 26th December 2007! (Better late then never.)
HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER!
NUR HIDAYAH BTE ZAHARI!
I LOVE YOU LOTS!
♥She said her piece. @ 1:31 PM
Sunday, December 23 @ 10:55 PM
1 more week to 2008.
I'm gonna miss 2007, like seriously.
Will make my new year resoultions and reflect on the things I've done this year.
How time flies?
*sighs*
♥She said her piece. @ 10:55 PM
@ 6:54 PM
HOW could I not know THEY WERE in Singapore?
HOW could I not know THEY actually performed & presented an Award(s) at the recent Star Awards?
OMG, was I having too much of my Taufik & Hyrul? That I totally forgot about my Korean & Taiwanase hearthrobs?
AAARGH!
I would have seriously gone to the aiport to meet them and see them in real live!
JEONG HOON!
MINGDAO!
COME BACK!
PLS!
MATTHEW LIN MING DAO!
He's hot! He starred in Taiwan's TOP drama, Prince Who Turned Into A Frog!
Shan Junhao, WO AI NI! HOT!
He's 183cm tall! His smile, it killed me.. *dead*
BRING ME TO LIFE! REINCARNATE ME! =)
KIM JEONG HOON!
Just look at his features! Those eyes.. His charismatic smile.. Ohh mann plus a soothing voice, What else can you ask for? And he have an IQ of 146, more than an average person’s IQ of 110! Officially dearies, I MELTED..
JEONG HOON, SA RA HAENG YO! =)
FREEZE ME NOW! =)
THEY LOOKED DASHING HOT AT STAR AWARDS & I THOUGHT I TOTALY FORGOT ABOUT HYRUL & TAUFIK!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH! =)
I wanna fly to Korea & Taiwan, please. *begs*
XMAS LIGHTS!
TOWNING WITH MY 3 PETIKS WAS FUN, AYAM PENYET WAS SPICY GILER. EEERR.
XMAS LIGHTS WAS AWESOME AND BEAUTIFUL.
THE DAY AS FUN BUT TIRING.
AND AISHAH SPOILED EVERYTHING BY NOT JOINING.
And met my long-lost friend, SHAN. Hahahaha! Join NP! It's the BEST POLY HAHAHA!
Anw, home trip was damn freezing cold. EEEER.
After the attack of AYAM PENYET. WEEEE!~~
My Love For BARBIE will never die! AAARGH, relived my deprived childhood @ METRO TOYS SECTION! Haha
WINX CLUB! WINX CLUB
He's hot! He starred in Taiwan's TOP drama, Prince Who Turned Into A Frog!
Shan Junhao, WO AI NI! HOT!
He's 183cm tall! His smile, it killed me.. *dead*
BRING ME TO LIFE! REINCARNATE ME! =)
KIM JEONG HOON!
Just look at his features! Those eyes.. His charismatic smile.. Ohh mann plus a soothing voice, What else can you ask for? And he have an IQ of 146, more than an average person’s IQ of 110! Officially dearies, I MELTED..
JEONG HOON, SA RA HAENG YO! =)
FREEZE ME NOW! =)
THEY LOOKED DASHING HOT AT STAR AWARDS & I THOUGHT I TOTALY FORGOT ABOUT HYRUL & TAUFIK!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH! =)
I wanna fly to Korea & Taiwan, please. *begs*
XMAS LIGHTS!
TOWNING WITH MY 3 PETIKS WAS FUN, AYAM PENYET WAS SPICY GILER. EEERR.
XMAS LIGHTS WAS AWESOME AND BEAUTIFUL.
THE DAY AS FUN BUT TIRING.
AND AISHAH SPOILED EVERYTHING BY NOT JOINING.
And met my long-lost friend, SHAN. Hahahaha! Join NP! It's the BEST POLY HAHAHA!
Anw, home trip was damn freezing cold. EEEER.
After the attack of AYAM PENYET. WEEEE!~~
My Love For BARBIE will never die! AAARGH, relived my deprived childhood @ METRO TOYS SECTION! Haha
WINX CLUB! WINX CLUB
I wanna lose my glass slipper and let my Mr.Cinderella come and find me..
