Listen To Your Heart

2009-09-02T00:22:00.006+08:00

470th Post. I'm moving.

Earthlings, I now blog on Wordpress. Read my thoughts whatsover here.

http://www.ladylicious90.wordpress.com/

Thank you! :)

2009-08-27T13:07:00.006+08:00

Like A Rose.

Aku cinta padamu, Bunga Mawar. <3>

It's been quite some time since I last blogged. Okay allow me to remove all the cob webs here. Again, I've got to agree that Blogger's seems a lil redundant to me because of the existence of Facebook and Twitter. Technology works like magic, doesn't it? The same goes for some others, I suppose. I hope I still do have some readers, eh?

Anyway, I know I haven't been updating this space regarding my regular spots/events and whatever that I've been busy with. But hey, there's always Twitter & Facebook. I am VERY active over those sides. Haha. I flood the spaces, comments etc so read them! At the very least I don't dominate the space lah. But I'll blog as and when. (:

At the moment, I'm on my 2 months semester break and have ended my contract as a teacher at PCF Kindergarten. Speech & Drama? I'm giving it a break due to some personal reasons.

Sometimes, things just happen. Sometimes, it sucks. The world is round, you see. It's not that big ether. No matter what, messages get relayed. So, yeah if you get what I mean good. I'm not gonna get back at you or confront you, oh so whatever. Buang masa aku je, :P

Fasting month have so far been smooth. Barely a week but I get reminded by my late Atok a lot. He's always in my mind and every time I look at that photo hung in our living room, I can't help but shed some tears. Hmm, you know that feeling of someone missing. It's really a painful one. I wished he was still with us. There's too many memories and it's a missing puzzle there, can't help it. :)

At the same moment, I've got some issues and I've tried my best. At the rate I'm going, I can go crazy. Thank God for the awesome friends and family I've got. InsyaAllah, it's all gonna be fine. It just takes a little bit more patience and resilience. Have fun and live life as it is, that's the way. (Not applicable at all times, seriously. Sighs.)

I'll come back on a more regular basis here since I do have spare time when I'm online at night. So yeah, see you. What an abrupt blog update but who cares. :P

Meanwhile, watch this videos! :)

Click here: OUR CRAZY NIGHT! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA & RINA!

HAD A BLAST! :)

Pssst: You must have casted a spell on me. Thanks for making me smile. :)

2009-08-05T02:34:00.004+08:00

Actually.

Kali ini kusadari, aku telah jatuh cinta.

Psst: I love the song leh. Syed Azmir, sing it at my wedding, pretty please? Lol. *perasan mode*

2009-08-05T02:02:00.006+08:00

Come Closer.

Starbucks @ East Coast Park. (:

I've been neglecting this space I realised, though I'm online practically every night. Well, sometimes you know that kinda thing like you have so much to blog but when you have the laptop starin back at you, your mind goes blank. I feel that I want to blog about too many things but I am always busy doing work, work and more work.

Anyway, it's somehow a bliss though cause some things should be kept private. I tend to blabber too much at times, I feel lah. Today's the last day of practicum! I don't know what and how to feel. I should be happy because the war is almost over, just a semester more. At the same time, I feel kinda sad too as I've grown so attached to these Playgroup kids. I guess the tears will flow automatically later, awww how sweet. Must standby tissue box later. (:

It's funny? No it's not at all. Know how difficult it was for me to fight my way through this undesired-turned-become-interested course? Have you ever felt the pressure? Have you ever done something you don't like? It sucks, big time. That's why I call it a war. Close friends who knows my story, as to why and how and what, only you guys will understand. Those who don't know, don't even guess okay. :)

I AM A SURVIVOR. (:

Little I know, time ticked away, too quickly I felt. Hmm I don't wish to blog about this. But one thing for sure, I feel you. I know I owe you an apology but I somehow just cannnot muster enough courage to do so. Just so you know, I feel terrible. I feel guilty playing the I-Shall-Ignore-You game but I thought it would be better. I need to move on, you know and I'm trying. If there's anyone who will understand this paragraph, it can only be you. (:

People, go on, play the guessing game but I advise you not to waste your time lah. Bah it's uninteresting anyway. I'm off to sleep already. I'll be completing my assignment later. So yeah, I'm still leading a student's life. :)

Good day ALL!

To those going, SEE YOU THERE! Expect a colourful night of music and be serenaded by this Putera Popular! It's gonna be Britney Spear's Circus - MALAY VERSION. (:

REMEMBER THE DRESS CODE: RED AND BLACK as usual!

2009-07-30T20:59:00.011+08:00

Rendezvous with Imran.

Mr Seribu Tahun. :)

Doesn't the title of this post sounds wrong? Lol. No worries, it was Imran's 2nd Album launch lah. It's titled Punca & Tindakan. I've never felt stupid supporting Malay music. I am proud to be a Malay. Now, that's so random. Heh but it applies to some people. :)

It was a night of glamour and everything nice! I love the decorations of the place itself. Not too extravagantly done but gorgeous. Senang kata, sedap mata memandang. :) A little like a dais, super perfect when Saerah dueted with Imran for Jika Engkau Pergi. Oh my special shoutout for this song. I'm just awed at the amazing composition and lyrics. It flows really well and I did shed tears for this song when Saerah did. Yeah I got to admit I love it. Kudos to Imran! *throws confetti*

Congratulations to Imran for bagging Gold for Jika Engkau Pergi at World Championships Of Performing Arts Competition at Los Angeles. Not only that, he also brought home 2 more Bronze Medals! What more can I say? We're all very proud of you, Imran. :)

Fauzie hosted the event. Kesian dia, penat hosting dari Eastpoint. His jacket was nice! Kay sidetrack lol. Event started off well and Imran was a little shy, I guess. Imagine standing on an elevated stage in front of what seemed to be almost 200 people in a hotel function room and you're the only one holding on the microphone. But he managed to joke. Thumbs up to Imran. :)

He started off the set with the awaited Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang. It strummed my heartstrings. The melody, so mellow. Get what I mean? You know that kinda effect that some songs have that sparks magic? It's WOW! Another composition with Alyph Sleeq, Mengaku Kalah made me reflect that night. You two are GREAT, I don't have any doubts about that! Pls don't stop creating magic, dearies! :)

Imran made me laugh so much when he sang the Kantoi song with a young boy Fayyadh who was playing on the Ukulele, a cute & smaller version of the guitar! So cute! That's Mama's favourite song, she used it as her ringtone okay? Lol. Oh I must comment that Zul Mystroe can beatbox so well for the song Yang Ku Perlu! You got mouths in your mouth is it? My god, naik bulu roma ku!~~

Oh not forgetting Imran whistled to Seribu Tahun while Fayyadh was playing on the Ukelele! He mentioned that someone won while singing to a particular song at WCOPA! Don't you think that's so cool?!

Overall, I felt it was a smooth and enjoyable experience to be serenaded by this Penyanyi Paling Jiwang. Because I AM JIWANG. It's in me. Orang yang jiwang nie banyak gunakan hati dan perasaan tau. Huhuhu. It was a pleasure to be sitting down and appreciating his vocals. Like what he said, he maybe a singer whose vocal range is not that broad to be proud about because of his low voice but that does not stop him from doing his best and trying all odds. With that, I congratulate you again on the birth of your second album and I still want to mention that I am so damn proud of you.

Congratulations Imran Ajmain and his manager, Kak Raudha Ismail for the wonderful event! :)

Feeling superstar on red carpet!~~

Thanks Mamahani, Hamyza & Mira for the awesome night! :)

Hamyza & Mamahani. Photos credits to Mira. :)

Saerah was there too. :)

We love each other. Kita rasa lawa malam tu, kan kan kan? Lol!

Mr Popular also have, with his new hairstyle. Wheewit. :)

Forever cheeky ah these two! Pfft. But fun! Shhh ah! :P

The crazy Lydia & Eally. Lol.

Remember this boy? Hensem kan ini budak dah besar. :P

We then headed for supper at Bencoolen, and then home sweet home!

Relaku menunggumu, seribu tahun lama lagi..
:)

2009-07-26T16:21:00.005+08:00

Split it, love.

First thing foremost, I wonder if I'm the only one who's having problems viewing my blog page using Firefox. So if you have the same problem then the solution is to use Internet Explorer. Hah, changing my layout soon anyway. :)

Anyway, "Hi readers!" Don't you think that Facebook & Twitter have made Blogger redundant? It just defeats the purpose man. Urgh the wonders of technology. Improvisations here and there. Oh wait, do I still have readers ahaha? Whatever it is, I still love Blogger so here I am posting. A little update. :)

Practicum's ending soon in about 2 weeks time! I swear it's killing me. Body feels super worn out being at the centre for almost 9 hours a day. But of course, the children makes everything worthwhile. I love my children so much. I will definitely make a good Mummy! :)

NDP's coming soon and it's weird that I did not have the urge to hang the National Flag this year and that's a miracle! I'm super patriotic I tell you! Oh I've NEVER gotten the tickets for NDP before though I register EVERY YEAR! SERIOUSLY? Heh.

Anyways, I've been occupied with a few things and shall inform you guys soon. That's all for the short update. Not forgetting!

Attended Imran's 2nd Album launch yesterday evening and I'll blog about it next! Stay tuned! :)

Dia untukku, bukan untukmu.
Dia milikku, bukan milikmu.
:)

2009-07-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

Deep Thoughts.

Hi Earthlings. I'm not on a total hiatus but it's just that I have barely enough time to complete my tasks, much less blog. Thanks for dropping by though! I'm more active on Facebook and Twitter and that's where I live in the cyber world. Huhuhu. Here's some thoughts I just felt like penning.

#1
I've got 3 more weeks for attachment and I'm sure it will just go by, smoothly. It has been quite mundane over at the centre though, the children repeat the same routine everyday. Urgh. I'm never gonna work in a childcare centre. Too much work. Kindergarten? I wouldn't mind though. Heh. But we'll see. :)

I need to make up on some dates for some outings with so many people. I'll surely make it up people, I promised. :) I can't wait to end attachment on August 7. Oh man I'm a survivor!

