Listen To Your Heart

Yesterday. It was a minute plan actually. I was lazing at home surfing the net and Sv texted me asking if I was free. Since I happened to be free and most importantly bored-like hell, I agreed and went along for the recording. It was a fruitful one, at least I enjoyed myself grooving to the beats, except for the fact that those idiots really pissed me off lah.

Fancy pushing yourself against one another, stepping on people's foot and banging your head on my head with your ugly and smelly breath? Your head lah, idiot. Cermin diri tu sendiri!
BODOH!

Stupid, immatured and dumb kids. I could have just lost my temper there and then but he fact that UTT was right closely beside me for 2 segments when he was hosting made my day. UTT okay, hot nak mampos lah! Hmm. But I didn't snap a pic with him though! (:

AND! Hyrul bettled out his latest new singles, Asal Kau Bahagia & Tanda Kasih. The Hyrulites were supporting him in RED! Pheewit! (:

Overall, I felt it was a great effort by Dua M, namely Najib Ali, along with his co-hosts, Suhaimi Yusof and fixed-partner, Era Farida. I especially fell in love with the segment whereby every couple present at the event were to confess their love for each other and relive their memories. Some veteran couples and even young ones were seen shedding tears and hug were seen everywhere.. All of them were also given a stalk of rose. Aww.. How sweet..

Not forgetting, the karaoke contest which was won by a petite lady who sang the song "Asmara". There was a story behind her performance. Well, when she was experiencing difficulty during labour for her third child, her husband actually sang that song in her ear and eventually the child was given birth.. So touching eh?

After the event, we were hanging around and then decided to walk to Carpark F all the way from Carpark D to have dinner at the food centre ar East Coast Park. And so we did. A bonding and gossiping session while walking to the destination, right Inshi & Atiyah? Hahaha..

When we finally reached and realised the food centre was full, we decided to have an encore and laid out our mats once again and have a picnic dinner under tree, on the grass. Liana's idea. Hahaha. But yes, we really did. All of us took turns to buy the food and we had a chilling time by the waters, on the grass having out late dinner.

With love, Fiza. Thank you for all the gifts! <3>

Without Liana(Secretary), there will be no one to write down the minutes of our meetings, to be my gossip partner and secret-keeper. Without her, Female Excos will feel vertically-challenged when facing Izarrudin Arbani. Lol. ILY babe!~~

Without Aishah, there wouldn't be jokes cracked to make us laugh(and cry) even in our unglamourous state. All her help in the building for this fanclub since Day One, can it even be forgotten? Aww man so touching. ILY too!

Without Shikin(Asst. Secretary), there would be no one to print out everything we need especially proposals and come up with bombastic ideas! There would also be no one to laugh like so demurely and smile so sweetly. She really isn't what she looks to be. Well, at least not innocent hor babe? ILY too.

Without Zuraimi(Treasurer), I would have to still be the one doing the accounts whe there are events. It can be a headache at times doing accounts and admin together you know! No Zuraimi means no lame jokes! Lol.

Without Izarr(Webmaster), will HyrulAnuar.com even exist? Maybe yes but won't be as great as it is presently. We have to thank our dearest Abg Long for his great effort in the website/blog and forum too. Power gedabak ah, bang! Without him, we will feel clueless at times cause he never fail to show us the guidance that we need most of the time, well being experienced in life. Lol. He's like our brother already, aww so sweet gitu lor.

The Flowery Ladies, mcm baru balek shopping, padahal dinner je. Lol.

Smart mamats. Lol it rhymes!

Thanks to Izarr, all the way from JB! I suka nyah!

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That's all for now. Had too great a time yesterday and I already feel guilty. I will be back to intensive revision tomorrow. Psychology is really killing me. For the next few days, I will be camping @ Jurong West Library as a refugee. Nahh..

I'll be doing my revision there, alone. There's too many distractions at home like the television, Internet and food. Even if I'll be alone at home, I'd rather study outside to ensure 100% concentration. And so, I shall be on HIATUS till next Monday when exams end and I'll be as free as a bird. And I have so many plans to be executed, yet again? Lol.

I'm putting my priorities right. I want a better GPA. I am very scared for Year 3 though. It's really late now and I ought to be in bed already cause I'm expecting an early rise-and-shine tmr.

Till then, take care my dear people!
To My Dees, happpy mugging for exams! :)

Pssst: Again, I put on a facade. Gosh.

FAMILY LOVE!

My parents have been really busy working in the day but they do not fail to shower us the love we deserve. They have been busy to the extent that we haven't been eating home-cooked food minus the fact that we have home-cooked food over at my relatives' or my grandma's place when there are gatherings or meet-ups.

