Maybe, I made the wrong choice. Well, just maybe. ♥
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The Superstar♥
♥ Fiza Superstar
♥ Independent Nineteen
♥ 11 January 1990
♥ Ngee Ann Poly YR 3 [ECH]
♥ Believer of Allah
Contact/Find me:
fizasuperstar@hotmail.com :)
JUST ME♥
♥ Pink & Black
♥ R&B
♥ Children
♥ Music
♥ Songwriting & Media
♥ Baking & Events Management
♥ Soya Bean/Coke
♥ Mon-Cheris & Ferrero Rochers
♥ Cempedak Goreng
♥ Entertainers like Taufik, Hyrul, Dato' Siti, Jamal, Britney, Archuleta, Chris Brown & Neyo can make me hooked to the television and do not disturb cause I'll be in my own world.
♥ I support ALL local musicians. Kudos to all!
♥ Local music is not hopeless at all. If you said that, then it must be because of hopeless people like you. Hehehe.
Lovelies♥
THEM!~~
DATO' SITI NURHALIZA
HYRUL ANUAR
HYRULITES FORUM
HYRUL'S MYSPACE
TAUFIK BATISAH
TAUFIK'S MYSPACE
FIKNATICS FORUM
FANS PORTAL
AFGAN
ANUAR ZAIN
DAVID ARCHULETA
FAUZIE LAILY
FAZLI ZAINAL
HADY MIRZA
HUDA ALI
IMRAN AJMAIN
MARK BONAFIDE
MARK'S MYSPACE
NURUL AINI
ROSLAN MOHD
SABARINA
SlEEQ
SUZHAIRE SUMARI
SYED AZMIR'S MYSPACE
WICKED AURA
♥ PETIK 5
Aishah
Jamilah/Minah TJ
SV/Nuraini
Wana
♥ PISANGS LOVE
Azizah
Joanna
Jolene
Pamela
Sarah
Syazwani
♥ THE LOVELIES
Abidah
Adriana(Aust)
Adilla
Aien Cousin
Afiqah
Aifaa
Alicia
Anna
Anati
Alwi
Atikah Wahab
Atiqah FAFA
Atiqah RP
Atiqah Sisqa
Atyah
Azie
Aziqa
Cassandra
THE D CLASS BLOG
Daniaty
Fadhilah
Fadzlee
Fafa
Fikq
FILS Brunei
Hakim
Hanaa Hyrulite
Hira
Husi
Idayu
Iidah
Irfunny
Irra Zafierah
Iryani
Izarr
Janna
Jia Hui
Juian
Joyce
Kak Raudha
Kak Siti Hawa
Liana
Lin Hyrulite
Lyn Maritza
Lynn
Marina
Mimi NP
Myra
Nadiah
Nana
Nurul Jannah
Nurul(JB)
Patricia
Raihan(London)
Razlan
Rima(Cousin)
Regina
Rezeki
Roshini
Sabrina
Saleha
Sally
Sakinah
Shasha
Shakilla
Shikin
Siti Nasiha
Suria
Suriana
Suzanna
Syafiqah
Tasha(KL)
Tiq
Titie
Vera
Wani
WeiQi
Xinying
Yati
Yiwen
Zihan
Zuraimi
Sunday, November 30 @ 8:22 PM
Rhapsody & Airport.
A collaboration between Singapore and Brunei. Kudos to the organisers for the effort. I am really prouf of our local talents who put up a great performance! Good job to Hyrul, Didi, Elfee, Maiya and Hetty!~~
I didn't really like the Bruneian singers' performances, sorry to say but no, I'm not being bias. Oh well, but I did like the Ballad song Didi sang with Hetty and the rest of the Bruneian singers, Rindu Tetap Hadir, a beautiful composition. :)
Do I have the right to bring up the glitches? Well, just stating some facts. When the show started, I thought there was something wrong with my television~set because the video quality was bad, okay it seemed like I was living in the 1970s. To my astonishment, nothing was wrong and the reception from Brunei was 'like that'. It's 2008 lor..
