Listen To Your Heart

Peace, no war. *rolls eyes*

I'm back, finally.
Haven't been blogging and onlining for more than a week already and I feel very laid back. Sorry for the lack of updates reason being I've been really busy with school assignments and I swear I'm having hell of a time enduring through. I feel like dying already, kill me and then reincarnate me. What's the use? Shuddup. 3 assignments due next week, hell.

But yeah life has been kinda fair to me and I thank God for the wonderful friends and family I've been blessed with. Alhamdulilah.
I miss my Petiks though. Eh, karaoke ar? Lol.
And to my STC clan, we need to set a date for a reunion dinner! I miss you all badly!

A little digression. Any of you watched the 'Rhythm of Life' drama on Channel 8 on weekdays 9pm? Starred by Christopher Lee *faints*, Jeanette Aww, Elvin Ng, Jessica Liu and more.. I've been catching the series, though I missed a few episodes. For the 12 years that I've devote my life to watching Channel 8 dramas since I was in primary school, Out of all the shows, I would have to day this drama is the best so far. The plot and the creaitivity of the director and scripwriter, deserves a round of applause, Kudos! It's just something that is so distinctively different. Maybe Suria ought to do the same.

Okay back to the topic. Lemme go back in time....

1) School had been fun, with my Pisangs shooting me without fail everyday. Monday afternoon. Retail therapy @ Bugis with Pisangs minus Sarah feat Alicia was crazy.
There's more things that you ought to cherish okay my dear Rocker? Chances are always out there for you to grab. I'll be right behind you, Aleeeee! *hugs*

2) Monday night was spent with Mama and my sister, Dayah catching Congkak at Jurong East was a worthwhile time spent thought the movie was nonsensical. Seriously speaking, I rather watch Ayat Ayat Cinta instead. I 've not watch it btw, yeah I noe I ought to hit myself.. *doosh*

3) Sunday night spent with Wana and Sv @ Coffeebean needs a repeat telecast, really.

But those times spent alone made me thought about the liabilities in life and also the pain that I have to suffer while keeping the secrets to myself. What's meant to be, I can't change it but I can only regret it though it may be too late. I don't dunno, this makes me feel useless. At the end of the day, I'm alone in this world.

I shall be back for more updates.
NDP briefings every Saturday mornings.
Gonna be stationed at the Esplanade, ushering the VIPs.
Cool stuff.
Which are the hot ministers? Lol.

I wished I could congratulate MrDavid Cook for his gracious win.
He really touched me with his tears upon the announcement of the results.
He proved that if you go the extra mile to be what you want, you will achieve it.
The will to go through the hurdles or any difficulties you may face.

Shall be overcomed and endured.
If you really want it.

I was flooded with so many smses this morning regarding the results. Maybe it's because I blogged about Archuleta, is it? For your information, I am not at all surprised about Cook winning. Either way, I will be glad. It's the first time ever I felt good of two finalists, maybe.

But trust me, bothe of them are gonna make it big, hopefully. Their unique fantabulous talents should not be gone to waste. David Archuleta's gonna be the next Clay Aiken, perhaps better than that. And David Cook reminds of Bon Jovi, lol. Rock on..

Since the first season. I've always been an avid follower of this talent show which is tons better compared to Singapore Idol, speaking of standards and expectations excuse me. Paron me but the West really have a lot more potential to portray to the international music world. As far as I am concerned, I can't deny that the first American Idol KELLY CLARKSON have since been the most successful and inspiring. Simply put, the best. *winks*

Ruben Studdard, Clay Aiken and Fantasia Barrino are like on-off cases, though it's udeniable that each of them have fantabulous vocals. Jordin Sparks is still alive, for goodness sake and SYAZWANI, I felt how much it just pierced you heart when she dueted NO AIR with the oh- so-hot Mr Chris Brown. I felt it too, especially in that music video! *rolls eyes*

And I have come to my words-of-the day. I swear I had the same reaction as many, towards the cheeky-shy-worthless-at-first-look or the-simply-cute-boy-next-door, DAVID ARCHULETA.