But, they never once forgot about our well-being. Almost everything is taken care of for my siblings but for myself, as the eldest I was expected to be independent. (:

Everyday without fail even when I come home late, either one will wait for up for this precious daughter of theirs reach home safely. What is that if not love? And I will always share about what happened during my day, no matter good or bad with them. They know a few of my secret though! *winks*

I FEEL VERY BLESSED , I REALLY DO. <3>
I thank God for blessing me with such a family. We don't really confess our love openly but the love is obvious and can be seen. I thank Allah for this. Alhamdulilah..

Oh I've not forgotten, it was Mama's birthday last Friday! I treated the family to a KFC delivery feast treat plus more sinful food. I also got a slice of Chocolate Of A Thousand Leaves from Coffee Bean. Action ah want to blow candle.. Hahaha. Mama's colleagues and boss also had a surprise for her at her workplace and it was a Blueberry Chocolate cake. How blessed..

Mama, I love you <3>

On Valentines' Day, I spent the evening over at Auntie Ima's crib at Tampines for a birthday party. This time, maternal side. It was Nurul Shamin's birthday(9th Feb) and Auntie Ima's(12 Feb) too.

Don't ask me about Valentines, err nothing special ah. Wait until I get hitched but yeah wait long long. So choosy how to get boyfriend? Lol. Ah nvm belajar dulu lagi senang.

Setahun telah pun berlalu..
Tiada sehari pun yang berlalu tanpa ku mengingati dirimu..
Gambarmu di kamarku sentiasa membuat airmata ini mengalir..
Rindu ini cuba ku ubati namun ternyataku lemah sendiri..

Ku sedekahkan Al-Fateha kepada,
Allahyarham Sharif Bin Ibrahim.

I still remember his last words to me a few days before his death.
It was like as if he knew it was time.
Those words would be forever etched in this heart.
"I won't disappoint you and that's for sure."
This I Promise You.

For I love you, and I miss you.
ALLAH, lindungi Atokku.
Ku amat menyayangimu. <3>

1) I don't like to eat vegetables, any kind. I am very cerewet(super-particular) about a lot of things. Haha!~~

2) I have an obsession with my hair, especially when it comes to styling and combing. Rambut itu adalah mahkota seorang wanita, betol tak? Bad hair day can really affect my mood for the day and I won't feel confident being in public. (:

3) I love doing housework when I am alone at home. I prefer doing the work and when I am not being told or instructed to do so.It must be of my own accord, then would it be sincere.

4) I must listen to music everytime before I go to sleep and while dressing up or putting on make-up. I would feel that something is missing if there's no music.

5) When eating outside, I order food without vegetables, especially taugeh. I hate it the most. I also won't start drinking or opening my can of drink before my food comes. Special. Lol.

6) I don't eat Laksa, except for the gravy. I don't eat Tom Yam too because I think it taste weird. Urgh..

7) I plan to get married by 27 and have 2 children, a boy and a girl. But career comes first, yes I am gonna be career-minded woman. Calon bf tkde nak ingat kahwin! Cheybah!~~

8) Guys with long eyelashes, cool hairstyle and a goatee turn me on. (Sadiq, kau jgn terase eh! Lol.) Someone like Taufik? Nolah.. But it's just a liking though. The heart and character matters more to me. (:

9) I only watch interesting movies which are romantic or horror. I don't like action-packed movies. I can sleep, I'm telling you. (Like how I slept watching Ip Man!) \

11) I personally feel that the combination of Pink & Black is the most beautiful in the whole wide world. I am a typical lady who buys bags, shoes and accessories non-stop and feel guilty at the end of the day at times. Lol!

12) I write songs during my free time and whenever a melody randomly comes, I will record it in my handphone. I lost most of them though. Sad case. And I love singing, err karaoke to be exact lol. Release stress ah!~~

13) I have flu almost every morning. I'll start sneezing when I wake up. Morning sighness. But it will gradually be gone..

14) I am very particular about the usage of language, spelling and grammar. Plus the pronounciation and articulation of words. Diction ah.. I feel uneasy and will correct people when they make these mistakes, bukan action or sombong okay!~~

15) I don't like to take long-distance walk because I don't like to sweat that much. If I am working out, that's an exception. Hah very particular..

16) You can tell that I am angry or irritated when I just keep quiet and ignore you when you talk to me.

17) I don't like to confront people, I rather keep it all to myself because I am nice like that. But if you cross the limit,then I'll flare up. You wouldn't want to see me in that state. It will be, embarassing.

18) I want to make my own children's drama/musical/talent show/ one day. I prefer to work with Lower Primary School students, rather than preschoolers. I teach Speech & Drama & Creative Writing for Lower Primary at SJI Junior, by the way. I'm just a call away if you wanna hire me! Lol.