♥She said her piece. @ 6:54 PM
Saturday, December 22 @ 2:48 PM
That "Taufik" on my tagboard.. He caught my attention..
For Taufik's birthday, I actually made a storybook titled "The Story of Fiza & Her Idol, Taufik."
And I typed in my blog URL, in the author's section.
Well, it may BE him, BUT on the other side, it may NOT be him.
I'll be thankful if it's really him, because if he bothers to type "www.ladylicious.blogspot.com" on his browser and read, it shows that he really DO care. But, takkan Taufik can't spell TERIMA KASIH? HAHAHA!
If it's not him, to the imposter-GET A LIFE? =)
TAUFIK, I MISS YOU already, Hyrul-you too!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Okay I shall get back to assignments!
UURGH.
*sighs*
OKay no proscratination!
♥She said her piece. @ 2:48 PM
Tuesday, December 18 @ 2:05 PM
RETRO FEVER 2007!
Happy 26th Birthday to my Ex-Boyfriend, TAUFIK BATISAH! =)
The Party!
The party was awesome. The crowd was kinda tame but what was important was that everybody had fun. I was just wondering, if only the usual active forummers(who sat all over the place, no choice come late right!) were sitting together.. That would be a blast! Cus we will all go crazy together! But, still we were crazy! =)
Taufik made a shocking appearance in a AFRO! Fik, you looked damn cute but, CANNOT MAKE IT lah! Look like RAMBUTAN! =)
The games were great, and I especially like the Animal Game. *Milking Chicken* Ahaha! So fun! Taufik was so damn cute! And Aziqa-the lightbulbs! Hahaha! So cheeky! =)
And then the performances.. 'Unity in Diversity' was great! And I especially like the 'Taufik Travolta' with the mask! Haha so cute! And your white bob wig girl, wahlao TAK BOLEH ANGKAT! Hahaha! =)
Our Performance!
RASPBERRIES = Fiza+Wana+Aishah!
The 3 of us was superduper nervous initially. But, we managed to pull it through, ALHAMDULILAH. I specially requested the lights to be off, to set the atmosphere and mood. Well, we sang Usah Lepaskan, so get it? Uhuh. And it was a success! I prayed and hoped that you guys enjoyed ur performance.
I almost cried when we were singing, and yah I know you guys could see the my teary eyes, even from the last row! AARGH, what more TAUFIK & his family, who was in the 1st row! I was controlling! =)
When Shafik told us that Taufik told him he was very touched and almost cried when we performed, SHIT I ALMOST wanted to break down. OMG. Such timing...
But, I'm very satisfied with our performance. AND we hope we have touched the hearts of you guys! YAY! =)
DID YOU GUYS KNOW ME & AISHAH WAS SICK? AND AISHAH'S TOENAIL errrr? That's the reason why we took off our shoes for the performance! =(
Anyway , will upload the video here soon!
The Post-Party!
S-U-P-E-R-B! Haha! We had a legal clubbing and dance classes! Haha! DJ Shafik was cool! And the clubbers, Fiza, Wana, Cher, Aishah & Tiq. Happening! =) The audiences had a great time sighing and laughing I guess! Hahaha!
Dinner at LJS Town was crazy. The jokes and all. Haha! Siao!
*BangBangBangBangBangBangBangBangBang... WHO DIED?*
Special THANKS!
To the emcees(Kak Su & Aziqa)- A GREAT JOB DONE! You two were fantabulous! =)
To the TB.net team(Cheryl, Razlan, Shafik, Surianna, Tiq)- Thanks for your patience and all in making sure the party was a success! It was overall a wonderful & well-planned event. Kudos! CONGRATS! =)
Okay, it's been 2 days & I'm missing my FikNatics darlings already! 26th & countdown! YAY!
RETRO FEVER WAS HOT BAYBEH! =)
YAY! I'm as tall as Taufik-181cm! Can be supermodel already! Yoohoo!
My PETIK5..(CLIQUE5)!
THE RASPBERRIES. YAY! It was a success, DEARIES!