Sat through the ninety minutes with my family at my aunt's place. (Oh yes, I missed Taufik's performance at RP by the way. Sad! Nvm 7Dec!)
Another thing to mention would be the sound system. I think I should hand this over to Abg Izarr, he's an expert in this. And did you guys notice that there were name stickers pasted on the mics of the singers and it was seen clearly on tv? Should I call this cool, weird or embarassing? To add more, when one of the Bruneian singers were singing, the mic went mute. Gosh. *bangs*
I guess the choices of songs were alright yeah. Listening to H
yrul singing to Taufik's Teman Istimewa made me drop my jaw of course, and yeah I was laughing cause I thought I heard wrongly when the host made the announcement. I liked it though, dude! ROFL.Imagine is Taufik sang Hyrul's Pertama or Kesal? Fuhh sexaay. *slaps forehead*
Pasti Ada Cinta was mediocre, I thought they should have chosen another song. Heh. I wondered why they had to let so many singers sing one pathetic song when the lines weren't that many. Hah okay okay, am I crossing the line already? Hmm.
Hold on, one more complaint. As the Ayat Ayat Cinta song was being played, I was praying hard that Hetty would be the one singing it cus I initially thought her voice would be suitabe enough for the songs and to hit the high notes and all. Unfortunately, we were all disappointed by her delivery. *shakes head*
Wait, am I being too observant or something? Heh. Well, I'm just judging all this based on what I see. believe I shan't go on anymore. Anyway, Saturday was spent at the airport to welcome our local singers back home! Wheeeee~! The rest of the story, 'You know if you were there.' I know we all had fun! Right?
Someone pissed me off by the way, on that supposed-to-be-beautiful day. And hey, no I'm not over it. Wet blanket betol! *rolls eyes*
Hyrulites meets Didifiers~~
Surprised lah kan? Lol.
Reminds you of Izat from Teman, Anugerahku?
Didifiers' turn...
Mr. Sexy Fangs!
What girls love to do in the toilet?It's now Week 8 of Semester 2. To all of us who survived Week 7, let's all thank God for His Guidance. It was definitely HELL of a time and we almost died but we survived! Yeahoo! :)
So, Fiza. Just 8 more days of school and you're free to party!
For now endure, endure & endure! :)
Signing off, take care everybody! :)
Psst: I'm gonna put a halt to this, but you gotta help me.
♥She said her piece. @ 8:22 PM
@ 2:06 AM
RED CAMP 5!
How about a round of applause? To the wonderful SMs, SLs & Red Campers, not forgetting the Ngee Ann Ambassadors. Congratulations, we have again created an impact in the lives of thousands of people. Again, another successful ambassadorial event.
Though I missed Red Camp for the first two days this time round due to a splitting headache, the final day definitely was a blast for me. Saw some familiar faces and the creatively-created cheers with fresh oomph. Juicy, baybeh! The heartwrenching moment ought to be the part when the FINALE video was shown at the convention centre.
This year was a remarkable one.
1) We stamped our names in the Singapore Book of Records.
We had a mob freeze for one minute while posing in our tribe pose. Woohoo! :)
2) ZookOut @ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
This is like a traditional event held annually for the Red Campers. Underaged clubbing, so they can feel what it is to be in a club to party. Lol. Andrew Chow came by the way. Heh. And and we had fun! I had fun!~~
Overall, I know it was a fantabulous effort based on the comments I got from the Red Campers, so well done everybody! :)
So if anyone ask you, "What camp?"
You answer, "RED CAMP. RED CAMP. RED CAMP 5."
Red Camp, a camp etched in our hearts.
Let me introduce to you the five tribes we had, consisting of the leaders and 'O' level students from everywhere around Singapore!
The horny V-I-Kings! :)
Charmanie and Aisyah, from RC4. And now RC5!
Fun bunch of people, really!
