Listen To Your Heart

Maybe, I made the wrong choice. Well, just maybe. ♥

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The Superstar♥

♥ Fiza Superstar
♥ Independent Nineteen
♥ 11 January 1990
♥ Ngee Ann Poly YR 3 [ECH]
♥ Believer of Allah

Contact/Find me:
fizasuperstar@hotmail.com :)

JUST ME♥

♥ Pink & Black
♥ R&B
♥ Children
♥ Music
♥ Songwriting & Media
♥ Baking & Events Management
♥ Soya Bean/Coke
♥ Mon-Cheris & Ferrero Rochers
♥ Cempedak Goreng

♥ Entertainers like Taufik, Hyrul, Dato' Siti, Jamal, Britney, Archuleta, Chris Brown & Neyo can make me hooked to the television and do not disturb cause I'll be in my own world.

♥ I support ALL local musicians. Kudos to all!

♥ Local music is not hopeless at all. If you said that, then it must be because of hopeless people like you. Hehehe.

Lovelies♥

THEM!~~

DATO' SITI NURHALIZA

HYRUL ANUAR
HYRULITES FORUM
HYRUL'S MYSPACE

TAUFIK BATISAH
TAUFIK'S MYSPACE
FIKNATICS FORUM
FANS PORTAL

AFGAN
ANUAR ZAIN
DAVID ARCHULETA
FAUZIE LAILY
FAZLI ZAINAL
HADY MIRZA
HUDA ALI
IMRAN AJMAIN
MARK BONAFIDE
MARK'S MYSPACE
NURUL AINI
ROSLAN MOHD
SABARINA
SlEEQ
SUZHAIRE SUMARI
SYED AZMIR'S MYSPACE
WICKED AURA

♥ PETIK 5

Aishah
Jamilah/Minah TJ
SV/Nuraini
Wana

♥ PISANGS LOVE

Azizah
Joanna
Jolene
Pamela
Sarah
Syazwani

♥ THE LOVELIES

Abidah
Adriana(Aust)
Adilla
Aien Cousin
Afiqah
Aifaa
Alicia
Anna
Anati
Alwi
Atikah Wahab
Atiqah FAFA
Atiqah RP
Atiqah Sisqa
Atyah
Azie
Aziqa

Cassandra

THE D CLASS BLOG
Daniaty

Fadhilah
Fadzlee
Fafa
Fikq
FILS Brunei

Hakim
Hanaa Hyrulite
Hira
Husi

Idayu
Iidah
Irfunny
Irra Zafierah
Iryani
Izarr

Janna
Jia Hui
Juian
Joyce

Kak Raudha
Kak Siti Hawa

Liana
Lin Hyrulite
Lyn Maritza
Lynn

Marina
Mimi NP
Myra

Nadiah
Nana
Nurul Jannah
Nurul(JB)

Patricia

Raihan(London)
Razlan
Rima(Cousin)
Regina
Rezeki
Roshini

Sabrina
Saleha
Sally
Sakinah
Shasha
Shakilla
Shikin
Siti Nasiha
Suria
Suriana
Suzanna
Syafiqah
Tasha(KL)
Tiq
Titie

Vera

Wani
WeiQi

Xinying

Yati
Yiwen

Zihan
Zuraimi

Thursday, January 31 @ 6:57 PM

ANUGERAH JUARA LAGU KE-22!

I have not blogged about this prestigeous singing competiton. It was undeniable that this year's standard was uplifted with the presence of renowned and established row of remarkable talents.

I have personally fallen in love with the charismatic voice of FAZLEY ZAINAL! I loved his rendition of SEJUTA NAFAS CINTA, but unfortunately the song didn't get through the Finals. However, Hazami's composition-HARAPAN earned a ticket to the finals! And FAZLEY blew me away! That was enough, I went crazy at home screaming for him! My family was too used to it! =)

DATO' SITI was impressive! She had only 1 month to rehearse due to her pilgrimage. I believed she put up a great performance though she is now wearing a tudung. And why the hell did they spell DESTINASI CINTA wrongly? SO IRRITATING! =(

SAHRI was definitely a great substitute for KAER's IZINKAN KU PERGI, while the latter was in Indonesia studying.

JACLY VICTOR and LAH V.E was a beautiful combination of voice when they sang CERITERA CINTA. I melted! =)

FIQ and BOB who substituted FAIZAL TAHIR, was awesome! Though it would have been better if the man himself was there to sing his own song(2 songs) at the Finals!

PRESENTING THE WINNNERS!