#2
I'm currently bothered by an issue. And I've figured that it's of a crystal clear legacy only to me. I've discussed with a few people and good grief, they share the same views too. That shows that something has got to be done and that's where I got trapped and never saved. I'm lost in Neverland. There's one solution but it's not an easy one to implement. God, stay with me. :)

#3
Anothing thing. I don't think it's the first time I'm saying this. I can't stand people who do not use their fuckin' brains to think before they speak or write. Seriously, make use of that gift from God! Some people too loves jumping to conclusions without knowing the whole situation, what the fuck. Seriosuly, get a life and stop menjaga tepi kain orang! Why must it be me seh? CB NB, :/

#4
I have personally lost interest in watching Anugerah 2009 but being a supporter of local music, I have this urge to watch it though I get disappointed each and everytime. Maybe it's because I kept on comparing it to some other shows and Anugerah 2005 kot? Heh.

Anyhoots, I didn't agree with the results for Anugerah this week. I mean, seriously. I lament on how true the results can be actually? Hmm oh whatever. No names mention, don't hate me yet. Huhu. Perhaps, I was expecting too much. Hahaha I shouldn't be comparing SG & MY right, I know! Whatever it is, support local music!

I'll blog when time allows k. Till then take care!~~

Am curently enjoying watching APM 2009.
:)

2009-07-09T02:55:00.008+08:00

Gone Too Soon.

,.
Usher. I will NEVER get over him. This man is amazing. I love him too much. :)
He was my first love for R&B.

MJ.
Rest in peace.
It's still hard to believe he's gone.
He reminds me of my younger days too much. :(

Pssst: Smile no matter what. :)

2009-07-08T22:12:00.007+08:00

The Bonafide Experience. <3

Date: Thursday 2 July 2009
Time: 8 - 9.30pm.
Venue: Zirca!~~

Hi sexy people! Yes now's the time! I had a great time with Kin, Sv and Wana at Zirca last Thursday attending this very exclusive and awaited showcase by none other than Mark Bonafide. I personally think he's a God-gifted talent and is a REAL entertainer. Probably the best Rapper in Singapore to date? Huhuhu.

Happy Birthday, sexy. :)

Before the event outside the club.

The showcase was worth the long wait, about an hour. Anticipating what was gonna be in store, I got so imaginative. Hehehehe. You know the ambience in the club was perfect. Hmm. It was my first time at Zirca and I got to say that the interior rocks to the core. And whoever said the cover charge was EXPENSIVE? Please do your checks, it's almost the same. I would like to party there one day, hehehe. Girls, what say you? :)

Credits to Zirca website and Rama from Triple Noize!~~

Met new friends! :)

Get it right, not all clubbers drink and get drunk hor. :/

Mark belted out songs from his latest album and it was da bomb! Love the aura he exudes. And I jsut can't stop commenting how different he looked now compared to the past. Remember that MYBG performance 4 years ago at "An Evening With Taufik?" *rings bell*

Put Taufik beside him and they'll look like Usher and Neyo on stage. How hot can that be?! *drools*

Lyn Maritza, if only you were there with me! Lol. :)

Anyhooots! Gayle performed "So Bonafide" with him. Vannessa and Don too performed my favourite, "Hey Girl" together with Mark. It was sexy and sinful okay. Anyways, that lucky girl must not have slept that night when Mark asked her on stage and yeah, did that to her. You got me high, dude! Oh my gosh! *wheewit*

And yeah it was his birthday the day before so there was a surprise. Yes a cake and a birthday song. Awww!~~

Congratulations Mark! :)
See you soon! *winks*

Bumped into someone and we expected to meet. Lol. But he act shy. Hello? Bleargh. :p

I dunno how to describe this man. And oh I cannot believe what he said to me. Hahahaha. *coughs*

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Oh one more thing!

Imran's upcoming album titled "Punca Dan Tindakan."

The album's ready for orders so just click on "Imran Ajmain" on my links. First 100 in Singapore gets to come for the album launch on the 25th July!

I've emailed in so you do the same okay. :)
Kak Raudha, loyalty for advertisement ah? Lol!

To those going, see you all there! :)

Pssst: Because.... I love you. <3>

2009-07-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

I don't like being busy with this!

The title of this post says it all. :/
Thank you for dropping by and sorry for getting bored since there isn't updates here. I update Facebook & Twitter regularly though, maybe more than regular for Twitter. Hehehehe.

Currently busy with lesson plans and setting up of learning corners and all. Will be back to update on Wednesday probably. :)

*hugs*

PRACTICUM SUCKS.
Especially (if you know what I mean.)

Psst: You're so sexy I wanna strip you. So hot I wanna freeze you. So delicious I wanna eat you up. My Gosh. :)

2009-07-04T00:08:00.003+08:00

July Is Here.

Follow me on Twitter. I'm active there and FB. Lol.
http://twitter.com/FizaSuperstar

Hi readers. yes, I've migrated. Welcome to Ladylicious, still! The story behind this migration was that I accidentally deleted the old blog by mistake. Careless mistake, I know! :p

Wanna know how I'm coping with practicum so far? Seriously. Hmm. :/

I hate practicum. Try being in my shoes and enduring. I survived thus far and I swear I'll cry on Graduation Day next May. I can't believe I am where I am doing what I am doing. I'm attached, to the Playgroup class meaning the 2-3 year old children by the way. I call this journey a Beautiful Disaster. Yes I love kids like a lot but managing this group can be very challenging at times, seriously!

On a positive note, I'm learning a lot from this and I do my best for this module because it's 18 fcuking credit units! Damn it! 8 weeks being in the centre and we are barely halfway through okay. Even so, I told myself that I WILL NEVER WORK IN A CHILDCARE CENRE. No way.

I won't mind teaching in a Kindergarten though, it's one of the plans I have actually but we'll see how it goes. Mass Comm, I'll still be reaching you. :)

I do feel like a fee labour in the centre cause we are on unpaid attachment. The reasons they gave us were like "Oh Whatever". Bleargh, don't bother! Anyway, colleagues have been pretty enjoyable to work and joke with too. Alhamdulilah. Repeating the same routine is really boring for someone like menwho prefers something new everyday but what to do, ikot je rentak diorang!~~

July is here too. I don't know why but I don't look forward to this month. I know I'll be very busy and stressed this month, thus try not to irritate me as I can get affected easily. Plus a lot of work to do! Lessons and all. It's kinda ______.

All I'm gonna do is endure! 5 more weeks. :(

I try not to miss out on some things that don't deserved to be missed like Mark Bonafide's Exclusive Showcase: The Bonafide Experience @ Zirca yesterday! I'll update about it in the next update alright. It was awesome. :)

Till then, take care. And please do your relinks! :)
:)

Psst: You.

2009-06-28T23:22:00.009+08:00

StarLites' 09!

Mummy, it's over! :(

Apologies for the delay. I needed time for a detailed review! Busy lady mah, huhuhu. :)

Disclaimer: Not all photos here are official ones. ALL official photos will be updated by end of June. Will inform here and on HyrulAnuar.com! Videos too! :)

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WARNING:
This is going to be a very lengthy post so bear with me but I assure a detailed review of the event! :)

First thing I exclaimed when I woke up on 20 June: Hurray! The day is finally here! Months of hard work and endless meetings plus brainstorming sessions are just about to bear some fruit. :)

Headed to the venue with lots of things in mind but the most important thing was to put up a great show for the day. I'm glad we did. 14 contestants reported before 12.30pm and they were briefed by Zuraimi(Floor Manager of the day) of the sequence of happenings. (There were more than 20 at first but unfortunately they had to back out due to some personal reasons and we respect their decision.) Minus-one/karaoke cds were handed over and their number stickers were give out too.

I could clearly see and feel the nervousness displayed by the contestants. Some were singing softly to their chosen song(soft but I could still hear them lol!) while others were fidgeting on their seats and staring into blank space, probably thinking about how they will look and sound on stage later on when the event starts proper.

By this time, The Hyrulites Exco were ready, all took their positions. Shikin was ready at the reception table to welcome the guest and marking attendance. Aishah was busy settling the food everybody brought(there was a lot!) plus assisting Shikin too. Zuraimi looks confident to carry out the most important task of the day as the Floor Manager. Izarr too was busy setting up his sound system to make sure that the sound being produces on that day was perfect. And of course, as the Chairlady I was ready to overlook every single thing on that day, even minor details.

Design by our webmaster, Izarr. :)

The trophies and games prizes! :)

Posters and banners were pasted on the walls with help from ur crew members, Putri and Illa who came earlier to assist in the preparations. They were also the ones who blew the balloons as decorations for the stage. Thanks to the Cik Bani, Cik Murni & Wak Yam in helping Aishah with the food preparations too. Ready, okay!

Ashmi, host of the day.

Soundcheck!

Then came the soundchecks! A brief introduction to what we can expect from the introduction. Impressive. Ashmi Roslan, being the host of the event started the event on track. After the welcoming all, Hyrul(who were being held at backstage) was invited to come on stage and he belted out his new upcoming single, which would be available in his upcoming debut album, POPULAR.

This Putera Popular always impress us with his showmanship and presence on stage while performing. Hyrul seemed to be setting the standards. Hahaha. The contestants must be feeling even more nervous, I guess!

Thank you so much for coming, really appreciate it! :)

Unfortunately, Hyrul had to leave for an event at Taman Jurong CC and couldn't join us throughout then event. He was excited about being one of the judges of the event, isn't it? Too bad though. Nonetheless, we engaged Cik Asiyah Sinnan, together with her husband, Encik Abdul Jalil plus not forgetting Pakcik Maman as the professional judges of the event. They sure have inquisitive ears when it comes to listening to the contestants singing.

A shot, short of Izarr before he left. :)

Part I
First 8 contestants belting out their choice of songs. We had a Siti Nurhaliza clone and also a Bandi Amuk clone, in terms of voice and performance I meant. Also a mum of three who got so comfortable on stage and aroused the crowd and made them groove along to her singing. Yes, a range of different kinds of voices were heard. Some contestants couldn't release the tension they had with them as they performed on stage. Yes imagine almost 100 people watching you singing on stage alone wile the music is playing. I felt the nerves too!

Nonetheless, I felt that they were all people who can at least, sing. There wasn't any elimination round for this competition by the way, all of them are so called "finalists", vying for the Top 5 positions, as mentined by Ashmi. 8 songs were done, out of which 2 were English.

Looks like a mum of 3 to you?

Dato' Siti Nurhaliza's clone!

Bandi Amuk's clone!

Game A: Musical Chair
To ease the tense atmostphere, we then proceed on having our first game. You may think it's kinda boring and childish to have this game but you will never realised how much fun and laughter we had unless you were there. All these were made possible because of the very sporting and fun nature of both the participants and the audiences!