Our gorgeous Hindustan heroine, Wana! We always fight, but that's what makes us closer.. ILY! =)
Our selenger.com AISHAH! Haha! Groove it baybeh! =)
The Main Idol-Chaser, presenting Soulvictory Nuraini! *applause*
Our ever sweetest Minah TJ! =)
My darling Liana! At LAST! YAY at last the HUG! Haha! =)
SUPERSTAR'S FAVOURITE DIVA, KAK SU ROXY!=)
Cus Michael Jackson says BLACK&WHITE *sings*..
Mr 'Stokholm' a.k.a Mr President..
Just look at that couple! *faints*
My Petik Lima, gone OH so crazy!
This clan of people are the craziest, I swear!
Psst: Sorry I couldn't upload all the pics. There's more but Blogger have a stupid freaking problem when I wanna upload my photos.
TSK TSK. HMPH. But, I managed to upload those photos anyway.
16th December was so FUN I wished I could turn the clock back to the past....
♥She said her piece. @ 2:05 PM
@ 1:30 PM
Replies to all the tags. Sorry took a long time ro reply HAHAHA! =)
To Sarah: Yes okay I can drive you to school. On my birthday, I register for my license. Then you pay for my classes. Don't worry, package is cheaper. Then you get me a MAZDA RX-8! Okay set! =)
To Afiqah: Haha yes GREAT IDEA. It's my dream to perform onstage with my Idols! =)
To REZEKI: Hahaha giler ah kau! But, I still love you babe! =)
To Syafiqah: Eh eh, awak nie pon..
To Raihan: Hahaha yes will update soon! For your's and FILS' sake HAHA! I miss you like tons! =)
To Suria: Thanks babe! Haha! We're very satified too! HAHA! =)
To Anna: Haha! I wanna watch! Haha 26th! 8 more days! Thanks babe. Asian Idol.. Alah dah tau, tanye lagy..
To Husi: Haha! Yah hor you manager no need tix! Okay do liase with my manager at Yishun okay? AND Thanks. I'm glad that Taufik's himself was touched! =)
To Cher: Do I really do that all the time? Hahaha! Anyway, your laughter never changer. THE PONTIANAK laughter. Haha, so eerie. *HAUNTS*
Next update would be on the bash! =)
♥She said her piece. @ 1:30 PM
Monday, December 17 @ 8:51 PM
Asian Idol.
I actually blogged and rant off a whole age of it.
But, I refused to publish it.'
Well, I'll try to be happy that Hady won.
At least, SINGAPORE WON. :)
TAUFIK'S 26TH BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST!!
RETRO FEVER WAS WOOHOO!!
FIKNATICS WAS LIKE AS USUAL, CRAZY!!
Will, update soon.. Holidays are here! Hip Hip Hurray!
YAYAYAYAYA!! =)
♥She said her piece. @ 8:51 PM
Friday, December 14 @ 1:26 AM
This week was HELL for me.
The Assignments..
The Preparations..
Ohh, dun even say that maybe it was just me who couldn't manage my time well, but on the contrary, time is not even on my side and as the clock ticks, my brain gets jammed.
I've been striving for the best and I'm like doing almost everything. Can't you just lift that finger to lighten the burden I'm carrying. Can I just ask that you be more thoughtful and sane?
Sometimes, I become speechless because I can't bring myself to say those words to you. I'm afraid if you get hurt, but I'm the one who gets hurt when I keep it to myself.
But, what can I do when you're naturally like THAT?
I can't help but swallow everything...
And thank you to U for enlightening me. It helped, like a lot. And you too do the same thing, don't just ask people to do it, okay? Thank you, I can never say enough of these 2 words. =)
♥She said her piece. @ 1:26 AM
Thursday, December 13 @ 12:53 AM
HOW? CAN MAKE IT ANOT? HAHA!
These pictures were taken by SARAH LITHYA!
She's actually my polymate-cum-guitar instructor. And the most important thing, she teach me FOC. I was actually playing Usah Lepaskan when she took the picture above. It was almost 11pm at the void deck at Jurong West. Hahaha PASSION, gives you the DRIVE!
I so need to play the guitar now!
I wanna play till i get addicted to it!
Anyone kind enough to get me a guitar?
For my birthday next month?
HAHAHAHA!
♥She said her piece. @ 12:53 AM
Wednesday, December 12 @ 12:41 AM
I think I'm starting to get jealous, but I'm unsure why. When I see those and that, I have this stupid and selfish feeling emerging from deep within me.