Vokal Terbaik: JACLYN AND LAH V.E. (Ceritera Cinta)
Persembahan Terbaik: MAWI (Angan Dan Sedar)

Juara Etnik Kreatif: NORA (Samudera)
Juara Balada: KAER (Izinkan Ku Pergi)
Juara Pop/Rock: ESTRANGED (Itu Kamu)

JUARA LAGU KE-22: ITU KAMU by Estranged.

It was a shocking moment of truth when the adorable hosts announced the results for the Champion!
It was definitely very shocking because the winner actualy produced an English album with ONE PATHETIC MALAY SONG, which earned them a place in the Finals and eventually the title of JUARA LAGU.

HISTORY MADE! =)

Oh yaa, my dear Ally Iskandar was so cute! Hehehehehe.

Nora Danish, isn't she beautiful?

Another prety head...

Jaclyn and Lah! So jiwang! =)

MALAYSIA'S Raja SMS! Aduh Saliha..

An unexpected win, the song was written by her own husband. Awwww. =)

♥She said her piece. @ 6:57 PM

Wednesday, January 30 @ 9:09 PM

I have not blogged about the TAUFIK'S DREAM DATE CONTEST.

So disappointing to find out that my application was rejected as I forgot to send n my photo. But it's okay! At least I got to meet Taufik after 987654321 days! =)

It was damn hot. EEEE, I seriously needed air-con at that point of time. 10 finalists were chosen by Taufik himself, he caimed that he picked some PRETTY ones, SWEET ones and COURTEOUS ones. Yelah Taufik.

The was 2 rounds. The first was a performance, boring man, except for the Great Balls of Fire! HOT, CUTE, HILARIOUS! =)

The 2nd round was when they were asked 10 questions about Taufik. And hey, I GOT 10/10 for this! Even when I wasn't a finalist. None got full marks! =)

AAAARGH, don't wish to elaborate further. Anyway, this may be late but CONGRATS to Nurfaizah for winning the Dream Date Contest! AARGH! I want it badly! =(

Anyway..
Taufik presented to her a stalk of red rose! *AARGH!*
Taufik gave her a cute a little bear! *AARGH!*
Taufik gave her 5 red balloons with heart shapes on it! *AARGH!*

TAUFIK SERENADED HER WITH JANJIKU PADAMU!
AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

*DEAD*

And he sang Berserah and Teman Istimewa too! =)

THIS SUCK. I CAN'T UPLOAD ANY PICTURES.

Anyway, PETIK5!
Planning for chalet please?
SV, COME BACK SOON!
Kat KL suke eh?
QUICK!

I so can't wait to meet you all on Saturday!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! =)

♥She said her piece. @ 9:09 PM

@ 7:57 PM

It's the last official week of the first year.
I feel the pain already.
Sometimes, I just feel that I don't want it to end.
But, I have to come to my senses, right?

Well, I' m not sure.
There hasn't been any confirmation either.
But, I am pinning sky-high hopes.

I'm gonna treasure this week.
I may never have the same feeling again.
And I know if I had to leave, I will definitely miss the warmth.

It's not that easy.
My heart says I am doing the right thing.
I feel it.
I dread it.

Tuesday was so memorable.
Tutorial with Philip & Ms Chong was awesome, my favourite lecturers.
I teared thrice.
Not because of simple things.
I just couldn't concentrate.

Whenever I looked into a blank space, IT would appear.
That vision.
It hurts, alot, thats why.
As a result.

I flung my storytelling assestment, definitely.
And I cocked up the GI assignment too.
I apologize.

The reason: The issue that's etched deep in my heart.
AND I don't intend to tell anyone, it's that personal.

But, I'm grieving INSIDE.
I'm helpless.
And I choose to not ask for help.
Sometimes, I believe that God will be your saviour.
But, in my case?

Perhaps, it's a matter of time.
But, I've had enough.
I don't think I have the strength to carry on.

These few days.
There's too many things on my mind.
OVERLOADED.
I can't take it anymore.

Whatever I do, laugh at or joke.
Trust me.
Is just a happy facade.

One Question:
When the hell will all this end?
I've seriously had.
ENOUGH.

♥She said her piece. @ 7:57 PM

Sunday, January 27 @ 11:49 AM

FRIDAY WAS AWESOME.
HAHAHAHAHA.

HAD A GREAT SLACKING DAY IN SCHOOL.
Syai's class was slack.
Ms Tan's class was slack-ier.
Just look at what we do in class.

It's crazy with them, for goodness sake.
WE love pointing out at mistakes.
WE love laughing out loud like nobody's business.
JOANNA said PRIVACY, instead of PIRACY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! =)

And then we went for the Poly Stage Drama Production, BLK 117!
HILARIOUS!