A litle secret, we initially planned for the games to be twisted a little in the sense that the person who doesn't get a seat by the time the music ends, he or she would have to guess the title of the song and that particular song would of a different tempo, making it more difficult. Failure in guessing the correct name of the song would deem her to be eliminated. But we had to scrape it off due to time constraints. Anyhoots, we had fun, especially the 7 of them! Dapat hadiah lagi!

And hey!
What's a paid event without refreshments? Yes, after the first game we had a one-hour tea break where all the contestants and audiences filled their stomachs with all the glorious food.

Tea Break: Makan Time!

A random shot. :)

Part II
At 4.30pm sharp, everyone were asked to be back inside the theaterette for the contination of the event. This time round, 6 contestants strutted their stuffs. A 14 year-old boy who danced well and confidently on stage. A powerful voice belonging to a sweet lady who eventually became the judges' choice and made the crowd go crazy with the screams. Plus a 10-year old girl who portrayed confidence like no other 10-year old. It truly wasn't a torture to stay on and watch the competition. Finally, all the contestants have performed!

14-year old! He danced. :)

Our soundmen, Izarr and brother, Hakim.

Game B: Dance Revolution
Of course, then it's time for another game! 7 random people from the audience were picked out. They were then blindfolded and positioned on stage, with the help of Zuraimi & Aishah. Izarr, being the DJ of the day played continous songs, ranging from different genres like Dangdut, Slow and Bollywood . Yes non-stop! So what did the contestants had to do? Yes DANCE!

We saw all of them dancing vigourosly and it was really entertaining observing how they changed their steps to suit the music that was playing. It was so hilarious that most of us cried while laughin our heads off! We practically LOL! And oh the motive of this game?

We picked out the MOST SPORTING one who wasn't shy on stage and we took off the blindfolds on the other participants one by one. So yes, in the last few songs, she was the only one dancing on stage. Alone! But she didn't know! That's what makes it really hilarious! Such a sport!

Results!
Scoresheets were collected from the judges beforehand before the games and the results were compiled by Shikin. A discussion session by the judges and finally the results were handed over! Ohh!~~

All contestants were asked up on stage to be presented with a Certificate of Participation and Appreciation for joining StarLites' 09. Then came the gruelling time when the Top 5 was announced!

4th Runner Up: Mohd Saril (Bandi Amuk's clone)
3rd Runner Up: Sharifa Alawiyah (Mum of three who rocked the stage and theatrette!)
2nd Runner Up: Amirul Ashraf (14-year old who can dance and sing!)
1st Runner Up: Siti Syakirah (10-year old with blooming confidence!)

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE 4 OF YOU FOR BEING IN THE TOP 5!

WINNER:
NURUL AFIQAH!
(Everybody went 'Matahari, as if they knew the reslts already!)

CONGRATULATIONS TO AFIQAH FOR BEING CROWNED THE WINNER OF THE FIRST EVER STARLITES!

Singing Matahariku, originally sang by Agnes Monica. :)

Top 3! Aged 14, 16 and 10! Still young! :)

ALL the courageous contestants! :)

I then had my time on stage to say out a Thank You speech which almost made me tear but I held it back. The background music suited the atmosphere just nice. Bahh it was "This I Promise You." by N'Sync. I'll leave my thank-you's at the end of this blog post.

Special Treat: Father's Day Celebration!
In conjunction of Father's Day the next day, we had a special treat for ALL the Fathers present. To appreciate all their sacrifices in the lives of their family and children, here's aspecial treat of them.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :)

To my Dad too! He loved the chocolates I bought him, yay! His favourtie mah. :)

We didn't stop at that. Love comes in a pair. So we asked the other-halves to be onstage. Hahaha it was really cute. And we did it again. What did we do? Izarr played some funky, Dangdut and slow music. Some were really sporting and they joined in the fun! Awww such sporting people, awesome!

The event ended when we invited the Winner, Afiqah on stage for an encore performance. A tribute to all the Dad's on stage. Nice one. After which, Ashmi officialy closed the event. Good grief!

A Note From Fiza to ALL of you.

Firstly, my heartfelt congratulations to the winner of StarLites ‘09, that’s Afiqah! To the other contestants, I hope you won’t get disheartened as this competition is just a small scale one. It’s all just in the name of fun. All of you definitely deserved a round of applause for the courage you portrayed to be on stage alone, singing. *standing ovation*

Thank you Nee Soon South CC for allowing us to have the event at the homely theaterette. For the lighting, the stage, the tables and skirtings. :)

Thank you to all the judges, Cik Asiyah Sinnan and husband Cik Abdul Jalil and Pakcik Maman. Thank you for taking the time off this weekend to help in the profesional judging of this competition. Really appreciate it a lot. Thanks! :)

Thank you Ashmi for taking off your Saturday to host the event! :)

Thank you event sponsors, Mamahani, Cik Murni, Cik Ahmad(Uncle) and Aishah. Thank you for the initiative in providing extra funds to make this event possible. Another Thank You to Mamahani for sponsoring the Father's Day cake too. Every event needs ample fund to be carried out. Thank you! :)

Thank you to ALL who brought the food. Glorious food! Thanks! Hope the food was good! I believed it was! :)

Thank you to ALL who came! Contestants and audiences who have made an effort to come here and be seated in this theater to show support for the contestants and us. Thank you for being such sporting participants and audiences. Thank you for helping to liven the atmosphere! Very kecoh, I like! This event would be impossible to be fun without YOU!

Thank you for all the well wishes and positive response and reviews of the event through blogs, sms, MSN, Hyrulites Forum, HyrulAnuar.com and Facebook!

A special thank you goes out to all Hyrulites for staying on even when Hyrul couldn't stay throughout the event as he had to go for another performance! Thank you people! :)

Thank you to our Media Crew of the day, Fyza(Photography) & Marina(Videography). Thank you for allowing you cameras to be used for this event! Thank you to our other crew members too, Shakilla, Putri , Syawal & Wawan.

Thank you to our mentor and advisor, Cik Murni and Cik Ahmad(Uncle) for their assistance and advices. They have never stop in helping us whenever we come across a crisis. Time and again. Thank you so much. :)

Thank you to Hyrul’s family for the never-ending help and support everytime our fanclub comes up with an event. Really appreciate that! Thank you Wak Yam & family, Cik Bani & family, Cik Shida & family. :)

Thank you Hyrul Anuar for taking the effort to come and join us even for a short 40 minutes! Really appreciate it! :)

Last but not least, the most important people! Thank you to THE HYRULITES TEAM (EXCO) for all your hard work for this event. All those meetings and brainstorming sessions we had.. thank you! Whatever it is, we all wanted the best out of the event and we got it. Alhamdulilah. This event would definitely not be possible without YOU! Even when we had our own duties, we helped out one another and that's commendable. :)

Shikin(Reception/Results Tabulation) Aishah(Food) Zuraimi(Programme-Manager) Izarr and brother(Sound system and transportation) & Me! :)

Thank you Exco! Oops short of Izarr again! :(

Thank you for reading! Alhamdulilah. Wait up for our next event in a few month's time! I'm sure YOU have enjoyed being with the Red/Black people! So.... Keep coming back to HyrulAnuar.com for details!

2009-06-25T21:17:00.005+08:00

God is Great.

I just received a note which made me wept-Hard.
Worse than a baby.
I swear no one have ever saw me in that condition.

It dawned on me how great God was.
God Is Great.
Alhamdulilah.

Those prayers have finally been answered.
My patience and beliefs have finally paid.
Alhamdulilah.

Sussungguhnya, ku amat bersyukur.
Terima Kasih, Ya Allah.
Alhamdulilah.

Tonight's gonna be an emotional one for me.
:)

Oh. Thank you for visiting Ladylicious. Sorry for the later replies though.
Here are my replies, finally.

To FILS: Okay relinked! Catch up online! :)

To Sak: My practicum ends in Aug then we can meet again for Secret Recipe!

To Mamahani: Yup words that com straight from the heart makes impact, isn't it?
Blissful. And thanks for the luck. The even was finally over! Will publish the review soon! :)

To Hanaa: Alright, relinked. No problem. :)

To Irfa: Tekejot berok? Lol no prob babe!

To Pammie: Lol. No problem. And yeah you can't run away from being old lah. My gosh 22. Hahahahaha! :/

To Lydia: Thanks for dropping by, sweets! Linked you up liao. :)

To Titie: That's the Official tee-short for the excos babe. For the rest of the Hyrulites, design will be up very, very, very soon! Wait up for it. :)

To Mimi: YES! I know. My brother lost so much weight sia. I need to be like him. Lol. OMG yes those old madrasah/kental days!

I'm gonna say this again.
Allah Is Great.
Alhamdulilah.

:)

2009-06-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

Slumber!

Prior to our StarLites '09 event on Saturday, Mak Esah & Kin overnighted at my house on Friday night. Slumber baybeh! We would have done something else but then my parents were at home so yeah skipped the idea. Oops!~~

Watched Sifu and Tongga at midnight and then chatted about things-under-the-sky in my room as we roll on the bed till about two plus in the morning. I then woke up around 5am to make those sandwiches lor.. And Shikin, in her baru-bangon-tidu-mode-and-messy/untied-hair, made me screamed early in the morning in the kitchen! Tekejot siak! Ingatkan hantu. Wakakakakaka. :)

We were very excited for StarLites, I swear! And the next morning? Voila! The day has come. Gosh, time flies. :)

Am very glad the event was a success. Wait up for my long, awaited and detailed post for Starlites k? :)

Here's a sneak peak.

*Does the "Nobody" by WonderGirls dance steps. *

:)

2009-06-18T12:58:00.004+08:00

I Give Thanks.

As beautiful as sunset. :)

***

I'll dive the sea no matter how deep it is.

I'll climb the mountains no matter high it is.
I'll fly to the moon with you too.
Just take me to the stars with you.
That's all I ask for. :)

***

Yesterday.
I was in the train when I received a text message.
I teared reading the message.
The other passengers looked at me.
No, not that I cared.
But it really touched me.
I give thanks. :)

I never knew.
That my words could meant so much to someone.
Someone so important.
I never knew I was capable of that.
I give thanks. :)

I guess this is what we call.
Words that come from the heart.
Deep down, I feel the love.
I give thanks. :)

Alhamdulilah.

:)

2009-06-18T01:50:00.005+08:00

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang.

Happy 18th Birthday to my dah-kurus brother,
Mohd Hafiz Bin Zahari (17 June)

&

Happy 46th Birthday to my awesome dad,
Mr Zahari Bin Jaffar(18 June)

Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki! Amin. Kakak doakan yang terbaik buat Fiz & Aba hor! They call me Kak Long at home by the way. I don't say this often but I really love you two, the most important men in my life! Kalau ada pasangan baru boleh cakap 3 most important men in my life. Hohoho. :)

Imran Ajmain's Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang played after we ate the donuts and so, I dedicated the song to them. I like the the song man. Aww sweet or what? I know. *blushes*

2009-06-15T23:28:00.007+08:00

Gay Is Happy.