Gosh, don't tell me I've ****? Shit arsehole FIZA.
Oh My Goodness, how?
AAARGGH.
Why did you even come into my Life?
Sometimes, I wonder why God is so fair yet unfair.
Pfft.
Tsk. Tsk.
Ohh mann, you're not the only one in the world anyway.
THAT one is better.
Okay, what a contradiction?
Hmmmm.
SUPERSTAR'S SPECIAL SHOUTOUT!
I'm so missing my babes! Since school started and Aishah started working, we have seen lesser of each other though we always keep in touch through phone. I'm so missing my Ms Wana, Ms Aishah, Ms Nuraini, Ms Jamilah and my favourite Diva, MY DEAREST KAK SU ROXY!
SUNDAY! YAY! =)
I swear I miss FikNatics like hell LOT! I miss the crazy, stupid and nonsensical times we had together. The lame and stupid jokes, the laughter, gosh. COME BACK, THOSE GOOD OLD MEMORIES! It's okay, SUNDAY! Yeahoo!~~~
Just look at me, SO RETARDED!
This photo was taken during our Language Arts tutorial last Friday. These are my darlings from Ngee Ann Polytechnic! There's more, of course! Jolene, Pamela, Sarah, Joanna, Zizah, Syaz & our lovely lecturer, SYAI! Woohoo!~~
♥She said her piece. @ 12:41 AM
Monday, December 10 @ 10:39 PM
HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY to my Dearest
TAUFIK BATISAH!
Its been 3 long, beautiful and emotional years with you.
3 years of beautiful memories that I would always cherish.
Taufik, my inspiration comes from you.
You are my motivation, and your songs are my utimate bestfriend when I'm down.
You're so influential that, my life seems clueless without you existence.
There's too much for me to express here.
I just wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart for inspiring me.
THANK YOU.
Happy Birthday.
You're always in my prayers.
All the best.
Amin.
You rock! =)
I LOVE YOU TAUFIK! =)
♥She said her piece. @ 10:39 PM
Sunday, December 9 @ 10:57 PM
My Ultimate Bestfriend when I am down.
Holding On by TAUFIK BATISAH
My world is closing in I'm so alone
The door is locked and nobody's home
Desire is the key that I must own
Emotions got me losing control
I'm losing control
But I know
It's the way that I must live
Even though its so unclear so unfair
God I know
There's a path for everyone
I must believe and keep holding on
I'm wishing I was somebody else
This world left me all by myself
Now why do they keep playing with my mind
Trying to break me down trying to make me blind
But I see
I'll never let my fears conquer me
Cus I know in my heart I can be
Holding On
Where do I even start? I'm clueless myself. I WONDER. I PRAY.
♥She said her piece. @ 10:57 PM
@ 10:44 PM
The place where I am now.
Suddenly, I feel that I'm not in the right place.
It's not the first time, really.
I've been thinking and thinking.
Still full of uncertainties.
Am I in the right place?
Am I happy being here?
Am I doing what I really want?
AM I?
If you know what I am blogging about, trust me, you're what I call a friend.
I don't babble about anything to anyone, only people whom I trust.
It hurts me to say it.
When I'm not even sure about the outcome.
I'm not ready for the outcome, seriously.
What if I don't make it?
Will I cry out loud, I think I will.
Will I be happy to stay?
Maybe, I will be but the reason would be you guys, not 'IT'.
And it's been to long that I've been putting on a happy facade.
When do I stop?
Where do I even stop?
It's not that easy.
Easier said than done.
It's a passion, not something I want just because of someone or something.
It's what I want.
It's what I year for.
It's what will make me happy.
It's what will make me smile.
It's what will make me feel useful.
It's what will make proud.
BUT, it's not easy.
God, guide me along.
Give me the strength.
Give me the willpower.
To withstand the heat, coldness and whatsoever obstacles that may comes across in ths journey.
It's a matter of prestige, not just mine.
It's a matter of pride, not just mine.
It's a matter of life, not just mine.
A future matter, not just mine.
How can I be selfish?
When I can't bear to hurt them?
But doing something against my wish, though?
ENOUGH SAID.
I SAID MY PIECE.