Yiwen was so amma as the Mother! So auntie!
Kimberly was as usual awesome with he Phillippines accent!
Shafik was OMG as the Bangladesh guy!
That malay guy was damn funny! My stomach was aching!
That malay girl was so into the character!
The Nyonya was so pitiful.
Their acting was F-I-N-E till I was moved to tears.
You have to watch it to understand what I mean.

PICTURES!

Nice shot! Credit to Zizaa! =)

Don't be alarmed. We do this all the time. ( LOL!)

Fiza, Sarah & Ziza! (Heh.)

Lesbians Of the Day! Zizah and Joanna! =)

That's Yiwen! SO AUNTIE! AMMMMMMMMMMA! =)

STOP! Engkau mencuri hatiku, hatiku......

MY ROAD! NO PROBLEM! =)

Cover Album by F9 Band.

♥She said her piece. @ 11:49 AM

Thursday, January 24 @ 1:01 AM

Never imagined us to come up with beautiful paintings we can call our own.
Just let the pictures do the talking okay.

This is part the assignment for the Creative Arts module, whereby we have to create a masterpiece. Based on a theme: Children Today, as interpreted by us. Working with Jolene and Joanna was awesome, despite facing arguments as we wanted the best. Heh. Just look!

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And a shoutout to those taking their GCE 'O' Level Results tmr:
GOOD LUCK.
RELAX.
INSYAALLAH.
AMIN.

Especially to Aziqa, Anati, Tiq, Fyqa, Fatin, Aishah(Tudung), Suzanna and all my JUNIORS from CHIJ St Theresa's Convent! I'm so missing secondary school life!

And I miss "The Clique"! OMG we're all over the place.
Canada.
Autralia.
Catholic JC.
Serangon JC.
Jurong JC.
Singapore Polytechnic.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
MDIS.
MEMORIES OF A MILLION MEANINGS.

To think that I actually crossed the freaking hurdle last year.
It was personally a period to be remembered, when I was mugging with my notes and burning endless midnight oils, with the company of my Aba.

I reminisced the same day last year. With nervousness and insecurities instilled in this helpless soul, I went up to collect my results and i was happy, because I was eligible for MASS COMM, but THAT had to happen.(It's a long, long story.)

Okay sorry for the digression HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Let me tell you, it was such a R-E-L-I-E-F to end your O's. It's like a burden off your shoulders! OKAY GOOD LUCK. PRAY. AND MOST IMPORTANT, RELAX! =)

♥She said her piece. @ 1:01 AM

Wednesday, January 23 @ 12:42 AM

I'm half-dead.
Until I can't read, talk and understand you well.
I haven't recuperate since Open House.
Been having plans after plans.
Assignments after assignments.

Officially transformed into Robot Fiza till Monday.
All because of the 6 assignments that are due by next Monday.
Close deadlines are HELL.
Especially that woman's fcuking assignments.

I just need one thing: REST.
That's what I'm deprived of these few days, and the subsequent days.
God, have mercy on me.
I've been feeling sleepy and tired, like I am now.

I admit I am dreading whatever I am doing.
I'm happy doing it, but I dislike it a little when it comes to THIS kind of thing.
I have the interest, definitely,
But, not the passion.
OKAY STOP.

You dunno how much..
Your words meant to me..
Your presence set me free..
Your voice makes me fall into beautiful sleep.

ITHINKIHAVEFALLENFORYOU.
ANDIKNOWICANTDENYIT.
IMSAYINGOHSHITBUTIYEARNFORYOURPRESENCE.
ITSNOTTHATEASY.
BECAUSEYOUAREONEINAMILLION.

♥She said her piece. @ 12:42 AM

Monday, January 21 @ 8:03 PM

I feeeel so bad not replying to all the tags! Sorry for the late replies. Wahahaha! So here:

To Raihan: HAHA! I know, and wow MOS! Yaaaaay! 2 more years!
To Luqman: Haha thanks! =)
To Charmaine: Ahaha! You stalker!
To Rusy: Thanks babe! =)!
To Azizah: WTH, hahahaha! Sedap okay, lagu Siti hor!
To Hira: Hahahahaha! IMY! =)
To Syaz: Awwwwww, I love all of you tons! =)
To FILS: Haha! Yes I received it babe! Thanks! =)
To Sarah: You are a birt TOO! =)
To Atiqah: YES! VIKINGS! Alamak, which Atiqah eh? Add on msn laah and show me your face! Haha!
To Liana: Haha! Glad you did!
To Nurul NP: Haha! Aku pon sayang kat kau!
To Salina: Haha! Yah mann! Let's meet up soon!
To Siti: Awwww, Get well soon darling! =0
To Marv: My pleasure! Rock on! =)

DONE.
PHEW

Psst: Fiza Loves You! =)

♥She said her piece. @ 8:03 PM

@ 7:19 PM

Sinaran Hati 2008

In the name of charity, it was never a chore to attend this event if I wasn't expecting any performance last year. This year however, Hyrul was given the honour of performing and doing his bit for charity. Alhamdulilah.