Hi lovelies! I know, I know. I promised to blog about Shikin's birthday surprise but I've yet to do so. Reason being, photos are still with Aishah, that super busy Minah Airport! Oops sorry babe. Hehehe. A blog post without photos won't sound as interesting mah. Heh, so just wait up!

Anyway, I'm on two weeks semester break now. I've been sleeping early(before 3am lol) and waking up early(7.30am that kind). I think I'm gonna fall sick soon. I had a few pieces of durians on Sunday and till now, my body still feel kinda heaty and my throat hurts a lot even wen I wanna eat or drink. Pfftt.

At the same time, I'm also busy with lesson plans and event preparations for StarLites '09! Oh yes please be excited about it! Woohoo, I'm so looking forward to it. :)

Okay time for some shout outs for some special people. :)

4th June: Happy 19th Birthday to Nurul Irfunny!
Minah kekek yang kalau-ketawe-nampak super cute. Kan aku dah puji kau! Lol. Dah tua tapi tetap nampak cute sia kau. :)

8th June: Happy 19th Birthday to Shikin Majid!
My partner in-crime! I know I owe you a birthday treat, woohoo! Thank you for all the love and support all these while. *hugs* Dah jalan carik boyfriend lah. But to all fair-skinned guys, sorry you guys are blacklisted. Lol. But I still love you babe! :)

11th June: Happy 19th Birthday to Hamyza Halek!
A new friend found while desperate for tickets for Anugerah 2009 debut on Suria. Hoho. A nice person to talk to, a great partner to criticise the contestants too! 11th day babies are loved loved loved! Woohoo! Never stop reaching out for you dreams, babe :)

15 June: Happy 22th Birthday to Pamela Khoo!
19-19-19 suddenly 22. Huhu. Yes a reliable friend who I can depend on. She's the oldest amongst us the Pisangs plus the one who is very "emo" too. I pray that you meet your Mr Right soon hor. Army guys, fantabulous body and perfect everything? Come apply. Lol. Love you Pammie! :)

Yes that's 4 wonderful people! By the way, tmr is my brother, Hafiz's birthday, followed by Aba's the next day. Wooh. Father's Day this weekend too. Time flies, it really does. Oh have I mentioned? My cousins and me went for a pedicure session last week. It's was Mimie's and my first time actually. We usually go for manicure but this time Kak Aida wanted to do pedicure. Hohoho, enjoyable experience. Blissful. :)

Thank you Kak Aida! :)

One last thing, last Thursday we got a break from attachment and went back to school for a 3-hour tutorial. It was a really draggy one I almost fell asleep man. SIANSATIONS! Gosh. But something woke me up and made me happy!

We got back our DAC assignment and voila, we scored A+ for this assignment!

The thing is that we went through so much trouble completing this assignment and we really thought we were going the wrong way. But it was proved that we did listen in class. Hohoho.

Congrats Sarah, Jolene who is now in Taiwan, Joanna and myself! Let's accumulate more! :)

It may not a big deal to others but to us, it was a sense of fulfillment. Really. Oh well, know us then would you understand why. :)

After school, we headed to Causeway to watch this movie! My initial thought of this movie was a boring one. I thought it's those kind I won't bother watching, well you see I AM VERY PARTICULAR AND VERY CHOOSY. My friends understand. Right? Lol.

But I was proved wrong. I confess I loved every part of the movie! The romance, the comedy and the heart-wrenching moments which made me teared. I'm a loser at this. Bleargh. I could just feel the emotions gushing in as I folllowed through the storyline. Go watch it then you will understand. :)

Popcorns? 4.8 out of 5. :)

Oh! Don't forget to watch Anugerah tonight. It's the All-Guys segment and the theme is Rentak kita, meaning only local songs from Singapore or songs that have been performed by Singapore artistes will be sung by the contestant. A good move to showcase some of the best songs in Singapore! -Quoted from Fauzie's Blog.

:)

2009-06-14T14:32:00.004+08:00

Tell me.

I've had enough of the plasticity. Period. It disappoints me to see how people who are physically older than me can be so childish at times. Pretend play is only for children, you know.

If you have an issue with me, I would rather you alert me about it. That way, you shall be satisfied and I would then realize my mistake, if there's any. If you choose to keep mum about it, then I've got nothing else to say.

I admit that somehow, at times I get emotionally affected by it. But I'll then try to stay positive. I always do. I don't and won't cry over this. What I've learnt is that:

Don't look for your mistakes cause you will never find it. :)

Sorry but I'm just very, very very disappointed in YOU. :(

2009-06-10T21:04:00.008+08:00

Words Of The Day.

Hi surfers. So interested to know what I've been up to? But firstly, thank you so much for the well-wishes. The smses, private messages and all those encouragement, thank you so much! I really appreciate it a lot and this comes from the bottom of my heart. :)

ATTACHMENT
I'm currently busy with attachment. It was nightmare on the first day as I was suddenly posted to the Playgroup(3 years-old). I lost my confidence on the spot, I sweared. I almost broke down but I feel really blessed to be assisted by a really commendable mentor who gave her words of wisdom. She motivated me and made me gain my confidence back. I thank God for all of this. I take this as a challenge. :)

Enduring 2 months. 9am -5pm, five days a week. I'm lucky to have Peilin & Syura with me through this gruelling period. :)

Way to go Fiza. God, I really need THAT motivation. Please? *sad face*

SAYONARA!
Friday night, after StarLites payment collection, I managed to drop by Vicocity to meet up with some wesome people.

Our dearest Luqman from Fiknatic is gonna be enlisted soon. 10 July eh dok? Lol. All the best! Finally I met my favourite people too. I miss all of you, where's the rest? And I miss THE MAN too. Oops!~~

The Diva ft. NSBoy ft. Superstar. :)

MANJA FOOD FEST
Sunday 7th June. The day started off early with me travelling to the central for StarLites payment collection again. After which we had to rush over to Sembawang Shopping Centre as Hyrul was scheduled to perform at 3pm. So far leh! Come to the West lah! Aiyer.

Nice to see the rest of the Hyrulites in Red. I was wearing a black top but my skirt had red hor. Lol. The event was kinda small-scaled but Hyrul did awesome. Great introduction to POPULAR, his new single. I liked it but I wanted to hear it again for a better listen. Hehehe. And I did the next day at JUS!

After the event, we met up at Sembawang Park for a something for a special someone. Hehehe. That would be up in my next update when Aishah passes me all the photos. :)

The REDS..... and PINK! Hahahaha! :)

Atiyah dancing to dangdut. Kekek sia! Lol!

Birthday girl sabotaged on stage! Woohoo, revenge!

JUS & ANUGERAH '09 DEBUT
JUS on Monday night. Thanks to all Hyrulites who made the effort to come down on Monday evening for the live recording of JUS. Thank you for the love, people! Oh yeah, "Up! Up!"

I came after attachment and I was glad I did. POPULAR for the seond time LIVE. I could now proudly say I loved the song after listening to it properly. Plus also the song was played on WARNA the same night during the interview while in the bus with Shikin. :)

Anugerah '09 on Tuesday night. Got the tickets a few hours before the show. I became a mad lady for the day rushing home to get changed. I was really tired and sleepy but still made the effort. Thank you guys for making the effort too! Love love love! Contestants for this year?

Sarah Aqilah, nice tone. :)
Catty, powerful vocal prowess but I guess she needs to loose some kgs. I bet she'll look stunning then. :)
Nora, the one with the long flat-straight hair, I love her vocals. Somehow it was unique, to my ears. :)
Hydir look really cute on stage. Very cute lah that boy. His voice very man, at his age. So young lor that boy. Must work more on the vocals though. :)

These are my favourites for now. Hehehehehehehe, girl power! :)

Other than that, I thought Chirul choice of song didn't suit his vocals but still all the best. Wawan's performance was interactive but he turned me off at times during his performance. Well, just my two-cents worth. Not a review. :)

AND OF COURSE. Hyrul put up a good one while performing POPULAR during the one-hour intermission before the results. Aliff too did the same with Nyala. :)

To all who were there and knew what happened, stay optimistic! Very proud of Hyrul who managed to maintain his cool in front of the hundreds of audiences in the theatre. Kudos, dude! You did great, you know that. Don't let anyone pull you down. They are just a bunch of uncivilised and uneducated idiots who has no idea on the meaning of manners. They got 'it' from some people from our entourage.

Padan muka! I guess they felt insulted and left the studio, glad they did that! All of you deserved that. Go for some manners training lah! Memalukan masyarakat Melayu betol. Sungguh demoralising and disappointing to have these kind of people in our community! (Inserts some words.)

Before entering the theatre! :)

Thanks for the tickets Hamyza! Really appreciate it! 11th babies and Siti Nurhaliza got link hor? HAHAHAHAHA!

I will be back on Friday night and will be blogging about a birthday surprise for Kin Pendek. Till then take care! Here's a sneak peak..

Revenge is sweet! :)

Pssst: Move aside please, I'll lead. Yeah, whatever you say.

2009-06-07T01:39:00.004+08:00

Pisangs Lunch Date.

If anyone can make me fall in love,
you can. :)

Don't ask me the reason for those 2 lines above. *toodles*

Anyway, I met up my Ngee Ann clique on Thursday for a lunch date. Plan A, which was movie and dinner was canceled as the movie UP was apparently, not out yet. Fcuk, was super duper excited okay. So we went ahead with Plan B which was a lunch date.

We met up at the place where all of them dreaded to go to. But it was the place I always and love to go to. What else but not Bugis. Hahahahaha! Oops!~~

We had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market @ Iluma. Yeah damn it. I cheated myself! We had great discounts by the way. Thanks to Jolene's bestfriend, Pei Qi. She's a supervisor there. Phew. Cool or what. Heh. We even got free vouchers! So, yeah I'll be back there for my dinner date with my STC clan probably. Hehehehehehe. :)

Great time with them. With them, I'm always victimized lor Lol. Bullied. Thank you anyway :)

7 is not a crowd. :)

Joanna Cullen, yah vampire. :/

Jolene Chaplin, some girls really grow moustache lah, there! :)

Tomato-based lobster soup. 1/5, I didn't like it. :/

Face as big as the glass, woah. ROFL. :)

I couldn't finish this off. The serving was super big and I'm not a big eater. Aiyer.
:/

They got so impressed by the toilet. Lol.