I FEEL BETTER NOW.
I need your serenations, just.
I need your hugs, just.
I need your voice, just.
Will you?
Suddenly, I feel that I'm not in the right place.
It's not the first time, really.
I've been thinking and thinking.
Still full of uncertainties.
Am I in the right place?
Am I happy being here?
Am I doing what I really want?
AM I?
If you know what I am blogging about, trust me, you're what I call a friend.
I don't babble about anything to anyone, only people whom I trust.
It hurts me to say it.
When I'm not even sure about the outcome.
I'm not ready for the outcome, seriously.
What if I don't make it?
Will I cry out loud, I think I will.
Will I be happy to stay?
Maybe, I will be but the reason would be you guys, not 'IT'.
And it's been to long that I've been putting on a happy facade.
When do I stop?
Where do I even stop?
It's not that easy.
Easier said than done.
It's a passion, not something I want just because of someone or something.
It's what I want.
It's what I year for.
It's what will make me happy.
It's what will make me smile.
It's what will make me feel useful.
It's what will make proud.
BUT, it's not easy.
God, guide me along.
Give me the strength.
Give me the willpower.
To withstand the heat, coldness and whatsoever obstacles that may comes across in ths journey.
It's a matter of prestige, not just mine.
It's a matter of pride, not just mine.
It's a matter of life, not just mine.
A future matter, not just mine.
How can I be selfish?
When I can't bear to hurt them?
But doing something against my wish, though?
ENOUGH SAID.
I SAID MY PIECE.
I FEEL BETTER NOW.
I need your serenations, just.
I need your hugs, just.
I need your voice, just.
Will you?
♥She said her piece. @ 10:44 PM
RHAPSODY REMIX 2007Saturday, December 8 @ 10:49 PM
RHAPSODY REMIX 2007
Rhapsody was so-so, in my opinion. The choice of songs were quite good, especially TERHARU, where the audience got all hyped-up. U go MAN TOYAK! CRADLE!
Maiya wasn't given the chance to show off the power in her performance because of the songs. So sad! =(
That guy made me laugh critisize him when he clearly, spoiled the rendition of a damn nice and popular chinese song, which was recorded again in the Malay version. I was waiting for that song, NOT HIS PERFORMANCE, but was utterly disappointed. Okay shit.
Hady and Elfee made my presence meaningful! They delivered the songs so soulfully and beautifully. OHH, &&& I realy have to compliment the HAPYHADYS. Such a sport, KUDOS! =)
And I don't think it was the best show ever, and the best choice of local singers, like they claimed. No, I don't mean anything. I blog about what I feel, in MY OWN opinion. Well.
OKAY PHOTOS. I MISS SHAH, really. Hahaha! =)
At last, can see him more in school!
Hana, I love your voice!
Roslan looked as if he put on weight, haha.
Fizah Nizam, she's sooo damn pretty!
SHAH'S signature pose! HAIYO!
♥She said her piece. @ 10:49 PM
Thursday, December 6 @ 3:00 PM
Shah looks sissy here! Hahahaha! =)
I wanna blog about two days ago, on Tuesday. It was kinda unexpected, but yet LIFE'S GREAT! =)
Was on the way to school in the bus and randomly thought of visiting Bugis after school for RETRO-ing. Smsed Wana & SV, both agreed to meet 3pm @ Bugis.. Reached school, Phillip's lesson was FUN, getting to know more about renowned artists. Picasso, Van Hogh, Da Vinci.. And the punchline was the SHORT CIRCUIT, so cute! And then went to Canteen 2 for lunch, good food! =)
Had Speech Training Conversation Test today. My partner was Zizah, phew! =) Guess which topic we got? Off all things, 'SHOULD EXAMINATIONS SHOULD BE ABOLISHED?'... *sighs* I didn't really think I talked well, but it's over anyway. I wanted the topic on 'My Ideal Spouse' or 'My Dream Career', instead. Heh.
And then off to Clementi and took the train to Bugis to meet Wana & Yani. SV & Jamilah joined us at around 5pm. Saw a familiar hairstyle when I was about to enter the train, and guess what? It was really dearest SHAH. Gosh, it's been 987654321 days since I last talked to him!