After so long not seeing Shafik, he still does this pose. Tsk tsk.
A great individual. This is Matthew. (Zuraimi, I know you're inspired by Matt. Lol.)After Red Camp came a week of hell. I meant it, HELL! Plenty of assignments and presentations to complete and prepare for. Sleepless nights and burning midnight oil accompanied me for the whole week. Slept late and woke up early. I almost broke down but I found the strength to endure. Alhamdulilah.. Thanks be to Him. Everyone was so tired and when Friday was finally over, we all heaved a sigh of relief.
On top of all those tiredness, I still had to bear with the really bad sorethroat and running nose I had. My throat is still sore and I want my voice back. Lol. I don't take medicine because I don't like them. Blaaah.
Two more weeks to struggle with before I enjoy myself for my fun-packed holidays! Just two more weeks. Sailing through with more assignments. Okay this semester is torturous lah.. I just can't wait to get over and done with this semester. Thank God the will is still strong..
And oh I spent my evening at the airport yesterday. I'll write up about it and also my update on Rhapsody in my next entry, after I'm done with me 300-word evaluation for EC module later. See you all!
Pssst: Your attitude irks me. *rolls eyes*
♥She said her piece. @ 2:06 AM
Monday, November 24 @ 11:53 AM
Suria Hatiku Album Launch!
First and foremost, I would like to congratulate the genuine and and first ever Singapore Idol, TAUFK BATISAH, for the launch of his 4th album! Alhamdulilah. Took a listen to some songs and I am currently grooving to the R&B beat of Suria Hatiku. I am a big fan of R&B music what, lol. And oh, Gadis Itu, sexaaaaylicious Taufik! KepadaNya, a fantastic collaboration with Hady Mirza and also Kau & Dia is making me addicted to the album.
I take my hat off to you, Mr Hotstuff. :)
"Hey Fiza-not-O~~" (He always say this when we meet!)
Where were the rest? Lol.
The album, postcards & poster.. All for $16.95! Lol.
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To Fiza, Taufik.
The launch was held at Suntec City Convention Centre at around 6.30pm. A Bookfest event by Popular. I was there around an hour earlier and I saw ENERGY too! Yes that Taiwan band! Lol. But yeah, it was definitely enjoyable meeting the rest of the Fiknatics again. The next time round, we should meet up and sit together! :)
We then headed for dinner at Raffles City. I guess we shocked the public out of their wits when we screamed at the random mention of those people. And hey guys, guess what? What we thought was maybe just a tale is a fact! *knocks head*
Headed home with Huda. And then it was back to assignments. Five frigging deadlines this week! I'm gonna have sleepless nights and a tiring week! So refrain from giving me more work please?
Singapore Families, Field Practicum and Psychology of Exceptional Children. Modules that make me say "I wanna die!".
Therefore, I'll be MIA-ing till Saturday. Pray for me that I will and shall survive. I will be back on updates about RED CAMP 5! Plus the pictures too! :)
To Wana, have a safe and fulfilling study trip in Malaysia babe! :)
To Tasha, I hope you are still surviving for you exams! :)
Till then, take care my lovely people! I WILL BE BACK, soon.
Another successful event for the Ngee Ann Ambassadors!~~
The most bonded trive, the VIKINGS! :) Spot me! Lol.Psst: Nobody knows, I hide it inside.
♥She said her piece. @ 11:53 AM
Friday, November 21 @ 1:54 AM
Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu.
Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu.
Dan tak kan pernah ku sesali itu .
Seluruh jiwa telah kuserahkan.
Mengenang janji setiaku.
Ku mohon jangan jadikan semua ini.
Alasan kau menyakitiku.
Meski pun cintamu tak hanya untukku.
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti.
Chorus:
Bila rasaku ini rasamu.
Sanggupkah engkau.
Menahan sakitnya terhianati cinta yang kau jaga.
Coba bayangkan kembali.
Betapa hancurnya hati ini.
Kasih.