We found ourselves. Lol.

Chillaxing @ Starbucks. My fav hang-out place. Yah still Bugis. :)

Note to myself:
Fiza, please wake up at 9am later and reach City Hall by 11.30am for StarLites' 09 payment collection. Then off to Sembawang Shopping Centre for Hyrul's performance. Yah okay.

Good night! :)

2009-06-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

In My Mind: 10!

I woke this morning and reflected, and have come up with 10 things that has been playing on my mind. Well, just expressing myself. :)

1) I am very disappointed because I may probably not be able to go to KL for Dato' Siti's concert on the 28th. Coincidentally, there's a paternal family event going on on that day. I know it's a 3-consecutive-days concert but there's something else on the 27th. 26th? It's a secondary school friend's birthday. Bahh I'll discuss it with the rest first. (:

2) Stop asking me about APM '09, listen to the radio lah! RIA 89.7FM/WARNA 94.2FM! No, I won't be going because I will be on attachments for 2 months! Well, no it's not a loss to miss out the chance to fly to Jakarta but I will pray for the best for everyone okay.

On a random note, I love my Hyrulites because they never fail to make me feel very appreciated. (:

3) I think it's normal for me to gradually reduce my shows-going and whatsnot. After all, I'm in my final year for my diploma and I know I've got to put my priorities right. Well, it's only sane. It's my future what. Well, I personally don't feel I've changed so drastically anyway, so why not we stop the assumptions people? Get real. && GROW UP. (:

4) I dislike, not actually I should use the word HATE people who don't reply text messages!!! I think it's only courtesy that you reply accordingly depending on what I've texted you. I DON'T ACCEPT BUSINESS AS AN EXCUSE. Then text me back when you're done busy-ing lah?! How busy can you be right? Common sense, duh.

5) To that someone, I've given in. So what more do you expect from me? Never expect too much, you will end up disappointed. I've gone through it. Heh. :/

6) I think God should add 3 years to my age. Then I'll be 22? Heh. I really feel like I've been facing too much at this age. I'm thankful though, at least it made me grow up and think more maturely. Thank you God. God, you may want to do the same to some people out there so that there'll be err, justice! (:

7) I must must must lose lose lose weight! Shikin, wheee!~~ SUSAH WOH BUT HARUS CUBA! If Imran Ajmain and Mark Bonafide can do it, we can do it too. Lol random names. (:

8) It's just like me to swallow everything in and put on a show. It has become a norm, I guess. Give me a few years to change myself maybe, not? I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE! :(

9) I tend to think about my future a lot. Like A LOT. I keep on thinking of an ideal one. I know it's not easy but I am gonna work towards it. InsyaAllah. Working hard! (:

10) ATTACHMENT! I don't think I'm looking forward to it! 2 months straight. 5 days a week. 9am-5pm everyday. Effseeyoukayy. Bleargh.

I'm done. Okay.

:)

2009-06-03T01:28:00.006+08:00

MySpace!

Hi dear. Well here's an amazingly-here post on this really oh-not-so-comfy weather. It's been scorching hot these days, I shan't even use the word 'warm'! The aircon in my room broke down so I have no choice but to use the fan, well at least it does me a favour. Global warming! Must we wait till Singapore turns into a Sahara before we start saving the Earth! God. :/

Anyway I was at Tampines just now in the evening, as in a few hours ago. TampinesOne was nice but still I prefer the West though. Now comes the silly part of yourstruly. I apparently missed the last train that was travelling towards Joo Koon. It left as soon as I entered the station, damned train! Exactly 11.25pm by the way, damn! Oh wells. Guess I need some lucky vibes.

And so, I was left with no choice but to hail that four-wheeled-car with that meter increasing every minute. I had to or I would be stranded there! The Uncle upon being told that I was rushing home, sped through the highway. Minimum speed: 100km/h! I couldn't get my eyes off the speedometer lah. SCARY OR WHAT?! I had to listen to his grandmother stories too lah. My replies were like, 'Oh okay.'

And if you didn't know, I'm now(at the age of 19) learning to absorb some healthy nutrients. That V word. VEGETABLES. Well I used to hate it. Used? Ah we'll see. I've started off with those leafy ones. But I can't stand the sight of broccoli and cauliflower lah. Okay I'm trying, at the very least. Lol.

I'm avoiding rice/carbo at the same time too. My intake would be a small scoop, no more than that. Yes, I've realized it's time to lose the ugly fats. Am aiming for smaller thighs and arms, oh a smaller waist especially! Shikin Majid is my partner for this, so babe we'll work towards it alright. Must plan our workout sessions properly lah dey. Woah. Go figure! :)

So.. Don't you ought to throw some confetti now? Lol.

Okay that's all for now. I've got a tutorial at 9am so I better go to bed. Project discussion tmr and 'UP' with Pisangs on Thursday. I will be back! :)

Pssst: Attachment, pls do not hinder my plans for the 26th-28th. *crosses fingers*

2009-05-29T13:49:00.004+08:00

Moments of Serenity.

"Suppressing your feelings will result in endless pain and continuous negative thoughts and tears."

Ask yourself, subject to only the female gender: Have you felt like what had been described above? Well, I have always did.

Being the gender which have been stereotyped to be weaker and sensitive, it's difficult for me to actually release the plunger to let go of all the pressure deep inside. It has been a norm for me all these years anyway and close friends should realise this. It's my weakness, I know.

Okay put that aside for now. :)

Let's talk about adults. Wait, I'm referring to the immatured ones. I'm not trying to say I'm matured but let's not be subjective. It's my space and I can say what I want. As long as I know my limits, of course. I'm an quiet observer but am not the kind who will shoot my mouth out when I see something I dislike or nothing favour of because I mind how the person would feel. I'll probably just gossip about it wth my girlfriends maybe. I'm not trying to show off that I'm nice or whatsoever but if you're a real friend, you will know!

One thing for sure is: I just can't stand it! Grow up, it's for your own good! Heh! *slaps forehead*

Okay load off my mind. :)

Another issue. I am fully aware that some people act like they understand me when they actually DON'T AT ALL. I confess I really hate this and it's pissing me off! You tend to jump to conclusions and you confirm possibilities which may not be possible at all from your subjective judgement. *swears*

Time doesn't show much by the way. If it doesn't work out, it won't. No point forcing it what. Oh please! Doesn't my attitude towards you show it? Pretending to ignore? Most probably. Don't know how to describe these people lah!

Everyone has his/her own positive and negative traits. Of course I acknowledge that I too have many negative traits. That's just human. But you cannot anyhow say things okay. Yes, I may have a high-self esteem and you may think that this minor issues may not affect me that much. One thing I got to say is, 'Never judge a book by it's cover.'

I don't pretend, most of the times. (Unless the situation needs me too.)
Only CLOSE friends will understand.

I'm sorry if I come too real.
It's just me.
If you can't accept me for who I am.
Scram away,
from my LIFE.

Psst: I just needed to blog about this. Okay I'm done. :)

2009-05-28T17:28:00.007+08:00

Cikgu Fiza!

SJI Junior boys! :)

10 weeks of Speech & Drama lessons! Rehearsals and performance. This was the PIONEER school I was sent to for training as a Drama teacher. No doubt, it had an impact. That's the reason why I'm blogging about it now. Teaching intelligent students, furthermore coming from a reputable boys' school was a tedious one, especially when it came to a language they were unfamiliar with, Malay!

Them being boys, I had to practise a non-stop routine every Wednesday, that is to make them listen to me by raising my voice a little and demanding "Boys! One silent clap!" Then they follow suit. A single clap followed by a Shh, yes fingers on the lips. It's the traditional way, yes but it works.

Speaking Malay was an obstacle but I'm glad they did learn new vocabularies. This time round, I taught more about Pantomimes, well yes a more profound term for 'miming'. Examples would be the likes of Mr Bean & Charlie Chaplin. Oh they enjoyed that week I showed them the videos! Hahaha chaotic. Their naughtiness pushed aside, it was a beautiful journey with them. :)

I had a great time teaching at this prestigious primary school, SJI Junior. I wouldn't mind going back. It's where I can see those cute boys who strives hard to talk Malay and sound super cute whilst doing that! I would like to try a different school though. Hmm that depends anyway. The children's performance were cute anyhoots, glitches here and there but that's normal. They are just Primary One and Two's!

Thank you my dear boys.
Cikgu Fiza wishes you all the best in all that you do. :)

Adam, the leader & Dean. the chatterbox. :)

My favourite pair of bestfriends, Keiran & Joshua. They will fight and complain to me and then will re-patch, how adorabe right. :)

Russel, the motivated student who always show the want to learn. That's why I awarded him as the Model Pupil. :)

Ashraf, the student who's ability was founded near to the end of the sessions. He was a shy boy but eventually becamse very active and participative in class. :)

Thank you Zizah for accompanying and coming to my rescue on the performance day! Lotsa love! This photo mcm First Lady advertisement sia. :)

Remember I mentioned Kak Aida just gave birth like finally few weeks ago? Here's a photo of her daughter, my niece! Look at her dimples. Muka sebiji mcm bapaknye! Lol.

Welcome to the world, EDREENA! Alhamdulilah. :)
Kak Aida, cepat abis confinement! ~~

Pssst: Because I think maturely and my past my childish days, LIKE THAT! Scram.

2009-05-25T17:56:00.007+08:00

Special Wishes!

It was the last day of DAC tutorial and we snapped a class photo, of course. Corina, we're gonna miss you! She's like my favorite lecturer can!
Thank you Corina & 3D02! (:

Pisangs, the sweetest people of all. Thanks! (:

Two people in my life have turned a year older! A text message is always insufficient. So..

24 May 2009

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest 16-year old cousin, Siti Nur Ain. Keep thinking positive and do your utmost best in all that you do so that you shall soar up high in life. I want you to be successful in life, okay? Go for Secondary 5 and take your O's, then do a course that you like after that. We'll meet up soon Cousin, after Kak Aida's confinement. If not, nobody to drive us! Hahahaha. Miss you! (:

25 May 2009
(R. Vidya)

Secondly, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to my dearest innocent-turned-fill-in-the-blank friend back in St. Theresa's Convent. She's now my junior in Ngee Ann, gosh. Hahaha. R.Vidya, I don't even have a single photo of/with you! Wth! I've been busy and not able to plan for a reunion dinner but I'll really try my best to okay. For YOUR sake, at least if not with the rest of our clique, with YOU in school okay? *hugs*

Oh, you are supposed to join me at Powerhouse right, okay deal! Wait for my text, and come online! (:

Next entry would be on my SJI boys, the Drama lessons finally ended. (:

Psst: Some people just piss me off! Effseeeyoukay! *scram*

2009-05-22T00:54:00.007+08:00

KRIS ALLEN!