During the finals, just less than 2 hours ago, he made me drop my jaws uncountable times because he was simply awesome! I can't believe my ears and eyes that that was DAVID ARCHULETA who was on stage, performing. This goes to show how much effort he had put in to constantly improve himself and how much feelings he emote in every single performance of his those moments ago. It was simpy magical and he gets my vote, no doubts. *faints*

Kudos to HAROLD. Be proud. Lol. *rolls eyes*

The most crucial thing, Versatility-his 'X' factor. Even Simon Cowell said it was a K.O 3-0 affair with victory for Archuleta. Amazing. Nonetheless, it's undeniable David Cook has a great vocal prowess and looks, no doubt. And if he wins, he's really gonna make a great deal of a drastic change in his life, which I know will definitely mean a lot to him and will touch the hearts of many. Awwwww....

A 17-year old searching for the right path to reaching his dreams and he is finally on that exclusive stage and is just one-step closer to being the next big thing. To be what he aspire to be. This is something that everyone wants to experience, I believe. To be one-step closer to your dream is something that everyone wanna achieve. It seems almost impossible, for my case. But, I am not gonna resigned to fate. I am gonna chase that dream till it becomes a reality everyone around me shall be proud about, especially my parents and family.

Dewa Dewi Finals

Not much to review. Wasn't really interested but eventually went because I promised my friends. But it was fruitful though, because we met Mr Draculaaaa. Didicadzli sang Dambaan and Rela Setia *faints*. Syed Azmir was there as a judge, lol. And that Pink&Black dais was so beautiful i want it for my wedding, lol.

VEENA JUST RANG ME!!! Finally, after more than a year! She got me so excited I was practically screaming my head off, telling her how much I missed her! She still talks with the same Singaporean slang and accent. SNGLISH, omg! And she's still that nerd who's obsessed with studies. She's full of craps and she'll be the bestest person who can be called CRAP, as far as I am concerned! I miss you so much babe, and I hope you are leading a fine life there in India. I can't wait for 2010! A reunion all over again!

You don't have to tell me he's efffing gorgeous, I know it myself.. The goatee! *faints*

My sister Hidayah, went for 3-day camp at Camp Christine and she'll be back tmr! The house seems so quiet without her noisy antiques, lol. I'm gonna fetch her tmr after attachment. See what a great Kakak I am..

And my brother sprain his leg after playing soccer two days ago. OUCH man, I know! But guess what, he just came home after playing sepak takraw! GILER SEH! Guys, oh whatever.. *rolls eyes*

Pssst: Decisions are hard to make, really. I swear. Hopefully, I will derive at the best solution and I'll Be rendered the assistance and assurrance I am in need of. InsyaAllah. Allah be with me. <3

Oh yar REZEKI, aku sayang banget sama kamu! I went to your blog and when Airmata Ibu(by Siti Nurhaliza) was played, I cried. Yeah I know, I'm so sensitive and emotional. But I love myself that way, haha. Damn sometimes I can't deny, you are my beloved enemy. *hugs*

And I NEED TO WATCH AYAT-AYAT CINTA! I am so ready to cry buckets lots, really. This is MY kind of movie, if you wanna know. Movies like Star Wars, LOTR, Iron Man, or whatever-man is so NOT my kinda thing. Lol, action. Babes, Wednesday please? Save that evening for ourselves yeah? Lol.

Pssst: Thanks to everyone who said those meaningful words to me. Thanks for trying to console me and thanks for all the advices. Thank you especially to Tasha for everything. You know, I know. It was really a miracle to know you, babe. You've been super sweet, I tell you. I'll be sure to visit you when I am at KL for my genting trip next month! I'm so gonna hit Sungei Wang for shopping, is that the spelling? Lol. *loves and hugs*

I just watched the results of American Idol, and I am very proud and happy that SYESHA & DAVID COOK are in the Top 3! Well Jason OUGHT to be kicked out, and I dunno why but he really reminds me of Joakim Gomez and Paul Twohill, erm underdogs? Lol.

I guess it would now be a super tough competition amongst these 3 awesome vocalists! But I honestly love Syesha's vocals, and I'm so in love with David Cook's charisma. Lol. Can someone fly me to America so I can watch the finals? AHAHA FAT HOPE.

School have been really a torture, you will understand if you understand. I need to make a decision FAST. I need to be one step closer to achieving my dreams. I need to show myself that I can do it. That I can do it. That I can do it. ALLAH, be with me.