Semua telah terjadi.
I'm just in love with this fantabulous composition. I would like to congratulate the composer and lyricist. Hmm all the way from Indonesia.
It's one of my current most-played tracks on my playlist, other than Tak Bisa Memilihmu(Sixth Sense), You And I Both(Jason Mraz), Womanizer(Britney) & Party People(Nelly & Fergie).
Ahh. The dose is definitely, addictive. :)
And no, I'm not in love.
Okay for real this time, bye!
♥She said her piece. @ 1:54 AM
@ 1:03 AM
So Sick of love songs, not.
On Wednesday, I was exceptionally early for attachment. Twenty minutes early early to be exact. I only slept for 2 hours, from 4am to 6am. I guess I was too nervous for my assesstment. I don't know why I should anyway. Heh but Alhamdulilah.. Thanks be to God, my lesson with my K1 children went on well. The professional who assessed me said I passed. Thank you Mdm Tan! :)
The kids enjoyed my lesson though, it clearly seen on their faces. And the fruits I used for the lesson became their desert for their lunch! :) How adorable they look especially when they praised me.. *coughs*
I was sick by the way, and didn't have full focus for my assestment. I tried hard to, and I did. Headed home, and I straight away bummed onto the sofa. My head was practically spinning and I have this weird tooth ache that comes along whenever I have a headache. Nurses, explain to me the reason why this happen? And I forsee that a fever is gonna hit me any time soon.
It's pretty obvious that I am falling sick because like many people told me, I do not have enough rest and sleep, and I am forever busy. I guess it's true, to a certain extent though. I refused to visit the doctor or take any medicine cause I don't like to see the doctor and I don't like medicines, neither do I consume them. So I rather not waste the money. Lol. I know I'm stubborn. Big-head.
And so I missed RED CAMP 5 for two days already, on Wednesday and Thursday. If anyone were to think I skipped my duty on purpose, you're wrong. I feel so guilty and sad for not being abe to contribute much this time round. Nevertheless, I will be going for the last day tmr! Meeting the Vikings for the first time, and I heard we have a handful of Malays this time round. Lol. I'm sure I'm gonna have a blast tmr!
ZoukOut @ Ngee Ann Poly tonight too, yeahh baybeh! :)
And I'm supposed to be in some club now bur I changed the plan as I hafta report at 7.20am later.
I guess I ought to go to sleep now!
Good night my dear people!
Psst: So why didn't I turn off the radio?
♥She said her piece. @ 1:03 AM
Wednesday, November 19 @ 1:12 AM
YESTERDAY!
Yesterday was the Eighteenth of November. I woke up at almost noon. Had a project discussion at Marina Square with the groupmates, and then headed for work at three. I was working till 9pm, yeah only worked for a short 6 hours yesterday.
Met Sarah and headed to the toilet to change and then as Sarah and Pratheep decided to not let SMRT earn more money, I met Sv at the City Hall MRT platform so we could go home together. Well that weirdo, she went to shop all alone. I think some of my friends are weird but maybe you're not that weird, like some people eh girlfriend? *coughs* INSIDE JOKE.
In the train. while we were so absorbed in our never-running-out-of-topics-non-stop conversation, I was looking for my mobile phone to realise that it was MISSING! At that moment, I was almost in tears. Hey it's my precious phone I'm talking about.
My N73, it's a gift I won't dare lose. *winks*
I tried calling my phone and was a greeted by a sweet little voice who asked if I was the owner of my phone. I thanked her almost non-stop! We then headed back to City Hall and I met up with the person who found my phone. A lesson learnt and I shall NEVER EVER make the same mistake ever again! InsyaAllah..
God Bless You. Thank you to that kind soul.
God Bless Her.
God Bless Her.
I guess I was lucky.
Alhamdulilah.
I would be crying and won't be in the mood for anything if I lost something as important and precious as my mobile phone. Thank Allah. Amin.
And oh on another date, YESTERDAY marked something weird, funny but sweet and special.