The New American Idol is : KRIS ALLEN! (:

I was rooting for him since Day One. He just had that special exuding aura that made me go, "Wow, love the charisma baby."

I specially woke up at 8am yesterday morning just to watch the LIVE show on Channel 5. It was really worth the effort. The artistes line-up was simply mind-blowing. I wished they did not have to reveal the results and that the concert can just go on and on. Danny Gokey caught my attention with his solo performance, awww. Kara, notorious! Special awards segment added to the humour, cool! BEP was fabulous, not forgetting Jason Mraz and Fergie plus the rest! Ahh awesome.

I don't care if he's married.
I don't care if he's 23.
I don't care if people keep on running him down because of his win.
I don't care if people said Adam should have won. *rolls eyes*

It's justified.
People have voted for him. 100 MILLION VOTES. Uh-May-Zing, totally.
And that's why he is the new American Idol. (:

It's apparent. Both Adam and Kris are very talented, correct? The difference, however, Kris has versatility. Adam can sing, but he constantly relies upon that one high note in EVERY song, making the performance predictable. Adam was clearly a favorite with his fantastic vocals, undeniable. This is, in my opinion by the way.

Kris has definitely impressed me with his longevity in Idol. More surprising was his win, considering that all along, the odds were stacked against him, much like everyone else. Huhu.

A real underdog story.
An inspiration.
A perfect example.
Because,
Miracles Do Happen.

(Like I always say.)

Psst: Kris Allen, keep a goatee and remove that moustache. :)

2009-05-21T00:30:00.009+08:00

Congrats Taufik Batisah (:

Top Local Malay Pop Song: Usah Lepaskan! :)

If you know me well enough, you will know what a great crush I had on that particular song, in English it's called, Don't let go. :)

Thanks to COMPASS. (:

This song really just gave me that different, unique aura, so kudos to the both of them. It's the only Malay song that I will never get sick of listening to, really. Siti pon kalah beb! (:

Oh btw, I've made plans with some awesome people and I hope the plan(s) will go on well as planned. We'll work towards it okay. Got no time to waste already. Huhu. It's a goal, let it be a vision! Tell you more when it's time! *wink wink*

Psst: Fiza, pls wake up at 8am later for Kris Allen okay. (:

2009-05-20T01:12:00.007+08:00

The One. (:

26 hingga 28 Jun 2009 @Istana Budaya KL

‘Theatherical’ concept.
Pat Ibrahim & Aubrey Suwito
30 songs. (:

I swear I've never met anyone better-looking than her. (:

How lucky, that week happens to be term break. Now I'm very excited. Pay better come in fast! Missing her concert at Esplanade last year was a regret for me. I hope I won't be disappointed though this time round.

*screams for Shikin and Izarr*

OH I'M ROOTING FOR MR KRIS ALLEN TONIGHT! WOOHOO! :)

Pssst: BUSY WEDNESDAY! (:

2009-05-17T14:47:00.011+08:00

StarLites '09!

Think you’ve got what it takes to sing on stage and want to let your hidden talent be heard? Here’s your chance! For the first time ever, we present to you…

20th June 2009, Saturday
2pm – 6pm
Nee Soon South CC

Entrance Fee

Participant: $15 per pax
Supporter/Audience: $8 per pax
(Includes light refreshments and entertainment.)

Prizes

1st: $50 cash. Winner trophy. Award certificate. Featured in Hyrulites Forum and HA.com!
2nd: $30 cash. 1st runner-up trophy. Award certificate.
3rd: $20 cash. 2nd runner-up trophy. Award certificate.

Note: All participants will be given a certificate of participation.

Rules & Regulations

Prepare 3 songs, both Malay or English songs accepted.
Of the 3 songs, the Exco will pick one song for the participants. So choose wisely!
Decision made by the judges/exco is final.
Payment of the tickets & cash collection will be arranged upon confirmation of email.
CONTESTANTS CLOSING DATE: 1ST JUNE 2009, MONDAY!

What’s more?

Open to ALL, ANYONE can join! Tell everybody you know!
No age limit!
20 participants ONLY. (First come first serve basis.)
Prizes to be won during the games segment!
Food and refreshments will be served.
So bring along your family, supporters and friends to have a fun-filled Saturday with us!
Look forward to be entertained by a handful of hidden talents!

Interested?

CONTESTANTS CLOSING DATE: 1ST JUNE 2009, MONDAY!

Email us at hyrulitesteam@gmail.com, ASAP with the following format and we will reply to you within 3 days. First come first serve!

For Contestants:
Name:
Contact No.:
Choice of songs: Song No.1, Song No.2, Song No.3
No. of supporters (if any):

For Audiences:
Name:
Contact No.:
No. of tickets:

Remember! CONTESTANTS CLOSING DATE: 1ST JUNE 2009, MONDAY!

Hope to see you there, spread the words!

Love,
The Hyrulites Team.

2009-05-16T02:28:00.007+08:00

An Inspiration.

Adam Lambert. KRIS ALLEN. Danny Gokey.
Obvious who I'm rooting for uh?

The grueling results came to me when it was announced live by Seacrest in America. No! I wasn't shocked or dumbfounded as it was what I reckoned and hoped it was. I was smiling all the way when I heard the results. KRIS ALLEN! Anyhoots, kudos to Danny Gokey for coming thus far. Oh, I am not a fan with men with husky voices lah. So, maybe that's why Hady Mirza wasn't of much appeal to me. Heh, oops!

Nonetheless, I still watched the delayed telecast on Channel 5 yesterday night. I had one thing to point out to. The segment in which the Idols went back to their respective hometowns. Where the fans were screaming at the top of their voices. And Danny tearing.

Like a cupid's arrow, it strucked me, right there. I somehow got mesmerized by that and suddenly I asked myself, 'Where do I want to be?' No, not a singer like them of course! But somebody else. I suddenly reflected upon myself.

It's time to KNOW what I want in life!

People say, let'sjust go with the flow and see what the future has in store for us. But, I choose to do the opposite. I don't want to let fate do the job. I want to to it myself. I want to make my own choice. It's by no means easy to say, 'I'm very sure'.

I already have some things/plans in mind but all the things that has been happening around me adds to the vulnerabilities. *sighs*

It's not that I don't believe in myself but more of the personal insecurities.
Wait.

Think positive Fiza. :)

So tell me, what is your dream?

Psst: You're all I ever needed.

2009-05-12T20:33:00.009+08:00

A Love Song.

Izinkan by Fauzie Laily

Tell me about it. Who can ever get tired of love songs? We'll never get sick of it, will we? Well at least not for me. I'll like to share this video clip with you. It's titled Izinkan by the admirable multi-talented talent from Anugerah 2005 , Fauzie Laily. I think this song has a very addictive and soothing melody. A potential wedding song. Lol.

It tells the tale of about a guy knowing for sure that he has finally met the right person, his better-half. And all he want from that someone special is to allow him to always shower her with the precious element, love. Girls, say it together, "Awwwwwwww!"

Kau adalah ketemuan yang tak ku sangka
Kau adalah kebetulan yang terindah.
This video is dedicated to all those in love.
*winks*

Psst: Feel it.

2009-05-10T01:44:00.005+08:00

Love you Mama!

This post is dedicated to Sharifa Bte Mohd Sharif.
A mother, a bestfriend, an angel sent from above. Alhamdulilah.
She's my all in all.

She's the one I have wholesome trust in, and she never failed.
She does her best in everything, and for that, I salute her.
The persistent mother who always wanted me to be the best in all that I did, and I'm thankful because of this, I am a better person now striving for the best in all that I do.

All her sacrifices for me and my siblings all this while, can never be underestimated.
I promise in the name of Allah, that I would work hard so that my parents and family can live the best life they can in future.

There you go, the most inspirational person of life, my Mama. Happy Mother's Day. Everyday is Mothers Day to me anyway. :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I love you, Mama! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Pssst: Gonna bake and karaoke, yayness. :)

2009-05-08T16:31:00.008+08:00

Ngee Ann, where I belong! :)

TGIF, it's the end of the week! Thankfully! School has been exhausting but not boring. Sleep-deprived plus eyebags, not to mention the unbearable hot weather. Sucks, totally!

Wedneday was disastrous. I was supposed to be in school by 9am. Mind you, I woke up at 6am! Because I take very long to dress up. Heh. Dad bought prata so I thought I'll just have one for breakfast. I don't usually have breakfast actually. On the way to school, a sickening diarrhoea hit me and I was stucked in the toilet for almost a freaking ONE hour. Imagine it. Must be the cury! Sucks, totally! *grins*

And yes, you guessed it right, I had to skip the tutorial. And then I had no choice but to travel to Novena ASAP after I felt a lot more better. Yes, to SJI Junior for Drama lesson. Practically dragging my feet! Then I had to cab back to school for another lecture at 2pm. Bangs head, torturous okay. We were all sleepy in lecture! Tried to stay awake, worthy effort!

And oh, Sarah got a little crazy one day and started composing this song in school which got us laughing because of the tune.

It goes like.

"We love each other.
We're friends forever."
(Sarah, continue the song for me! Lol.)

Pamela dozed off in lecture! Hahahahahaha. There you go, Pam! *wink wink*

Was supposedly to have a meeting for Starlites '09 but it was cancelled and postponed to today(later!) cause 2 members couldn't make it last minute. :) Wani and me managed to kill those time waiting for our respective plans by watching a movie that I randomly picked in the library. principal have too much money is it? Even latest movie also have lah, plus new DVD screen sets! Gosh.

Odd Girl Out. Something like Mean Girls. Hehee.

Oh have I also mentioned about something else? Because of the Swine Flu virus which have been hitting a few provinces already.. We are all mobilised to take our temperature in the morning and afternoon. AM & PM. Stupid, irritating and troublesome, yes. But it's for a good cause and it's always better to be safe than sorry so let's stay positive!

Unglam sia wear this sticker. Lol.

Dinner with Sakinah

SAKINAH! Thanks babe for an awesome time together dining at Swensens. We met up at around 8 at Plaza Singapura, yay! Finally. Plans asyik tergendala je tapi jumpa juga akhirnya.

