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Maybe, I made the wrong choice. Well, just maybe. ♥
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The Superstar♥

♥ Fiza Superstar
♥ Independent Nineteen
♥ 11 January 1990
♥ Ngee Ann Poly YR 3 [ECH]
♥ Believer of Allah

Contact/Find me:
fizasuperstar@hotmail.com :)

JUST ME♥

♥ Pink & Black
♥ R&B
♥ Children
♥ Music
♥ Songwriting & Media
♥ Baking & Events Management
♥ Soya Bean/Coke
♥ Mon-Cheris & Ferrero Rochers
♥ Cempedak Goreng


♥ Entertainers like Taufik, Hyrul, Dato' Siti, Jamal, Britney, Archuleta, Chris Brown & Neyo can make me hooked to the television and do not disturb cause I'll be in my own world.


♥ I support ALL local musicians. Kudos to all!


♥ Local music is not hopeless at all. If you said that, then it must be because of hopeless people like you. Hehehe.

Lovelies♥

THEM!~~

DATO' SITI NURHALIZA

HYRUL ANUAR
HYRULITES FORUM
HYRUL'S MYSPACE

TAUFIK BATISAH
TAUFIK'S MYSPACE
FIKNATICS FORUM
FANS PORTAL

AFGAN
ANUAR ZAIN
DAVID ARCHULETA
FAUZIE LAILY
FAZLI ZAINAL
HADY MIRZA
HUDA ALI
IMRAN AJMAIN
MARK BONAFIDE
MARK'S MYSPACE
NURUL AINI
ROSLAN MOHD
SABARINA
SlEEQ
SUZHAIRE SUMARI
SYED AZMIR'S MYSPACE
WICKED AURA

♥ PETIK 5


Aishah
Jamilah/Minah TJ
SV/Nuraini
Wana

♥ PISANGS LOVE

Azizah
Joanna
Jolene
Pamela
Sarah
Syazwani

♥ THE LOVELIES

Abidah
Adriana(Aust)
Adilla
Aien Cousin
Afiqah
Aifaa
Alicia
Anna
Anati
Alwi
Atikah Wahab
Atiqah FAFA
Atiqah RP
Atiqah Sisqa
Atyah
Azie
Aziqa

Cassandra

THE D CLASS BLOG
Daniaty

Fadhilah
Fadzlee
Fafa
Fikq
FILS Brunei

Hakim
Hanaa Hyrulite
Hira
Husi

Idayu
Iidah
Irfunny
Irra Zafierah
Iryani
Izarr

Janna
Jia Hui
Juian
Joyce

Kak Raudha
Kak Siti Hawa

Liana
Lin Hyrulite
Lyn Maritza
Lynn

Marina
Mimi NP
Myra

Nadiah
Nana
Nurul Jannah
Nurul(JB)

Patricia

Raihan(London)
Razlan
Rima(Cousin)
Regina
Rezeki
Roshini

Sabrina
Saleha
Sally
Sakinah
Shasha
Shakilla
Shikin
Siti Nasiha
Suria
Suriana
Suzanna
Syafiqah
Tasha(KL)
Tiq
Titie

Vera

Wani
WeiQi

Xinying

Yati
Yiwen

Zihan
Zuraimi


Thursday, February 28 @ 10:48 PM

Principal's Lunch Treat For Ambassadors.

Date: 27 February 2007
Time: 12pm
Venue: Swissotel Merchant Court @ Clarke Quay

Phew, I had multiple thoughts about attending this lunch gathering. But sice it's FOC and I get to meet the Ambs, especially the Year 3s, who are leaving, I decided to go. Reached school at 1145 sharp and the boarded the bus.

The hotel was damn grand okay. WTH am I talking about? It's a hotel, like hello? *snaps fingers* I love the interior design and structure mann. PERFECT. =)

The food?
Okay let me start with the Tom Yam soup. If you know me, I don't like Tom Yam, so boo! I ate the prawn though, LOL. Next the main course. Okay I like it, really. the gravy was sweet and delicious. The large prawn, (okay Ziza and Siti, that wasn't a lobster right? LOL.) SEDAP SIA! But then the chicken was ohh-so-tiny.