7 days with Kin!
LOL.
Wednesday-Dinner at Town.
Thursday-Dinner at Causeway Point.
Friday-Work!
Saturday-Hyrul's performance at RP.
Sunday-Work!
Monday-Work!
Tuesday-Work!
For the record, I met up with Shikin for SEVEN days in a row okay. That's one week. Cool or what babe? This babe is such a workaholic that she rather skip school but come to work like even when she's sick. Maybe you can buy me a treat next month after payday? Fish&Co. or BBQ Chicken will do. Hehehe..
Record broken! LOL big time. And we shall hit the dance floor really soon yeah! No more cancelling of plans anymore please! :)
Someone whom I didn't know I could click well with.. Hahaha..
I will be having my assesment which would be assessed by a field supervisor later! I am supposed to carry out a lesson planned by myself with Language Arts as the theme with my K1 children. Pray for me that I won't flung please! Thank you darlings.
As I was very busy yesterday, my mum was very sweet as to get me the items I needed for my assessment later. Thank you Mama, Fiza sayang kamu!
Okay I'm off to Dreamland!
Good Night!
RED CAMP 5 is here!
Three Busy Days!
Wooooo!
Pssst: You're such a pest, sometimes.
♥She said her piece. @ 1:12 AM
Tuesday, November 18 @ 12:22 AM
Artistic Tapestry @ RP.
A quick change within thirty minutes, like a robot and then was out of the house again. Met up with Marina and then we flew to Woodlands, courtesy of SMRT. Lol.
Met up with the rest and then we all walked together to the convention centre. We filled up a good 3 rows of the front seats on the right side of the stage. Waited in vain for the appearance of Suria-Semakin-Bersinar guy. Great stage presence and showmanship for both deliveries of Signed Sealed Delivered & Asal Kau Bahagia.
A round of applause to Republic Polytechnic and the committee involved in the planning of the whole month af Arts Festival. A great idea which was put to action and a chance to portray deserving talents. Kudos..
Anyway, great to know Hyrul's and Fauzie's trip to KL was a fruitful one. Insyallah all shall go on well yeah. Stay tuned for more updates people! Just pray for the best for them, that shall be more than enough for now. Am very excited already! :)
Calefare at the back.. Lol.
I'm still waiting for a duet by them two. Hah random. Very.
Psst: Trying to cross my line? Hmm I'll take you on. :)
♥She said her piece. @ 12:22 AM
Sunday, November 16 @ 2:11 AM
Botanic Gardens!
For a trip to the Botanic Garden with the agenda to do some research and discussion for our Environmental Awareness module assignment, we all woke up early to travel to this place. Jolene & Joanna wasted almost $20 on the freaking cab fare.
And we got lost trying to find each other at the garden. Well, Botanic Garden is by no means, small okay. Well, Sarah and me took the bus and the other two was supposed to meet us there. We finally met at Ginger Garden and we finally fulfil our tasks. The weather wasn't doing us any favour, and we felt so itchy and squeamish all over with the bugs and what's not yeah.
Goshh, disgusting! I think I said that word maybe a million times there yesterday. I swear I won't want to visit garden when the sun is scorching hot. So much for the monsoon season eh? Lol.
I then headed home and rushed like a mad lady, reaching home at 5.10pm, which meant I had 30 minutes only to have a shower and dress up. Then I rushed to Woodlands to meet the rest, for his performance. Tell you more in my next post!
Like first time at Botanics likkdat..
Mad..
Feeling broadway..
Aku cinta flowers!
Us!
Psssst: There's an angel, it's a miracle.
♥She said her piece. @ 2:11 AM
Wednesday, November 12 @ 12:27 AM
A Smile Is A Gift.
Today was great, like finally.
It felt so good.
Now, family comes first.
I need to get my priorities right, but I do not look forward for it.
Hmm.
Attachment tomorrow.
Someone please remove Wednesdays from the calendar.
Help.