I actually met her during a competition 4 years ago, when we were both representing our respective schools for a Malay-to-English Words Translation Competition. We both got through the Semis only. But it was a great opportunity an dsince then we lost touch till a few months ago when she stumbled upon my blog as she was blog-hopping.

The power of technology, tell me about it! We'll meet up again soon okay babe. Secret Recipe!

I'm off to a meeting now. And not forgetting, need to start on 'Current Issue' assignment tonight!

Till then, take care!

Pssst: Nobody can define the term, 'humanism.'

2009-05-05T01:12:00.002+08:00

Kak Herda's Wedding!

Great company, with the Fiknatics.
Great dais and colour theme, Orange & Red.
Great food, very traditional plus mouth-watering desserts.
Great entertaiment from those who sang. Especially 'Seksa'! Lol.
Great crowd, very gila-gila. :)

Then, what else can you ask for?

Congratulations Kak Herda on getting hitched! Wishing you all the best in your married life as a wife and InsyaAllah, in time to come, a mother! Amin.

The 4-tier cake, so tempting! :)

The bride and groom, taking their leave..

Without the full group and the groom..

Fiknatics with Love <3

Colour scheme mcm sama gitu!~~

The only man of the day. LOL!

Psst: Almak Swine Flu, irritating lah!

2009-05-03T01:09:00.003+08:00

You're One In A Million!

Awesome talent show!

Performing without the sengau-ness, LOL.

There you go, Shah Indrawan, adik kepada Shah Iskandar. Lol, kidding!

Friday night was the finale of OIAM Season 3. A battle between Tomok, Esther and Aweera. I am not really an avid follower of this reality tv show but I only kept track of Tomok's performance since his auditions till the finals. BIAS, I know! You will never imagine how crazy I was over him and NewBoyz in the past during those Primary school days! *slaps forehead*

For the record, I would buy all his albums, all those magazines no matter if it's a large article or simply a small snippet about him or a poster of him, telemovies that he acted in and whatsoever. You name it, I have it. It was really crazy! Gosh. Not forgetting Achik SPIN too! Okay that's out of the point here already. Hahaha!

To those who hasn't been told, Tomok @ Shah Indrawan have been crowned as the Millionaire Winner for Season 3! He scored 39.3% (101,509 Votes).

Yayness! *throws confetti*

Initially, I dropped my jaw when I heard that he joined the auditions for OIAM and to know he had actually emerged as the winner, I guess I ought to wear dentures now. Lol! I really had no pre-assumption he would be the one. You know how people always have this sceptical thinking about singers joining singing competition, right? So yeah.

No doubt, a large female fan-base is largely the reason why he won, he already garnered fans singing as the lead vocalist of NewBoyz. However, I have to admit that he has improved not-so-tremendously-but-so-much-more-better over the years and after undergoing vocal trainings. Sekurang-kurangnya dah tak sengau, kan? Lol.

I loved his renditions of Cuba(Faizal Tahir) & Rahsia Pohon Cemara(Exists) especially. And boy, he looks so mush more better with that hairstyle, compared to that long-rebonded hair! That was such a nightmare, in my opinion! Sekarang dah good-looking jugak. Hehehehe. :)

That's about it. Oh yeah I went to watch the Anugerah Auditions at Easpoint too just now but am disappointed to say that I don's see anything worthy YET. Time will tell, I'll just wait for the Top 24 perhaps? Heh.

I ought to be asleep now cause I need to rise up early tomorrow morning for Kak Herda's wedding! She's taken, woohoo! Meeting my Fiknatics lovelies after 10 years! Lol.

Till then, take care you. :)

Psst: Coba kau coba.

2009-05-01T22:03:00.010+08:00

Along's Engagement.

Like I mentioned earlier, I didn't lie when I said I was practically being tied down with assignments and etc. It's giving me a brainfreeze! But oh wells, that's part of life and anyway it's the last leg, so get it over and done with man! :)

This week was alright, I guess. Wednesday being the most tiring. I had to teach drama lesson at SJI Junior in the morning, then cabbed to school for lecture after the lesson and then had a meeting with the Hyrulites Exco at CCK Lot 1 for our upcoming event, StarLites '09!

I was dead beat by the end of the day but I still had work to do. I didn't even had the energy to watch American Idol. I felt sick yesterday morning, splitting headache and bad flu! Must be because I had a shower at 1am the night before. I had to skip school, as a result! Damn it.

And yes, MATT has been eliminated yesterday. *sobs*
Its okay, go Kris Allen & Adam Lambert!

Oh yeah, last Sunday the paternal side of the family had a reunion once again at Jurong West St 61. It was Along's engagement. Wait up, his name is Hamdan but it's been a norm to call him Along like his siblings as we grew up together since young. He's like a brother to me lah.

Preparations were done 3 days before or so. It was oh, so chaotic. With the hantarans and food and all those stuffs. We sent in 12 hantarans in Black&White and was reciprocated by a 15 convoy of hantarans in Turqoise! I didn't manage to snap the photos of the hantarans though. Congratulations Along. Get married soon! :)

And Kak Aida have successfully delivered a baby girl at 5pm yesterday at NUH! Congratulations, you're now a mum! Can't wait to meet and chat again! Cousins, let's go out again!~~

And now, I'll feed you with some of the pictures I took at the engagement. :)

The make-up artiste said Kak Shida looked like Norfasarie? Really meh? Maybe the skinnier version? Lol.

My favourite hantaran! A gigantic soccer ball cake! Along is a football player lah! Lol. It's so cute!

Congratulations to you both!~~

Thanks Zuraimi for the caricature! I've framed it gave him as a gift. :)

Ain, Rima and Yourstruly. :)

While waiting for people to get ready..

Eqah and Irsyad, our very-own Hady Mirza! ~~

That's my one-year-younger brother, Hafiz, a Sepak Takraw player who have apparently lost A LOT of weight, damn it!

She calls me Kak Nur, and I love pinching her cheeks! :)

That's Rima who have to dress-up and put on make-up to school everyday because of her course, Tourism & Hospitality. :)

Yours Truly. *wink wink*

To those who are going for the auditions for Anugerah tomorrow, as a contestant or as the audience/critics, see you all TMR! :)

Good luck to those auditioning, especually to Atiqah Sisqa(Hyrulites) & Hamyza! :)

Pssst: Mana dia...kekasih hati ~~~

2009-04-26T00:41:00.005+08:00

When the going gets tough.

First week of school was ____. Assignments guidelines were being discussed and group-mates were decided. 3 modules, (Current Issue & Developing Appropriate Curriculum) plus Field Practicum which will commence on June, 8. InsyaAllah, I'll sail through.

I will be kept on an ongoing BUSY mode for the next 6 weeks or so for the completion of 5 assignments. Too short a time, but hey let's think positive. The percentage of each assignments is too high to be played around with, so yes it's time to get serious. I'm sure this semester will fly by pretty quickly, especially with attachments in June. :)

Because of this, I will be spending less time indulging in things-I-always-do. I may have to skip shows and be MIA in certain parties/events but I have to put my priorities right. I won't stress myself out but of course I'll schedule time for leisure/meet-ups too. So don't expect me to make the first move to sms and ask you guys out like I always do okay?I really don't have the time anymore. But if there is any plans, inform me and I would try my best to join in. :)

At the moment, I'm involving myself in the upcoming Hyrulites Event, StarLitez '09! More information coming up soon! Look out for it! Finally the idea is being executed. Oh no we aren't copyrighting Anugerah or Singapore Idol by the way. :)

Oh one more thing, I cheated. I was supposed to be on a diet starting last Monday but I have not. Gosh, macam mana nak kurus sebelum Raya nie! Ok work harder! Must control nafsu! Lol. *grins hard*

Wednesdays are gonna be rushy for me for the next 3 weeks as I am still teaching at SJI Junior. After teaching, I still have to rush back to school within that 30minutes for a lecture. Lucky thing Novena and Bukit Timah quite near! It's tiring though. :)

The last Wednesday evening, we went to visit Atiyah's two-days-old new niece at KKH, it was my first time there! Omg. Lol. Congratulations to Cik Faridah, dah jadi nenek seh. Sekarang tak bole gy show Hyrul lagy, dudok rumah jaga cucu. Takpe takpe baby dah besar nanti, bawak pegi show! Huahuahua!~~

Atiyah also dah jadi Bibik! Gosh, so cute lah the name! I love babies but they are so fragile! Mcm orang gila kat KKH, I kept going, "Cute nye! Cute nye!" Hahaha shut up Fiza.

Look at those mini fingers and toes! Siti Nur Fateha, she's so damn cute!~~

Auntie Fiza says, "Welcome to the Hyrulites Fanclub!" Lol.

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Oh the past two days have been exciting with preparations with Along's engagement. I love it when the reunion family comes together. Kecoh! Such a fantabulous family, how can I ask for more? :)

Today's the big day! The theme is White/Black with tinges of Silver. Excited gila woh for later! Yay yay bole dress up! Hope everything goes well! InsyaAllah.

Oh yeah!~~

My brother just splurged on a new guitar! Gosh. He already has one actually. Tsk tsk. I love it, actually. I've gave up learning to play the guitar. I just cannot lah. Fingers just can't strum WELL. So, just take it that it's not my written forté. But I'll be learning something else. Well, yup! Hehehehe.

I can always rely on my dad, brother or sister to play the guitar for me! Lol cheering myself up! :)

Sexy sia! *rolls eyes*

I'll blog about the engagement in my next entry! Woohoo! :)

Psst: Whoever said I was "over it?"

2009-04-21T16:52:00.010+08:00

The Virus!

From Dictionary.com,
Virus [vahy-ruhs] : a corrupting influence on morals or the intellect; poison.

(Actual post have been edited for personal reasons.)

In friendships, there will always be ups and downs yeah, agree with me? The same goes with mine too. :)

Whatever happened was history. :)

Sure thing, it felt good that everything went well! Thank you lotsa babes! :)

Ransacked through Sv's Multiply for this photo sia! This is my favourite photo of us.

It's a test.
To those out there, let this be a lesson learnt too okay. :)

Alhamdulilah. :)

Those invited for our private party, mark those dates! We'll party all night! Can't wait can't wait! Woohoo!:)

Pssst: Egoistic yet lovable creature. I'm lovin' it. Pheewit! :)

2009-04-21T02:24:00.010+08:00

Hyrulites VS Didifiers?

Totally absurd! (Click on in to read!)

Didifier's President, Kak Liza herself, alerted me about this absurd news. Please take note! There is NO feud between the two fanclubs at all. I personally think that this is really disappointing, for a reputable magazine like Manja to actually publish such an absurd gossip which is so untrue.