I rushed from Open House on Friday, as it was definitely a tiring chore for me. My body was worn out, and there was only two things I needed.
1) Sleep.
2) Listening to your voice.

Hyrul's rendition of 'Terasing' & 'Dondang Sayang' was definitely a Penawar Rindu, like after what seemed like a decade since the last time I heard him singing live. AND I'm defnitely proud of you, okay. His grand entrance sitting on the sofa with the turning platform, was AWESOME! =)

And I know, it was another dream come true for him! Congrats. You know you deserved it. =)

Though many Hyrulites couldn't come due to many reason, those who came deserved a pat on their backs.

Aishah, Wana, Jamilah, Alwi, Aqilah, Iidah, Zihan with Mum, Shakilla with Mum, Shah and friend. Plus my lovelies, Liana and Nurul! And also Shasha, Waty, Kak Seri & Cutie Batrisyia! =) Not many right? But what happened there? Was that MAGIC? Just where did the energy came from? Alhamdulilah.

Overall, it was another great effort in the name of charity. Alhamdulilah.

To Hyrul:

Thanks for the DDG autographed photos..
Thanks for the super sweet thought..
Thanks for the awesome performance you put up..
Thanks for making me(us) proud of you..
Thanks for making me(us) hyped up that Friday night..
Thanks for making me(us) scream for you..
Thanks for making me lose my voice(for a few hours only, luckily!)..
Thanks for making me(us) feel so appreciated..
Thanks for acknowledging our presence, it meant a lot..
Thanks for the smiling and waving countless times at us.. (LOL.)
Thanks for the pictures! (Berlambak!)
Thanks for making me(us) wait for you! *sighs*
Thanks for bearing with my(our) nonsense. *heh*

THANKS FOR THE HYRULITES BANNER!
THANKS FOR WEARING BLACK & RED. (Yahlah you looked like those DOND guys! Haha, perasan!)

Seriously, I really appreciate all these.
All because of you.
Thank you so much.
Thanks for making me feel so apreciated.
Thanks for making feel all my efforts gone worthwhile.

And hearing the good news.
I wanted to cry.
Tears of joy.
I'm so damn emotional seh.
I'm so happy for you.
Finally, after more than 2 years.
Memang ada hikmah disebalik segala-galanya.
Amin.

You're always in my prayers.
ALL THE BEST! =)

♥She said her piece. @ 7:19 PM

Sunday, January 20 @ 9:12 PM

I finally found time to blog. Alhamdulilah.

3 awesome and memorable days have just been passed. At the initial stage, I sweared that doing Personalised Tours(PT) was the last thing I've ever wanted to do. But, my seniors proved me wrong.

The days spent in school as an AMBASSADOR of Ngee Ann Polytechnic was lessons beyond the four walls in the classrooms. I definitely learnt a lot, especially from my senior Ambassadors.

Thanks a milion to Eugenie, Marvin, Adam, Nikki, Juvia, Junwei, Anissa, Rong Zhi and Purple for your undying patience and valuable guidance. Thanks to those whom I've known and bonded with in PT. Janani, Kryshelle, Clement, Joyce Lin, Janice, Cheryl Choy, Xiaoyuan, Jonathan, Raphael and more. Thank you for making me feel belonged.

Ngee Ann Polytechnic Open House 2008 was definitely an awesome success. Thanks to each and every one of us. We surpassed the expected standard and I'm so very proud to say I am an Ambassador from Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Kudos to all the awesome leaders! =) *salutes*

The Ambassadors had an emotional debrief on the last day of Open House 2008. Though we were all tired and worn our from the work of 3 consecutive days, we were still strong as we are AMBASSADORS. What made the day meaningful was when our darling seniors made their farewell speech. It was so heart-wrenching and I tried to control my tears, while Janani passed me a piece of tissue paper, seing that I was going to cry.

One by one said their piece.
Thank you Joyce, for being a wonderful President.
Thank you Tammy for being such a awesome and friendly leader. (Group 4!)
Thank you Marvin for your belief in my capabilities and the opportunities you entrusted to me.
Thank you Carina.
Thans you Hana.
There's so many more.
THANK YOU.

I finally understand that something exra, which the school always claims.
FAMILY BOND.

I wouldn't have known this if I wasn't in NGEE ANN Ambassdors.
I wouldn't have known this f I wasn't under Marvin in PT.
Marvin, the best leader I've ever met in the whole wide world.
THANKS.