And so I had a long chat with him in the train from Clementi to Outram Park, where he alighted. He was so sweet and as usually, HOT. Duh? And he's still as cheeky! Uurgh, Shah is so cute laa.
During our conversation, many topics emerged and he said something to me when we were talking and our topic was on Hyrul. Well, you will understand if you just know.
He said: "Yes, this is the time he really needs your support, girl. Seriously."
Okay, that brought me taken aback. Shah, yes I do realise it. Thanks, dude! I will work something out, hopefully. =)
Maybe it's not the time yet.
Maybe it's fated that we met.
But time won't keep still.
And we have to continue our life journey.
Then how?
Then when?
Then what?
I wonder why but I'm still full of U-N-C-E-R-T-A-I-N-T-I-E-S-...
What if you didn't exist here in this lonely heart?
What if I never had the chance to know you better?
TEEEEEEEEEEET.
♥She said her piece. @ 3:00 PM
Sunday, December 2 @ 12:42 AM
I forgot to blog about something so damn important, *SLAP*!
1 DECEMBER 2004..
The date when TAUFIK BATISAH was crowned as the 1st ever SINGAPORE IDOL..
Now: 1 DECEMBER 2007
Till now, nobody can ever imagine how much support has continued since 3 years back. It's really heart-warming to see how a LOCAL(SINGAPORE) artiste can gather so much support and love from local music enthusiasts and supporters.
Tell me how long was it that a LOCAL singer sold 3 PLATINUMS(more than 33, 000 albums) in SINGAPORE?
Tell me when a LOCAL singer managed to be recognized regionally in the Malay music industry?
Tell me how long was it that a LOCAL singer got to perform at INTERNATIONAL events and impressed the people from the outside world?
TELL ME ? CAN'T? LOST? GIVE UP?
Let me tell you the reason why.
I've always grew up listening to all kinds of music and all, escpecially singers from Malaysia & Indonesia. Since young, I've seriously wondered why Singapore's music industry was kinda deserted.
I've always trusted and believed that we do have POWER LOCAL TALENTS, here in our homeland. And this was where TAUFIK BATISAH came into my life and made a difference.
As the 1st ever Singapore Idol, he made me regain my belief in LOCAL MUSIC, like I always said. And I will never thank you enough for that. The way you make me feel so appreciated, is simply something that I can't ask more and I will always treasure it.
You deserve our support, without any doubts at all.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ON YOUR WIN 3 YEARS AGO, AT THE SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM.
THAT WAS WHEN U PROVED TO ME THAT MALAY BOLEH. SINGAPORE BOLEH.
THAT WAS WHEN U MADE ME TEARED.
THAT WAS WHEN U MADE SINGAPORE WENT BERSERK WITH YOUR WIN.
Such an impact, will it ever happen again?
I really wonder, because that's the first time it ever happened to me?
And I thank God for it.
School tmr, yay! =)
Labels: ME
♥She said her piece. @ 12:42 AM
Saturday, December 1 @ 9:46 AM
Good Morning! =)
I'm so early today, gonna have filming later HURRAY!
Anyway, I just wanna reply to those tags. And yes Sarah, I changed my skin-YET AGAIN, teeeeet.
to saleha: hahaha yes SL best giler. takpelaa we also makan the good food manns! =)
to Cytie: i'll link you soon yah? =)
to JOL: sorry but i tght i alr linked you, okay will link you SOON! =)
to minahTJ: haha soorryy dah tukar skin lagy, no more green2 like garden2. hahaha. and yess the PETIK LIMA, i love you guys! =)
to syafiqah: hahaha yahlah 6 pizzas, power kan? hahaha.
to FILS: hahaha nt green animore lohh, and yah RAMAI anak2 pizzas. i miss online crapping with you! =)
to REZEKI: hahaha no hal beb, i know i'm the sweetest! =)
OKAY CHAO, WANNA BATH AND OFF FOR FILMING AND TAAAAUUUUFIIIIIIIK! =)
OH YAR, NOT FORGETTING MY PETIK LIMA & FIKNATICS!
YESHOOOOO~~~~~~~
FIZA LOVES YOU! =)
AND ITS 1ST DEC? *faints*
TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.
♥She said her piece. @ 9:46 AM