Now come the DESSERT PART:HEAVEN! (I guess this was the bestest part!!!) *drools*
Chocolate Fondue!
Durian pengat!
Chocolate cake with the crust like the one @ Hyrul's & Taufik's birthdays!
Ohh cakes and more! So much!
I felt so much in heaven, eating all this sinful cravings.
Good food, plus it's free!
Okay I'm gonna put on more weight, like hell shit.
I don't have a photo of the desert though.

I have to say that Mr Chia must a too-rich-guy sia.
WAHLAO. Almost 100 Ambs, I wonder how's the bill.*faints*

Okay now I'm feeling sore because I won't be able to go for Ambs retreat this weekened. AARGH. And it's like the final time I can meet the Year 3s, Ohh mann. Perhaps I may join them for dinner ar Breeks@Vivo, hopefully.
And oh yar credits to Siti and Ziza for the photos. I would have snapped more, if only I hadn't forgot to charge my camera. Damn shit.
Okay, just one last thing to say.
I simply love Ngee Ann Polytechnic! =)

Very candid, but I love it.

The main course. *drools*

The ohh-whatever Tomyam soup. Heh.

Hana, Carina, Syahirah and me! Argh ECH! =)

Meet this damn crazy guy, ADAM. LOL.

Ambs love, not full cast. 4/5 of attendance. LOL.

SHAH ISKANDAR. Isn't he simply too cute? LOL. There's a reason why his photo is up here. ONE MORE SEMESTER! YAY! Hahaha. You and your bad hair day, WTH Shah. *faints*

Psst: Kini ku Berjanji.. Walaupun didalam hati perit terasa.. And oh yar SV is off to Batam later. Kirim kerepek! LOL! =)



♥She said her piece. @ 10:48 PM

Tuesday, February 26 @ 11:28 PM

REWANG REWANG KPAK BING BING

Already reached home late on Saturday night from somewhere. And I had to wake up early on Sunday morning to meet up the Lovelies for ECP! The initial plan: 1030AM(supposedly 10am) at Jurong East MRT last cabin. But, as expected one-by-one smsed me in the morning that they overslept and will be late! LOL. So it became 11am at Clementi MRT!

To my amazement, NURUL was the earliest! Followed by ME, AISHAH, JAM and lastly LIANA! As usual with Nurul around, it's always a DAMN-SHIT-LAUGHING TIME! Nurul, kiter sayang kau sangat2! We just love it when you're around!

When we reached ECP, the crowd was already a seabed. OMG. And there wasn't any shelter, WTH. It was such a warm weather, and yeah if you know me, I hate to sweat.

The best thing was Hyrul's rendition of Pandang2 Jeling2 was damn cute. Return of Pertama was damn cute, as he forgot his lyrics at one line and sempat rolled his eyes at us! HAHA!

Anyway, Fauzie and Shah was there too, and we met them again. Imran sang Hanya Menari! *screams* Sheila Rusly was gorgeous! Okay it was damn hot! I wasn't feeling too good either. Had lunch at Burger King. And 2 freaking idiots cut our queue. WTH!

After that, me, Aishah and Liana headed off to Woodlands, and yeah we cabbed. For Chingay@North. Hyrul performed there. HE DANCED SHE BANGS in that ohh-so-cute-green outfit, the one he used for the Chingay parade. **faints**

And this was the day I got irritated, yet again. The past 2 weeks have been horrible for me to contain these negative feelings, I hate to hate people. Okay shall stop here!

Oh yar, NGEE ANN'S PRINCIPAL MR CHIA, treated the Ambassadors to lunch at Merchant Swissotel yesterday afternoon. I'll blog about it later on! PHEW!!! =)


Psst: I'm not over it, I think.

Retarded! The camera clicked for almost 10x! LOL.

Queue was too long, so we camwhored! NYAMUK! LOL!
Ms Blur Sotong & No-Link. AISHAH!

It was a miracle to meet this pretty lady LIANA! *rolls eyes*

Worn-out faces. Shut up about the distance, okay.