I wanna say some things.
I am very proud to be in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
I am very proud to be an Ambassador.
It wasn't easy, we are the top 50, amongst 500+ hopefuls.

Red Camp special programme was a blast.
Red Campers were ful of vibes and enthusiasm.

I hope that whenever people ask them "What camp?"
They would gladly answer, "RED CAMP!"

WHAT CAMP? RED CAMP!
WHAT CAMP? RED CAMP!
WHAT CAMP? RED CAMP 4!

And the idea of MOBBING was an excellent idea.
I think the way I'm blogging now is so damn emotional.
But truth be told, I can't help it.

Thank you everyone for everything.
Hoepe Siti, Kryshelle & Faridah darling gets well soon! =)

AMBASSADORS OEI! WE LOVE NGEE ANN!

WHAT SCHOOL? NGEE ANN!
WHAT SCHOOL? NGEE ANN!
WHAT SCHOOL? NGEE ANN POLY!

I'm so waiting for AMBASSADORS ANNUAL LUNCH!
FRIDAY! Let's party! ZOUK OUT BAYBEH! Thanks Uncle Adrian! =)
And RETREAT! YAY!
WOOHOO! =)

And now Im wishing, I could forever be one..

You have to be one to know how it feels.

♥She said her piece. @ 9:12 PM

Wednesday, January 16 @ 10:56 PM

Been anting to blog about this party, but was super busy. HEH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PETIK5 MEMBER, JAMILAH A.K.A MINAHTJ!
KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIP STRONG.
AND.
LET'S CONTINUE TO SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC!
(esp Taufik & Hyrul! AAARRGGH!)

I've said what I want to in that looooong love letter!
HAPPY 21st!

♥She said her piece. @ 10:56 PM

Sunday, January 13 @ 8:44 PM

I call this GIRL'S LANGUAGE.

If I dont call you, its because I want you beep me.
When I walk away from you, its because I want you to follow me.
When I push you or hit you, hug me.
When I start cursing at you, MAKE SURE u don't curse me back instead hold me tight.
When I'm quiet, ASK ME.
When I ignore you, YOU have seriously pissed me.
When I pull away, pull back.
When you see me start crying, ask me what's wrong and console me.
When you see me walking, make sure you're there to surprise me.
When I'm scared, protect me.
When I lay my head on your shoulder, tell me the world is mine, INCLUDING URSELF.
When I tease you, do laugh or make me laugh.
When I dont answer for a long time, please get worried.
When I look at you with doubt, its T-R-O-U-B-L-E. So SHUT UP AND LISTEN.

When I say that I like you, it means I love you.

When I grab at your hands, hug me and say that you'll love me even in the morning.
When I bump into you, say Oh God you're beautiful-How much I miss you.
When I tell you a secret, it means I trust you.
When I look at you in your eyes, stay close to me.

When I miss you, I think of you.

When you break my heart, I won't hate you but I will definitely be very disappointed.
When I say its over, I'm not sure.

When I say I Love You, I really do mean it and I don't just say it to anyone.

I'm so damn touched.
Went for (Petik) Jamilah's birthday party just now.
Food was delicious.
Cake was so pretty.
AND.
I was so perasan.
I'll blog about it tonight, on her real birthday.
Heh.

Sometimes, I cant deny that you're the best sayang.

♥She said her piece. @ 8:44 PM

@ 7:54 PM

After not meeting Cik Murni, Aishah and Linda for 78654615151 days, we finally met up yesterday. Sadly, Wana couldn't join us.

Met up at Jurong East interchange and off we went to Darwin Interior Design at TradeHub@21.

Spent quite a long time there. Just felt like lying down and sleeping like there's no tomorrow. Damn comfy okay? The concepts were all very Modern-Contemporary. And I especially love the BALI THEME! U just feel like you're in holiday, you know!

Lunch was Nasi Goreng Pattaya at IMM! And then dessert at Secret Recipe! 5 different cakes united as one, and singing a soft birthday song for me? (Fiza-not-O!) AWWW... Damn sweet! But, at the end of the day, I didn't take a photo wth her! ANYWAYS, THANK YOU MY DEAREST CIK MURNI! =)

♥She said her piece. @ 7:54 PM

@ 3:15 AM

BANANAS gave me a SUPRISE on my 18th BIRTHDAY! Thanks to my 1DO2 Class for the lovely birthday song!

Thanks for the different messages on the 6 Bananas, literally! They gave me real riped BANANAS! So damn sweet! *hugs*

THANK YOU SO MUCH! It meant so much to me. I couldn't bear to eat those Bananas, so my family members ate them instead. But I did note down the different messages. Thank you, I love you all! =)

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.
I can never ask for more...