SUFFER.
To Hyrul & Fauzie:
All the best for your recordings in KL! Have a safe journey dudes. Woohoo! :)
All the best for your recordings in KL! Have a safe journey dudes. Woohoo! :)
Psst: I feel so much better now.
♥She said her piece. @ 12:27 AM
Tuesday, November 11 @ 12:00 AM
A Load Off.
For the longest time I've waited to see.
And for the longest time I've buried all those deep inside my heart.
For the most painful burden I could ever bear.
I finally said my piece. I said it with so much disappointment and those tears just had to flow. I'm sorry, I hope that woke you up.
And it did not stop at that. After the catastrophe, I spent time reflecting on what I have just did, and again I started to tear, again. It's said that it's always good to cry your heart out. I fully understand the reason for the existence of this magical line, even more when I cried over it alone. I tried to go back to sleep but I just could not.
I went to school with freaking swollen eyes. I had a choice to put on my shades but I declined, I did not want to attract attention. My eyes finally swelled down at around evening. The day sucked, it did totally.
Facades. It's not easy to put on a mask, to show others the jovial side of you while deep inside you are screaming for help cause the pain is hitting you too hard. And I wonder where I get that strength because I seemed to be a super professional at this.
I admit. I do keep a lot of secrets. Secrets that I don't even tell my closest bestfriends and even those I trust and hold close to my heart. I guess I have this ego but never did I meant to keep it on my own but some things are just meant for me, myself and I.
To them, my closest companions in school, I guess it was obvious to you all that I wasn't at all, alright this morning. Thank you for not rubbing it in. Thank you for respecting me when I said, 'Don't ask.' Thank you for that piece of tissue paper. Tell you people something, I may seemed indifferent at times but for sure, I swear I appreciate each and every single one of you and I love you all.
Today was a bad day.
Tomorrow will be a better one, I pray.
We are drifting apart. Unless you take the initiative, I can never imagine what's gonna happen next. I've had enough.
Psst: For the strength you have bestowed me with, I thank you Allah.
♥She said her piece. @ 12:00 AM
Saturday, November 8 @ 4:00 AM
Between Singing and ___.
Upon ending school yesterday, I met my lovely people for a session of karaoke at Cashbox Ming Arcade. A good whole 4 hours of spoiling songs. Okay this is just a trial anyway cause it's the first with this group. The next time round, we'll do better and show it all, the real one..
A whole list of songs selected, but too bad our 'Bukan Cinta Biasa' & 'Cinta' wasn't recorded! All the videos have been uploaded to Facebook, thanks to Aisah. LOL. Criticise it, yeah go ahead. Lol. All those comments and criticism. I dunno why I sounded slang, maybe I have American blood in me. Lol kidding. AND I am not imitating Siti okay? Hell won't even think of that. Haha. But it doesn't matter as long as we had fun!~~ What's a gathering without gossips yeah? We headed to Newton for late dinner and more gossips! Lol.
By the way, I still haven't got over the sorethroat I had due to cheering at Don't Forget The Lyrics recording for Taufik on Monday, but I felt okay just now. Weird. And after drinking 3 cans of Coke for the whole day just now, my throat is dying but it's definitely not because of the singing. I'm prone to karaoke already but I am not a singer! Coke burns the throat. Hahaha..
I will be back at J.Co tmr and Sunday for work, well I am working for the fun of it so yeah. $$$. Like finally, I will be back working. I'll probably be working there till end of the year and then I shall be back to tutoring. Pahang trip have been confirmed and I've got the green light so yeahoo!~~~
And yeah, I won't be going for Anuar Zain's & Rihanna's concert, as much as I want to. As much as I wanna hear him sing Ketulusan Hati & Keabadian Cinta live. And as much as I wanna hear sing Cry live. But I have better plans in mind! I won't be able to make it for Sleeq's event too. I have to work lah..