Psst: I've improved in wearing contacts! Yay an accomplishent. From 1 hour to 30 minutes to 10 minutes! To ALEEE, SARAH AND JOLENE, I am gonna break your record! Lol, just gimme err, 1 year. Argh! LMAO.

I reached home at 1am on Saturday morning and left for Bedok to meet Wana for ECP. Okay super tored, but meeting FUN people perked me up. Lol. Had a smal picnic with a few people, cause MANNNNNY couldn't make it due to personal commitments. Jamilah, Liana, Irfa, Irra, Shazira, Yati, Shakilla, Zuraimi. I perfectly understand your situations, horr. *winks*

And as usual we had FUN. We played Pass The Parcel and I won! *yeahoo!* I'm so loving that chocolate photo frame, lol. We also tied our legs and raced at ECP. Paisey, really, super hilarious. Badriah and me took our own sweet time and we came in last, lol. All thanks to our favourite dearest-ever-thoughtful Cik Murni, who creatively came up with a few games, THANKSS YOUSS! Lovelovelove :)

Anyhoots, the day took a turn for the worse when something happened. What a catastrophe, and it happened at such timing. But at the end of the day, all we have to say is Alhamdulilah. AND SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE, Hello? What's the meaning of efficiency? And what a pity, we did not take a group photo at ECP! *sighs* While the rest took the cab home. the rest of us took the bus. Wana, Aishah and me went to BigSplash Starbucks to lepak instead.

I had JAVA CHIP, like finally. Yeahlor, I'm like always having Mocha Frappe what, shuddup Wana. And again, I reached home late. So I shall cancel my plan to go Causeway for Ayat-Ayat Cinta later. I shall watch it and cry my hearts out this week. Bebs, must watch! And Congkak also! Lol.

Psst: Don't ever misunderstand me okay babes? Cus I may be the nicest person you ever know in your life.. Hehe. *winks* Oh yar there's a song titled 11 Januari, lol HONOURED. VERY, lol.

Mobbers was medicore. I told you, I'm not in the mood to party, seriously. Well, I guess the spirit is dying down, with the exception of a few I reckon. Anyways, BARACUDAS BATUCADAS(Ngee Ann Poly's Wicked Aura), never fail to get the crowd grooving with their ever most upbeat and awesome SAMBA beats, yay!

Dancers from Dancesport and Dance Group was awesome. I didn't get to watch Vanessa, sorry! AND so, I left at 8.30 and zoomed to McCafe Shaw House and switched on my laptop! All for the sake of MR TAUFIK BATISAH! I didn't stay for the whole 2 hours though. Siti and Zizah lepaked with me and they bought Starbucks, lol. And these 2 retarded but lovely friends of mine pranked me on the streets of Orchard Road on thee way home! DAMN! I was so stunned I freezed! GOTCHA, shuddup seh! Watch out.. *evil grins*

Taufik was damn cute seh. "GOOD LICK with your exams!" Lol. He posted 4-5 times during that 2-hr LiveChat. Flooded with questions! Lol he claimed he types too slow. AND he still IS keeping that oh-that-gorgeous goatee, yay! Guys with goatee is such a turn-on, lol. Shuddup Fiza. Just shuddup. Took the train home with Zizah. Eeee, OMG LAR so many m-a-t-s! So like wth. Pfft.*rolls eyes & flips hair*

I didn't snapped any photos, so here are some photos from last years' Mobbing, so you get the picture, lol.

Walked down the street to Cineleisure and talked alot. AMAZINGLY, we were talking alot about some people. *coughs* And we found awesome-looking t-shirts so we bought it. TWIN SHIRTS which we are gonna wear tmr for FYI recording and lalalalala... *bites fingers*

Sometimes, you just have got to follow your intuition, I swear. We actually bumped into someone at the escalator. LMAO, what a miracle? Cus we were actually talking about him before we entered Cine, LOL. Finally, I bumped into him. Like finally. It's my first time BUMPING lar! Fiza, shuddup, just shuddup. *rolls eyes* It may sound childish of me but I just had to blog about this!

I hope I got your age right eh dude? I've yet to bumped into you at school but hopefully, I will. Lol. So old already, kahwin sudah. *coughs*