♥She said her piece. @ 3:15 AM

THE BEST BIRTHDAY!Saturday, January 12 @ 2:00 AM

I'm the happiest girl to be surrounded by the best friends!
At the break of midnight.
I was overwhelmed.
SUPER-ULTRA-MEGA.
Thank you for the wishes.
MSN, SMS, Friendster, Facebook.
Honestly, I can never ask for more.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR REMEMBERING. You darlings are the sweetest!
I'm gonna officially thank each and everyone of you. =)

Hyrul. (Thank you for remembering. You made me cry, again..)

Sv.
Wana.
Jamilah.
Aishah.

To me Petik5: I'm sorry for spoiling the birthday surprise aww man! =)

Zizah.
Sarah.
Syazwani.
Pamela.
Joanna.
Jolene.

To my Bananas: I was damn touched but what you all did. That deserved a whole solo blog post man! Next post! Day at school on my birthday was awesome, all because of you people! =)

The Fiknatics, Hyrulites and all local music supporters!

Nurul JB. (IMY darling!)
Aziqa. (I'm legal already!)
Shafik. (You were the first Fiknatic! So touched! =)
Cheryl. (I sue you, see you in court!)
Affilah. (Thank you for the SMS from Brunei!)
Raihan. (Thank you for the long-distance call from London! ILY!)
Hira. (Our concert, please!)
Husi.
Anna.
Farah(Mimi).
Putrisha.
Husniyah.
Suria. (That virtual cake was tempting hahaha!)
Iqah. (Yeah, Siti Nurhaliza!)
Iffa. (Of course I remember you, babe!)

Kak Siti Hawa. (The 2nd one. Thanks!)
Marina.
Liana.
Shazira.
Dian.
Linda.
Shikin.
Iidah.
Zihan.
Zuraimi.
Wani.
Sabrina.
Ika.
Irfany.

NGEE ANN POLY!

Myra.
Rezeki. (18 Happy Birthday tags! ILY!)
Idayu.
Maryam.
Siti.
Abidah.
Pratheep. (The 5th one, though I dunno him well!)
Mimi. (Miraculously, the first to wish me!)
Charlene.
Weiqi.

&&...

Dayalan. (Hoi! Meet up soon pls!)
Ain (Cousin, you're the best!)
Rubini (Let's keep the friendship strong!)
Sin Ie. (I miss you so!)
Salina. (RED CAMP OI! HAHAHA!)
Chamaine. (Heh you the staker!)
Cik Rahayu. (She still remember me from secondary school!)
Maryam. (Inactive fan already ah you?)
Nicole. (Benny! IMY!)

To those who wished me on their blogs, a big THANK YOU darlings! =)

Thank you to my lovely class and lecturer for the birthday song and the thought. Thanks for the pictures and laughter plus craziness. Thank you so much! I have to much to blog about.

Thank you to AFFILAH for smsing me aT the brink of midnight.

Thank you to Raihan for rushing home after school before 12am(Singapore Time) just to CALL me! Thanks for everything my DARLING! IMY-BADLY.=)

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Replies to tags

To Jolene: Hahaha! Arcade was LOL! =)
To Pamela: Shuddup lah you. Heh.
To Charmaine: Hahaha! Don't be jealous la haha! Haha! Ohh cool! 11 April then? And yeah cya on 19th! NGEE ANN! =)
To SV: Yay 18 already! MOS? Bring it on!
To FILS: T-H-A-N-K-S!
To Raihan: Thanks darling for everything! The blog post too!=)
To Nurul JB: Thanks Nurul! And serious ke? OMG means I no need to buy haha! Mintak autograph sekali ah? Haha! *winks*
To Iffa: Haha! Thanks! Yes I do remember you!
To Cher: I sue you for spelling Birthday WRONGLY. See you in court! THANKS AHH! =)
To Hira: Thanks ah! Concert please!
To Iidah: Thanks darling! =)
To Iqah: Thanks for the song hahahaha! =)
To Weiqi: Thanks sweetie! =)
To Rezeki: Thanks for the 18 Happy Birthday tags! Aww!
To Myra: Baru tau? Awak nie pon! Haha!

OFICIALLY. I LOVE YOU ALL LAAAAAAH! =)

Memang benar ku dilanda cinta padamu..

♥She said her piece. @ 2:00 AM

Friday, January 11 @ 12:13 AM

It's 11-01-2008.
It's my EIGHTEENTH.
Alhamdulilah.
18 years was something I ever dreamt of.
I reminisce those days in primary school when I was unrealistically dreaming of being a teenybopper.
The dream of being endowed to exercise self-reliance and self-sufficiency.

18 years.
6750 days of sorrows and happiness made me an ABC person.
Adept.
Better.
Capable.
Compared to when I started my embarkation.