19) I don't like people to reply my smses witk "K", better dont reply at all like that. "Okay" is so much more better. And I am very particluar about sms which do not have punctuations and using abbreviations! So difficult to understand! Yes! I'm very particular about it..

20) I take 3 hours to get ready before going out of the house. I'm a Superstar, you see. Lol.

21) If I like someone, I will never take the first move because I've got a strong/high ego. Even if it's the 21st, century, err no way. *rolls eyes*

22) I love to help people, even at some expenses because I love the satisfaction you get from helping others.

23) I believe that Dato' Siti Nurhaliza is the most beautiful woman I've ever met in my whole life.

24) Only Dato' Siti Nurhaliza, Dayang Nurfaizah, Taufik Batisah, Hyrul Anuar, Jamal Abdillah, Saleem Iklim, Sleeq and Irwansyah can make me hooked on to the television watching their performance with their fantabulous vocals or their jaw-dropping looks. Music that makes me go wooah would be R&B, Dangdut and Pop. Slow rock will do for me, but never, hardcore rock or metal. Heh.

25) I plan to work after my diploma as a Kindergarten teacher to earn some money and then go back to school. I plan to major in media-related courses, filming or go to NIE to be a trained primary-school teacher. I'm keeping my paths open. but I definitely will want to kejar impian dan cita-cita yang tinggi!~~ See how!

Those Days.

Friday
It was the official last day of Year 2! Alhamdulilah, I managed to pass the hurdle -once again. After school, I went home to get ready for Charity Fiesta! Hoho!~~

And hey, Hyrul happened to have his "Alfie" shooting at the block next to mine and he did some stunts. Yeah I went to watch the shooting lol. A lot of people were kay-poh-ing too, including my neighbours! Haha watch "Alfie" which will debut every WEDNESDAYS, starting on March 4(9pm) only on Suria, if you wanna know more yeah! 5 episodes by the way! (:

He was wearing a Superman shirt and doing the stunt! Memanglah kene.. Lepas tu he flew to Woodlands kan.. Superman kan boleh fly! Lol!

Was this far initally, SEGAN woh!

Then went nearer, but did not snap a photo as I looked unglam and he was tired plus I was damn segan as I was alone and also I was already late to meet Sadiq and Marina for Charity Fiesta!

Aide iskandar, Aaron Aziz, Syed Azmir, Syarif Sleeq, Taufik Salleh, and more were all on the field! The most hilarious part and person would be the one and only SHEIKH HAIKEL! He scored 2 goals by the way! LOL!

Performances by Jatt Ali(Gadis Ayu and an evergreen English song), Fuad Rahma(Bayu!), Imran Ajmain(Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang!) and Syed Azmir(Permintaan Hati)! Azmir also sang Anugerah, song written by Fandi Ahmad. Ever knew Fandi Ahmad released an album before? No worries, I don't. Lol.

What? No I did not forget one person, it's just that I need to specially mention that his performance was the best for the night! Imagine me having goosebumps hearing him sing Tanda Kasih live? It wasn't the first time by the way! Lol! So pada sesiapa yg tak pegi, korang rugi ah!For that, congratulations HYRUL ANUAR! (:

Pssst: It's time to be selfish, enough of giving in lah. To Marina, take care! (:

#2 - Telematch!
Everybody were separated into 4 groups. The cycle is for the team member to run a few metres
ahead while holding on to a plastic cupwhich have been cut with holesand upon reaching the umbrella, she is to turn around the umbrella for 3/4/5/6/7 times.

In the drowsiness state, she is to go down to the waters and collect some seawater using the plastic cup, ru back to the original starting point and fill in the 1.5 bottle with seawater!

This was damn hilarious especially the part when one group tried to disturb another group and when the group member got drowsy and walked like a zombie! Lol!

#3 - Treasure Hunt!
Still in the same groups, the members are to take photos at the landmarks bluetoothed to them. 5 out of 21. They are to ask strangers to take their photos for them and complete the hunt in the shortest time possible! Sungguh kanchiong dan memenatkan kan?

#4 - Dog & Bone!
This was an extra game as they actually completed the previous game in a very hsort period of time!Two different groups, with an unbalanced number of males/females in a group. This was when the girls got brutal!

Kasar nak mampos sia anak-anak dara nie semua, including the one typing! Finally, you see that side of me. Lol.

A few injured people, with cuts, bruises and sprained ankles. Very bad. Apologies to Titie, Olie and Sadiq ye! Claim duit doctor from Hyrul. (:

#5 - Oh Mighty Captain's Ball!
This was another game where the girls AND the guys got very rough! And the final games was hilarious when the Exco Team versus the Ultimate Players Team because we lost! Hahahaha!