Picture of the day! CUTE BUT errr ________. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! =)



♥She said her piece. @ 11:28 PM

@ 10:44 PM

Being on the verge of breaking down(fortunately almost), I suddenly felt it was quite a long time back then when I last truly devastated. Okay I'm not sure if this is the word I shall use? But truth beholds, this time, it wasn't just an unfortunate event, but two unavoidable catastrophes, I shall say. Both made me teared and felt so disappointed. VERY, quite extreme I should say. Sometimes, I wonder if these are actually the chronicles planned by Him. Hmmm. Amazingly, I've always been asking, 'So whats's next?', without getting a specific answer of course.

I guess I've grown to be too immuned to this. And sure, I hate this feeling, which always lead me to feelig lousy. It may seem like a contradiction full of twisted facts and hypocrisy. The gargantuan effort to save 'it' have always been a tedious yet satisfying effort. Never have I regretted this, though I honestly admit there was a sense of, ohh I'm not sure of how to describe this intense deep feeling. Perhaps, it's still unexplainable, but the question is will it still remain that way?
But one thing I'm certain, I'm happy doing it. I feel satisfied and never have I felt I was on the wrong track. I've always knew it was a miracle and a blessing in disguise. One thing I'm very sure of is everything is simply just a matter of time. Another contradiction: Time waits for no man?..

Life is just so unfair. But I believe that He will bestow the the good with all the love they deserve. InsyaAllah. But I understood the whole situation soon after, and I know it wasn't your fault. I understand howyou must have felt and I feel you, okay. You don't need to make it up, it's not your fault. As long as you're happy, it's fine. Though I wished and I wished and I wished and I wished.
It's just another rant, and I feel better now. I'm not angry, just a little disappointed, a little?

Psst: And I'm still wishing... Hoping. But I'm okay now, I really am!

I feel happy, once again.......


♥She said her piece. @ 10:44 PM

Friday, February 22 @ 10:19 PM

GATHERING 2008 bersama HYRUL!


We are currently busy with the preparations for this upcoming gathering!
Get up for an evening full of entertainment and fun with the JUARA himself!
Details are as follow. Check out www.hyrulanuar.com, NOW!

Date: 15 March 2008, Saturday
Time: 2pm to 5pm
Venue: (To be disclosed on ticket)
Price: $10
* exclusive of $2 administration fee, for every order.
* inclusive of door gift, lucky draw and light tea-reception.
Dress Code:
RED!

Please email us at hyrulitesteam@hyrulanuar.com, by Thursday, 28 February 2008, with the following format and check your email for our reply within 3 days!
* All fields are required.

Name:
No. of tickets:
Contact Number(Home/HP):
Home Address:
Mode of payment: Cash Only!


Cash payment collection:
Saturday 1 March (1-3pm) @ Starbucks City Hall.
*Tickets will be given on a first-come-first-serve basis

Please note:
1. Admission is only by ticket
2. Please pick up our calls, when contacted

Thank you for supporting Hyrul Anuar!
Spread the love!

Love, The Hyrulites Team



♥She said her piece. @ 10:19 PM

@ 9:35 PM

A SPECIAL DEDICATION


Happy 20th Birthday to Ms Syazwani Bte Nazaruddin.

Hope you had a fun surprise!
Hope you had a great day!
Hope you like the OMG video!
I was in home clothes and horrible hair-do please?
Heh...(does action..)
You guys have been such a great impact in my life.
And I will never ever forget all of you.

I
LOVE YOU ALL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)



Psst: It still bothers me.


♥She said her piece. @ 9:35 PM

Wednesday, February 20 @ 3:54 AM

Shopping date with my 2 babes was PHEW, 2 words.

TIRING.
but
FUN.

Havent seen them like in 87238271472147 days! And at last! We so need a real reunion! It started of with Vidya smsing me like at a damn 6:32:55! AM! I WAS STILL ASLEEP!

But it's good news!
Both Vidya and Shamini got into NGEE ANN POLY!
One in ECH and BME!
Congratulaton for getting into the BEST-EST POLY in Singapore!