I can never thank God enough for all the love I've been showered.
Frankly, I don't feel I deserve it.
But, God is merciful.

To each and everyone of you who have entered my Life, even if it was a short acquaintancy, I thank you for enhancing and garnishing my life with those lavish ornaments and ingredients. This goes out to my loved ones.

To my darling FikNatics, Hyrulites and all the local music supporters I've made friends with!

Thank you so much for enduring my craziness and thanks for all the damn fun we had together. Those moments shall always be cherished and shall never ever be forgotten. And let's keep the local music flag up high! =)

To my Petik5!

You guys make me. You 4 have always been in my heart. No words could ever describe how much I emotionally treasure this beautiful bond we share. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU SO MUCH! For everything. Every single moment. =)

To my polymates for the awesomely sensational time we had together.

To my BANANAS!

It was a miracle that God allowed me to meet 6 beautiful souls who inflicted such a great impact in my Life. I really can't imagine myself without them. It's a treasure too tremendous for me to ever forget! INDESCRIBABLE.

My primary school friends, whom I've not met for ages.

My secondary school friends who were miraculous. (Keep the friendship strong, okay?)

And last but not least, to my family. Especially my Mum, who were my pillar of strength. I swear to God I can never ask for more.

I swear I was crying as I typed this post out.
Oh Mine, I'm so damn emotional.

YOU ARE ALL MY DIVINE SOLUTION! =)

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Cintamu

Nota Cinta Lama Ku Jadikan Lagu
Walau Tidak Seindah Bisik Kata Yang Kau Beri
Tetap Dalam Hati
Siang Malam Menanti
Tak Jemu Aku Dibuai Kerinduan

Belum Pernah Ada Getaran Sebegini
Memang Benar Aku Dilanda
Cinta Kepadamu

Bercahaya Hidupku Dalam Taman Cinta
Sehingga Segalanya Seperti Pelangi
Kau Sambutlah Rindu
Jangan Lepas Lagi
Ku Patri Setia Seteguh Kasihmu
Buatku

Kini Ku Temui
Insan Yang Ku Sayangi
Sentiasa Disisi
Bagai Bintang Yang Berseri
Tetap Dalam Hati Siang Malam Menanti
Tak Jemu Aku Dibuai Kerinduan

Satu Jawapan Engkau Berikan
Bisaku Rasa Segala Rahsia Asmara
Kau Pesona Cinta
Yang Membawa
Bahagia

♥She said her piece. @ 12:13 AM

Thursday, January 10 @ 1:32 PM

It's not always that I express my desires.

I need Datuk Siti Nurhaliza's latest album, Hadiah Daripada Hati.
Badly.

And I want a NOKIA N73 Black.

And My Dearest Aunties! I want an LV...

and Gucci handbag!

Fiza, you know yourself the best.

If only Mama and Aba reads my blog.
Fat hope.

I'm definitely gonna get all these one day.
With my own titik peluh(direct translation=sweat?).
Heh.
It's all a matter of time.
I'm sure, pretty sure.

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Day at school yesterday was something that had to be blogged about man.
Such an interesting day, okay this was EXTRAORDINARY.
Days in poly with my PISANGS are always I.N.T.E.R.E.S.T.I.N.G!

School was suppose to start off at 8am for CD Lecture. But I was 30minutes fashionably late. Blame it on the Misteri Jam 12 the night before, well the reason was I couldn't sleep the night before. INSOMNIA, heh.

Adam's Roti Boyan delivery was awesome. $1.50 = $1.40 plus $0.10 delivery charge. Haha. Thanks Wani for getting us those delicious roti boyan, even if you panicked when you woke up late. LOVE YOU! SEDAP GILER! =)

Lecture on Moral Development was interesting. HETERONOMOUS & AUTONOMOUS. Yes, I was listening to the damn lecture even when I was chatting online on MSN with Tiq and Wani(who were a few seats from me)!

After lecture, went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to have lunch at LJS. Woah. Took 184 and yeah man, so much for TEN MINUTES OF JOURNEY. Rotted at LJS awaiting for LUNCH menu. Bought Chocolate Blended Ice from Sweet Talk & Chocolate Roll from Polar, instead.

After lunch, Jolene was damn random and decided to look for an arcade. It was damn crazy there at E-Zone. The cars, motorcycle, spot-the-different game and THAT GAME, which I can't recall the name. It was the best man! Preventing your opponent from scoring with my laptop was my defence tactic! Hehehehe!

We defnitely added zest and life to the otherwise boring and dead arcade. With our presence and the noise pollution we created, what else can they ask for? Hahaha! Too bad Pamela wasn't there, HEH. INCOMPLETE PISANGS! And surely, she would go - "MAMPOS!" Hahahaha! I noe you're laughing already NOW! *evil smile AND winks *

HEY, WHEN ARE WE GONNA BREAK THE RECORD? WED LECTURE=FULL ATTENDANCE??