Lastly, I wanna dedicate this loud shoutout to Liana, Aishah, Cik Murni, Shikin, Izarr & Zuraimi for the wonderful day yesterday! I enjoyed myself and stress pon dah hilang sikit nie! Okay it's past four in the morning already and I should be going to bed. So take care my earthlings..
Love the song playing now. Adi oh Adi...
Psst: Yang ku mahu hanyalah engkau..
♥She said her piece. @ 4:00 AM
Wednesday, November 5 @ 11:52 PM
Not Really.
If the internal is not smiling, the outside shows.
Today wasn't that good either.
Stop keeping mum when you know. I'm starting to feel impatient right now. I guess I treasure this too much to lose it. Stop over-rating yourself. Grow up! Stop all those stupidity now. If only you used your brains and most importantly your heart. Where do you place compassion? Heh. This is demoralising.
"I'll do it, maybe someday."
Psssst: Just what happened to us?
♥She said her piece. @ 11:52 PM
@ 12:33 AM
Horrendous. Horrible.
As we left the compunds of SIM, the sun was still shining quite brightly I supposed. But when we entered the bus, the sky cried almost immeadiately. And then it cried even heavier tears. That made me go "Oh, damn it!". I then made my way to the POSB bank at Clementi, well I had to replace my ATM card cause I lost it for the second time this year! And when I realised my pay wasn't banked it yet, that dampened my mood cause I had plans laid out. *sighs*
Imagine being drenched, shivering from the damn cold aircon in the bank. @%$#%. And oh, although the pathway from the bus stop to the bank was sheltered, I had to walk in puddles of water just to get through! I was in my mini-heels by the way, and I had a magazine in my had too. I tried to shield myself and my magazine plus my bag but alas. How unglamourous? Heh tell me about it? *rolls eyes*
I was supposed to meet Liana at the platform at 4pm. And when I tried tapping my card to get through that damn gate at the MRT station, a red light appeared. Insufficient amount! To make matters worst? I had no cash at all cause I spent all the cash I had on lunch and of all days, I forgot to bring my wallet on that unfateful day! Grrrr.
It did not end at that. My handphone battery died on me, making it impossible for me to contact Liana. I then headed home, with the intention to get changed and get some cash and then go out to meet Liana. And, I didn't bring the house keys! I sweared, damn I did. Thanks to my neighbour for helping me retrieve my key which was left on the dining table. Lucky my brother did not locked the main dor, just the gate. Oh gosh!
And that was when I called Liana and my heart went out to her when she said she had been waiting for me outside the bank like a 'gundu'! I'm so sorry babe, I had no choice! A million apologies. I am very thankful that I have such a patient and understanding friend. Patient people gets patient friends. Okay maybe not all eh? I was wondering if it was some other people, would they be like this super sweet girlfriend of mine?
Nur Amaliana, you know I love you.
I then troubled her to go back to school, where she lepak-ed at the clubhouse and then after Maghrib we eventually met at Jurong East/IMM instead, where we did three things.
1) My haircut. (Die ah, oh oh. Nick, I want long hair now!)
2) Liana's hunt for a formal smartpants!
3) Dinner at BAGUS! (The talk, you know I know, public dunno!~~)
Thank you for the short but sweet meet-up my dearest Liana! Thank you and SORRY! Sorry didn't seem to be the hardest word after all.
Attachment starts at 8am later, yeah kill me. And then off to school for project discussions, IT lecture and meeting! Confirm pengsan ah!
Psst: I don't know if you are, if you are I dunno if I should be happy about it.
♥She said her piece. @ 12:33 AM
Monday, November 3 @ 12:32 AM
Sunday.
Yesterday was finally the day I spent my time at home the whole day. I was alone though, as my parents and sister were at my auntie's. I woke up at twelve and started to clean the house first, especially my room which is oh, monstrous.
Later on, I was watching the television shows for a good 4 hours and then I went online for a while, then continue to watch television shows after which I fell asleep while watching Channel 8. I woke up before Maghrib and then I ate. In between watching television shows, I also snacked. Damn that's just the problem about staying and home and slack. The only good thing is you don't spend money.