OHH how much I miss secondary school life!
Those retarded and freaking nerdy moments!
OMG!
I MISS CHIJ! =(

For a freaking start, as usual, Vidya didnt know that Bugis Street existed! OMG. She's like a nutcracker! And I was suppose to be their tour guide, or more likely their mother for the night. WTH. Hahahaha.

Okay for the record, Vidya bought a beautiful flowery top, I love it but it's sleeveless. Plus 3 shirts with loud messages! Hahahaha! 4 tops! Pheeeeew. Great achievement! =)

Shamini, on the other hand is a RECORD-BREAKER! She bought 11 tops, a pair of jeans and 2 flats! OMG!

Shamini's treat at Starbucks was thumbs up! Mocha Blended! Argh! And I randomly asked the manager if there was any vacancy, and it led to me filling up an employment form. I hope I do get the chance to be a BARISTA! PHEEEWIT! =)

Words Of The Day:

Don't interruptme when I am talking crap! LOL.

Pss: Lovelies, we have another date for Far East shopping next week, and it's Vidya's turn to be the Queen. Hehehe. See you! =)

SHAMINI BLUR QUEEN. VIDYA STICK. FIZA SUPERSTAR.

Vidya's shirt on the front, it says: HATE.

NO don't look at our stupid faces! LOOK AT THE REFLECTION OF Vidya's shirt. It reads: LOVE! So cooooooooooooool! =)

Coffee! It perks me up! =)

REFELECTION is still loved, okay? Hehehehe. =)



♥She said her piece. @ 3:54 AM

@ 1:41 AM

K-NITE RECORDINGS!

A group photo with everyone involved!

K-Nite is definitely a must-watch local variety entertainment programme! You can never sit still and you may not stop laughing from watching this show! I shall not divulge any further. It's definitely hilarious, especially with the presence of the handsome MR TAK TAHU and YinYin, the ohh-so cute waitress!

Together with my girlfriends and some Hyrulites. We went to watch the Episode 4(FAUZIE!) & 6(HYRUL!) recordings. Catch us on tv! As usual, my times spent with these lovelies were never boring.

Hyrul did great, as usual. Impressive, proud of you. Getting better and better. Improving. Go all the way, hotstuf! Rendition of Kesal, Pertama and Sonata Musim Salju was OMG! You melted me, okay damn it! PFFT. And it was also the day when I took 3 photos with him IN 1 DAY! LOL. OMG. CRAZY.

Don't forget to catch the debut of K-Nite on Monday 25th February, 8.30pm only on Suria!

No. 1:
After 2 years, this gotta be my FAVOURITE PHOTO. I dunno why, but I like his hair here. Though he just washed it. Heeeeeee. And that smile, so sincere right?

No. 2: See? You look good when you show your teeth, okay? THUMBS UP. LOL.

No. 3: Tak nak kalah. I still want a picture on the couch! DUH?!

Presenting! MR TAK TAHU! He's so funny, yet handsome. Awww.

FAUZIE! Yay, at last Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou! Again, after so long!

When SV was missing. *sighs*
When Wana was missing! *sighs*

Wana missing again! *sighs*

We need a real PETIK5 outing after 26th Feb! =)



♥She said her piece. @ 1:41 AM

Saturday, February 16 @ 1:02 PM

WTH.

Okay I am suppose to be excited for Pesta! Pesta! Pesta!
But WTH?

Penyanyi Paling Jiwang.
1) HYRUL ANUAR
2) IMRAN AJMAIN
3) ROSLAN MOHD

HYRUL ANUAR?!
JIWANG?!

Actually I knew this from last week. It's like so ________.
Hyrul Anuar is not jiwang, okay!

BUT NEVERTHELESS...

Based on that episode of BINTANG, he was indeed JIWANG.
BUT only that episode.
And btw Fauzie deserve that Artis Serba Boleh!
See the nominations and vote!!
http://suria.mediacorptv.sg/PPP08/vote.htm

HYRUL ANUAR?
I think he should be nominated for the Penyanyi Yang Tangan Tak Boleh Diam! Just watch any of his performances and look out for his hand!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! =)
Sorry Many Many, Hyrul. *winks*

And the dress code : SPORTS GLAM.
AGAIN, WTH?
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee, BUT interesting.
Jerseys with heels?
Adidas jacket, pfft?
Hahaha.