And then walked to BP interchange and when Sarah, Jolene and Zizah saw 75, they chased the bus! And that damn driver PURPOSELY closed the door when Sarah got on board, as she was the last. THAT left me, Wani and Joanna running behind. Lucky there was a girl who managed to stop the bus in time.

DAMN RETARDED IDIOTIC ARSEHOLE FCUKING SHITTING BUS DRIVER.
Cursed him in the bus man!

Jolene even talked to the camera in the bus and said the driver was L.O.U.S.Y!
Crapping during bus rides was a norm.

And we should have taken the 184 instead. The uncle was more handsome, friendly and warm. Hahahaha!

Global Issue tutorial was F.U.N!
Then, HOME SWEET HOME.
I actually accidentaly sat on an old Lady in the bus.
WHAT FREAKING LUCK.
Happy Laughing, Sarah & Wani!
*grins*

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I need to rant.

Stop it.
Seriously.

I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.

Just tell me something.
When is this gonna stop?

Gimme a break.
I wanna feel happy turning EIGHTEEN tmr.

The legal age, it seems scary.
God, elighten me.
Please, I'm at your mercy.

♥She said her piece. @ 1:32 PM

NP Mobbing @ TownMonday, January 7 @ 10:37 PM

RANDOM PHOTO OF MY EX-BOYFRIEND

He looked DAMN SHOCKED! Damn cute! Hottness still-maintained.

NP MObbing @ Town(Taka & PS)! - 5 January 2008

The weather spoiled everything. Oh Rain Rain Go Away!~~~
If only it was a fine weather.

I came at around 3pm despite being down with a bad sorethroat & a slight fever. I didn't feel good but the enthusiasm persisted me to dress and bring my feet to TOWN! And I'm glad I did, or I would have missed all those F-U-N!

And guess what? It's my 1st time going out to do all this crazy stuff when I'm like S.I.C.K. Usually, I'll rather rot at home. I'll have to say the NGEE ANN spirit in me is BURNING! Woohoo! =)

In any case, we definitely had ALOT of fun! It's not always that you get to see the whole train at Orchard station FULL of Ngee Ann students, all with identical tribe shirts with 5 distinguished colours! GREEN, RED, WHITE, BLUE & YELLOW! =)

And I wonder why the Apaches & Vikings are somehow always stucked together! LOL.

When we reached PS, the weather didn't help. Thus, the SLs jsut sat around playing, talking and crapping. ---As usual......

At around 6pm.. The rain finally stopped and the awesome NGEE ANN POLY BARUCADAS performed with their percussions outside PS! It was OMG! =) The SLs were very sporting! Dancing and grooving to the beats! At the same time, we also gave out the publicity flyers to membersof the public!

We gathered quite a large crowd and it was very amusing to feel the NGEE ANN SPIRIT. We then did the Mass Dance(without music) as the speakers have been sent back! Damn cool! But the BARUCADAS played some background music while we sang the song! How U-N-I-T-E-D!

I'm so damn P.R.O.U.D to be from the BEST POLY in Singapore-Ngee Ann Polytechnic!

And then, it was de-briefing, photo-taking and then we went separate ways as I didn't join the Vikings for dinner.

Ziza & Me met Sarah & Pam @ PS! And then we went to Vivo, oh oh oh oh..
Normal routine-Craps, Laughter, Lameness..
Damn we are somehow R.E.T.A.R.D.E.D!
But, I LOVE THEM! Too bad, Syaz, Jolene & Joanna couldn't join us! Heh.

YAY! I LOVE MY SCHOOL ALOT! =)

WHAT SCHOOL? NGEE ANN!
WHAT SCHOOL? NGEE ANN!
WHAT SCHOOL? NGEE ANN POLY!

WOOHOOO! =)

And it sucks to be sick at THIS period of time.
The weather's to be blamed.
BAD SORETHROAT.
ON & OFF FEVER.
COUGHING NON-STOP IS DAMN IRRITATING.
I don't need a doctor, just.

I need my voice.
I wanna karaoke.
I need to feel NORMAL.
I need my voice for NGEE ANN POLY open house.
I need my voice for Sinaran Hati.

&& I NEED MY STRENGH.
I guess I shall be skipping school tmr, but Tuesdays' lectures are awesome with Philip and Ms Chong.
See How.

♥She said her piece. @ 10:37 PM

Friday, January 4 @ 9:52 PM

FIRST EVER CLASS GATHERING/XMAS CELEBRATION

28th December 2007.