Something is worrying me and I wonder if it was negligence on our side or overimpulse on your side. I reckon it's the latter but yet, I am unsure. I've been praying for you the past few days and I hope Allah will stand by you, guiding you. Insyaallah.. Know what is best for you, please. Take it as a plead and don't let me cry for you.
Now, I shall go back to completing my DPIP essay, which I don't feel like doing. The mood just isn't there anymore. Yet, I will. School at eleven later. After which, I'll be meeting my friends and someone who will definitely make my day. Till then..
Psst: Cinta ini membunuhku..
♥She said her piece. @ 12:32 AM
Saturday, November 1 @ 10:19 PM
Thoughts.
I guess I am still alive. And that’s why I am able to type this post at this very moment. Well, I reckon you guys will all understand when I tell you that it’s strange to have so many things to blog about but then when you click that mouse and come to the blogger page, you get baffled cause your mind goes blank. Get what I mean?
Bizarre.
But now, I have listed out a few things that are worth blogging about. I felt that I have of late deprived myself of blogging, I kept on blogging about raya and raya and raya. But oh well, I don’t blog about my everyday life cause yeah, everyone needs their own personal space isn’t it? Heh.
For one, school have been a sucker, well a little. The two weeks of school have been tormenting. Reason being, my heart isn’t in school at all yet. But nevertheless, I know that I have to get my priorities right but please DON’T PROVOKE ME CAUSE I HATE IT. Last warning!
Assignments have been piling up, and it’s gonna be a painful journey once again- therefore, the need to let loose once in a while. No one will understand anyway. It’s my life and I l shall live it my way. I feel that I need a real CCA to perk me up a little, but well yeah I am still officially in Ngee Ann Ambassadors. Mid-Nov will be a busy period once again. Sigh. And I am not looking forward to it. I wanna learn the piano, so maybe I’ll join that..
Another issue is about a cluster of childish people. The maturity of age did not help in making them stop doing things that are obviously, utterly stupid. My heart goes out to them but at the same time, I feel that they ought to use the perhaps leftover brain cells left in their brain. It’s such a disappointment, and on the other hand it’s not them who bear the shame. What a letdown, oh that was a passing remark by the way.
It suddenly dawned on me that I am approaching nineteen, random eh. Eighteen already felt so old. It’s my last year being a teenager, and I feel the pressure already. The responsibility especially, is a heavy one indeed. And please stop asking me about my plan of having a better half, because I don’t see the need yet. Oh what a contradiction. I do admit having the pressure of seeing my friends attached one by one but yeah who cares?
Like Shikin says, “No boyfriend? No problem!” Lol we both like real eh. You know I know, but public dunno.. *evil laughter* And hey, you MIA lor!
Having spent some time typing this long post, I am suddenly craving for the Soto Ayam at AMK again. And oh I dropped my watch, so I need to send it in for repair! Luckily the warranty is still on! And that’s also the reason why you do not see me wear that watch anymore. Lol.
On another note I need to save up for a trip this year end to some place in the world. I am super duper excited for it, serious. Alright then, enough of blabbering. I wish all of you a good Sunday tmr.
Oh I’m gonna do some retail therapy tmr and I’m gonna have a haircut too. My hair’s like a gorilla now. I’m still thinking of adding some colour to my hair though. How about that? Well, I know my hair is already spoilt. Rebonding what?
Okay then, adios! Amigos!
These are the videos of the 4 teruna's when they invaded my house like how the Japanese did Lol. A tad too late but it's alright. Enjoy!~~
Vieos courtesy of Hyrul Anuar & Imran Ajmain. :)
Video One - Suprise! but tak surprised. Lol.
Video Two: Interview & Room Invasion LOL.
Empat Teruna in the car! Lol.
Pssst: When your heart speaks, no one understands.
♥She said her piece. @ 10:19 PM