7TH MARCH.
Pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!
Go Hyrul! =)
_________________________________________________

Went to watch Chingay yesterday!
And we saw Hyrul in his UGLY-CUTE-ADORABLE-UNIQUE costume!
YOU LOOK LIKE OHHH SO CUTE, dude.
Hehehehehehe.
Tak boleh angkat seh!
OUCH, my jaws hurt and my stomach contracted so much!

IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS LAAAAAAH.
OMG.
OMG.
OMG.
Make-up power.
Those eye lashes, so lawa.
Pheeew.

Again, I shall laugh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! =)
Sorry Many Man, Hyrul. *winks*


♥She said her piece. @ 1:02 PM

@ 12:05 PM

Finally.
Exam is over.

Finally.
I cam do what ever anything I want.

Currently busy with planning and planning.
Making sure it's a success, InsyaAllah.

People do ask.

I never felt it was a chore.
I don't mind doing it, because I enjoy doing it.
And I look forward to the happiness and satisfaction at the end of it.

Phew.
I feel so relieved.
Finally.
I am breathing once again.

_______________________________________

I just have to blog about this.

BANANAS @ PISANGS.

I never knew I could ever be close to these special 6 people. I thought I would only last with them for half of the 1st damn semester. But, these people proved me wrong. I tell you, they are SPECIAL.
And I love to the core, to the bits and pieces, to the smallest pieces of the smallest element in the whole wide world! I swear!

And my dear PISANGS, even if I had to leave.
This is a promise.
I will never ever forget you.
You guys have been such a great impact in my life.

This post is for my PISANGS, seriously.
Just look at what they did for me below.

Specially dedicated to:

Ms Joanna Toh Gui Ping
Ms Jolene Pan Yemeng
Ms Nurazizah Bte Hashim.
Ms Pamela Khoo Ai Ling.
Ms Sarah Lithya D/O Pribakaran.
Ms Syazwani Bte Nazaruddin.

I LOVE YOU ALL, LIKE OHH SO MUCH.





Aren't they sweet? Well, there's a reason why we are called the BANANAS! =)



♥She said her piece. @ 12:05 PM

Thursday, February 14 @ 5:00 PM

It's just one more day.
It's just one more paper.
It's just tomorrow.
It's just a matter of time.

EXAM PAPER
2pm - 4pm
Child Development 1.2.
4 Essay Questions (25 Marks each?)

I WANNA FAINT!
Currently busy mugging.
OMG.
Theories are killing me.
Okay I shall endure.
It's the LAST LEG.

And Ohh..
Happy Valentines Day, Sweetheart(s)..

Pss: I can't wait to meet my Petik5 and my Bananas tomorrow..
CHINGAY!
*ehem eheeeeeeem
*




♥She said her piece. @ 5:00 PM

Monday, February 11 @ 11:07 PM

Thank you everyone for those words of encouragement. I really appreciate it all.
Thank you, I feel so loved.
Thank you.
Hening sayu di dalam hati..
Berbicara sediri..
Memang bukan mudah bagiku..
Menghadapi semua ini..
&
Ku merinduimu..
Walau sekejap ku terus mengelamun..
Hanya mimpi yang indah menjadi teman..
Ku tertanya..bilakah lagi?
Hanya masa menentukannya.


♥She said her piece. @ 11:07 PM

Saturday, February 9 @ 1:07 PM

Just as I thought.
Why did God grant me so much laughter and happiness the past week?
My mum always told me.
If you are laugh a lot, that might mean you may cry later.

Allah itu Maha Kuasa..
Kebesaran Allah S.W.T memang tidak boleh kita nafikan..


I received the news in the midst of an overnight picnic at East Coast.
I obviously broke down..
I almost fainted but I held myself back..
I fell on the tent.

It was the first time I ever cried truckloads for continuous hours.
It was the first time I felt the loss of a loved one.

As soon as I reached, I rushed to my Arwah Atok's room.
I hugged him.
I kissed him.
Those tears, I couldn't control it.
He felt cold and stiff.
He's no more.

It wasn't a smooth journey for me throughout the day.
I had a hard time controlling my tears.
Especially after my Arwah Atok was bathed and wrapped..
And when he was brought down in the 'liang lahad'.
It was a moment not to be forgotten.

Allahyarham Mohd Sharif Bin Ibrahim.(1939-2008)
Atok kesayanganku..

I will never ever forget how much love, care cand concern he showered me.
I will never ever forget his last reminders to me.
I will never ever forget the advices and words of wisdom.

8 February 2008(bersamaan 30 Muharam 1429).
At the reasonably young age of AGE OF 69.
He left me.
And there goes my dream of spending another birthday and Hari Raya wih him.

But, I'm happy that he is in a better place now.
I loved him, but Allah loves him more.

Semoga Allah tempatkan Arwah Atok di tempat orang-orang yang beriman, InsyaAllah.
Semoga Arwah Atok dirahmati Allah.

Never will I ever forget this person whom I loved so much.
I will always keep him in my prayers.
Amin.

Dari tanah kita jadikan.
Dan kepada tanah kita dikembalikan.

Al-Fateha..
Amin.

To Cik Murni, Wana and Aishah who came for my Arwah Atok's pengebumian, I really appreciate your presence. Thank you for the SMSes and concern. Thank you so much.

Sometimes, I feel as if you're already a part of me, I think.


♥She said her piece. @ 1:07 PM

Friday, February 1 @ 8:46 PM

An Inspiring Video from AJL 22!
THE VOCALS.
THE EMOTIONS.
FAZLEY!
I FEEL IT!
AAARGH.
Ask me for a date please, FAZLEY?
And sing me SEJUTA NAFAS CINTA!
*faints*

HARAPAN by FAZLEY ZAINAL!


A HEARTBREAK, THE DEMISE OF A GOLD IN THE MINE.




Quoted from Bernama.com:

KUALA LUMPUR, Jan 30 (Bernama) -- Composer and prolific lyric writer Rosli Khamis or popularly known as Loloq died today four days after he was admitted to the Damansara Specialist Hospital due to a blood clot in his brain.

"Loloq died at 1.37pm at the Damansara Specialist Hospital," singer Hattan, the lyricist's close friend, told Bernama when contacted.

Hattan declined to elaborate further as he was saddened by Loloq's death.

Loloq, 50, was admitted to the hospital's intensive care unit in Petaling Jaya at 6am on Sunday, reported to be in a coma and was put on respiratory support.

He underwent an operation to remove the blood clot on Monday.

The Singapore-born Loloq was immensely popular with his brand of poetic lyrics.

He had also been a judge and critic for the reality TV talent show Akademi Fantasia and acted in several local movies.

In 2006 he received the Special Award at the Anugerah Planet Muzik for his contribution to the music industry.

-- BERNAMA.


I cried upon hearing this news. He was a Singaporean who based himself in Malaysia for a better life. And he definitely grew a name for himself in the Malay music industry in the Singapore/Malaysia/Indonesia region.

His songs are ever so beautiful and melodramatic. His way of writing lyrics uniquely evoke a different aura. No doubt, he's an amazing lyricist.

The Malay music industry have lost a remarkable talent, which would be gone forever. Though Allahyarham Loloq left, his JASA shall never be forgotten. Such a strong impact he had in my life, especially when I started exploring the art of lyrics-writing a few years ago. I'm just a junior. I wished he could be my Master.

On the other hand, I feel better that at least his works were recognized at the 2006 Anugerah Planet Muzik Awards.

HE TRULY DESERVED IT.
ANOTHER INSPIRATION OF MINE.

Semoga Allah tempatkan dia di tempat orang-orang yang beriman. Sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah kepada insan yang disayangi Allah ini. Amin.


♥She said her piece. @ 8:46 PM