The two fanclubs were NEVER at loggerheads with each other at any time, like what that article claimed. All along, we have been establishing a very good relationship. I'll gladly prove that we truthfully are. Well, just take a look at the photo below. This is the photo the two fanclubs had captured when we were at the airport to welcome Hyrul & Didi back from Brunei after Rhapsody.

A picture speaks a thousand words, isn't it?

Eh wait, we are supposed to be on a "war", but why were we snapping photos? *rolls eyes*

The music industry here is too small to be spoiled.

On the other hand, it was heartwarming to see everybody voicing up and stand up for our rights. That goes to show how much we love what we're doing. Great point of taking yeah, don't you think so?

Great job Hyrulites & Didifiers!

Anyway, grab your copy of Manja May 2009! Lol. :)

2009-04-21T00:27:00.005+08:00

Of Back to School & Birthday Suprise!

Heyyo!

It was the first day of Year 3 today. It felt great to be back. 3 modules, sounds promising? Heh. Oh, 8 weeks of attachment beginning Week 8, by the way. Someone save me! I was welcomed by a large crowd in school today, along with new and uncommon faces, the freshies. Gosh, how time flies? I'm now a senior. To be a final year student, it suddenly felt like a dream. I SURVIVED! :)

My personal resolution. I want to be a good student and will try not to skip classes and will complete my assignment on time. I will listen attentively in lectures and tutorials, take down notes and not sleep. It's the last leg, endurance the key word. :)

And oh, starting from TODAY, I'm officially on a healthy diet. No fastfood for me. Plain water and simple finger food, refrain from rice and oily food too. So, friends, help me out okay! Stop me if you see me committing 'offences'! You have the privillege. Lol. I wanna lose weight before Hari Raya! Go Fiza, you can do it. Omg, self-praise. :)

Anyway, I'm currently blogging with a splitting headache and an irritating running nose! I can sense the fever attacking me soon. I don't like being sick and feeling weak! But I'm lucky I can cope with it, so I'm able to actually drag my feet to school and meetings/outings. Immune system baik lah beb!~~

March/April Birthday Surprise!

It's all because of the aircon at the airport, being too cold for comfort! AMAZING RACE? Hahaha. The whole group met up earlier to prepare for the surprise at Changi Airport. I was supposed to meet the birthday babies at the MRT station 45 minutes later. The surprise was almost broken, but I managed to act out my drama well, seeing that they were not suspicious. I had to alter the drama here and there and spontaneously too! Damn nervous! "Fiza, dah boleh masok ANU SKRIN AH?" What? Hahahahahaha!

The 4 of them were told that they were specially chosen for a "special something" meant for the fanclub. They were curious, yet I managed to let the surprise remain a secret. Got the green light, and headed towards Terminal 2 Viewing Mall. Then..

SURPRISE!!!!!

It was hilarious but it felt great!

Had a great time with the cake and food and all! With great company, what else can you ask for? We then roamed Changi Airport like nomads. From Terminal 2 to Terminal 3 to Terminal 1. It was oh-so-enjoyable lah! With Hyrulites, it got to be! :)

Thanks for those involved in the surprise and to those surprised, I hope you had a pleasant one! I know you did! Hope you like what we've got ãll of you. :)

Final destination? We then bought takeaways from Popeyes' and headed to Terminal 1 Viewing Mall this time round. Had dinner the kenduri-style! Huahuahua.

Spread the Hyrulitism!~~

Hazelnut Delight from Prima Deli, our 2nd time ordering! Generous serving of the hazelnuts, really! Thanks to Cik Murni for sponsoring! :)

The oldest yet the kecoh-est Hyrulite! We love you, Cik Mimi! :)

Innocently sweet Shakilla who played along the trick! So cute lah you! This is the Early Bird Hyrulite! Sentiasa early! Good good! :)

Zahirah, the Buragas Hyrulite! We saw the 'other side' of her, not the usual demure and sweet her! Kesian, she had to walk with us with her 4-inch heels around the airport! Hahaha! "Actually meeting pe?" Lol.

Cikgu Yati! Thanks for taking the effort to come despite being under the wather! Appreciate it lots babe! :)

It felt great to make them happy! *wink wink*

A snapshot without our beloved "shy" webmaster! Pfft.

Okay pose for the camera at Terminal 2!

On the way to Terminal 3. Eh hello, not my first time taking sky train okay? Where got JOOKOON one! Tsk tsk tsk!

Action-action pose at Terminal 3!~~

I like this! :)

Psst: I'm gonna blog about THAT VIRUS soon. Come back if you're interested read. Thanks!

2009-04-17T23:00:00.007+08:00

MOMC with Polymates <3

An awesome Thursday night spent with my polymates, or more affectionately known as Pisangs. Anyways yeah, we had dinner at Mayuni Omar Music Cafe. MOMC! <3

Before meeting the rest, I met up with Zizah to shop for some stuffs at Arab St and Bugis. Plan to explore Sungei Road backfired because of the hot and dumb weather! Panas giler sia! *blows into the air*

Anyway, back to dinner. :)

Their first time there, I'm glad they love it. Well, the sofas were damn comfy of course. We ate, talked and watched Ninja Warriors plus that 9pm Channel 8 show, Table of Glory there itself! Good thing there is a television! Since I already knew the results of American Idol from Sarah, I decided to skip the show. But talking about American Idol, hmm perhaps it was a fair chance eh? But 2 eliminations next week means double work for Kris! Lol. Okay biased, for all the contestants I meant. Hehehe. We'll see! *wink wink*

After spending 2hours plus at the café, we left. Lol. But this time, we didn't make use of the stage. No performances. Heh. Food was awesome by the way as usual and I was damn hungry and ordered the same thing. Hehehehe. Thanks people for the night!

I love the Nachos! :)

Zizah showed me the cool function of her new Canon Ixus camera! Change colour seh. I think Pink suits me better than Purple leh..

This would be how I look like if I was a Chinese. Lol!

If your name has a WAN inside, ask for an application form okay? Thank you temankan aku! Huahuahua! :)

Like I said, I was a hungry ghost..

Used the calculator to count how much each of us had to pay. Lol!

With love, in the café! <3

With love, at Jalan Pisang! <3

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Okay now look at this..

AND COMPARE IT WITH THIS!?!?!

Gosh!

See you all in school everyday for YR 3! School resumes on Monday!
Should I say "Yay!" or "Huh?"
Okay both. Heh.

Pssst: Gosh, this is absurd. Heh.

2009-04-16T00:40:00.007+08:00

Life Goes On.

As we go on.
We remember..
All those good times..
Last forever..

No matter how time flies, we have to resigned ourselves to it.
Thinking about it, we have always been.
We can't stop the clock from ticking away.
Life goes on.

Even if friends are now busy with work and their love lives.
Even if friends are now targeting their dream careers.
Even if friends are now studying their ass off to get that roll of certificate.
Even if friends are now making wedding plans.
Even if time seems to be an obstacle.
And even if I have started getting wedding invites! Tsk tsk.
Life goes on.

Without problems, moments of sorrows and misery.
Tell me.
How do you define the beauty of living?
It's from those disheartening yet complicated questions.
Where you learn from your mistakes.
And make do with forgiveness and tears.
But one thing for sure.
Life goes on.

Recollections.
What happened yesterday?
A week ago? A year ago?
Ten years ago?
Vivid pictorial memory.
They linger in my mind.
Beautiful, I swear.
I wished they were here to stay but..
Life goes on.

I think I need a time machine!
So that I can return to those magical moments when I keep on smiling, feeling over the moon without thinking about any negativity at all. Then, I'll pause that episode and forward it to the next beautiful momentary episode then press play. The cycle goes on.

Anyone?
Reality check.
Life goes on.

2009-04-13T23:38:00.009+08:00

ABPBH 2008.

This blog layout is giving me a problem when I view it using Mozilla Firefox! Argh. Gotta use Internet Explorer for blogging purpose now. Heh!

Anyways, I'm back to blogging. Hehehe. :)

I've always been a loyal supporter and follower of Malay music especially the the region of Singapore, Indonesia and Malaysia. Say it, any awards hows or concert, I never fail to watch them if I can, and if I weren't able to catch it live, I would turn to Youtube, hoping that some kind soul would upload the recorded version. Hehehe.

Likewise, for Anugerah Bintang Popular Berita Harian 2008 yesterday night. I was 30 minutes ready for the show and I was watching Bintang RTM first. Switching channels too between TV2 & TV3. Thank God we have these channels or I would die of boredom watching those Singapore channels. Heh. Honestly!

Held at Arena of the Stars, Genting, it was obviously a prestigious event, honoring only the POPULAR stars and that was the reason which compelled me to not miss even a single minute of the event. I don't have photos duh, so I'll use words instead. So read only IF you're interested.

*******

Opening by Anita Sarawak
Voguelicious? Fine, it's undeniable but is she just trying to be Asia's Madonna eh? Hmm quite there maybe. She's already in her prime years and to keep her oh-so-sexy figure and her looks oh-so-beautiful still, she deserve a round off applause for being courageous enough. Belting out Akhirnya Kini Pasti, she proved that her voice hasn't age. :)

Stacy
Ever so active on stage yet vocals not affected. She reminds me of Agnes Monica. The next Dancing Queen! I really wonder where the hell she actually gather those never-depleting energy!

Pop Yeh Yeh Segment - Kristal.
This band really do live up to ROCK as their main genre, manipulating the oldies songs in their own rendition with a tinge of rock still instilled. I really enjoyed this segment especially Jefrydin! I sang to his karaoke dulu tau, bukan CD tapi tape okay. Lol! Kenanganku!~~

Farah Asyikin
I love her vocals, unique and tak-buat-buat. Sexy, and oh I love her purple dress I swear! And yes I love Hello! Hehehe.

Aizat
Fantastic vocals! Awesome performance accompanied by his acoustic guitar! And oh, please come to Singapore because I would love to listen to you LIVE!

Dato' Siti Nurhaliza
She never fails to deliver, as usual. A consistent performer. Needless to comment, it was the performance I was looking forward to! :) Again, for 11 consecutive years, she's crowned Penyanyi Wanita Paling Popular. Who else lah kan? Photos credit to Mr Manager.

Bidadari dari kayangan, sungguh!~~

Faizal Tahir
With his latest boyish looks, he made me go "Hensem nye!" non-stop. Who will be able to tell that he is actually a father if two kan? Gosh, I want this kind of husband, Mama! Lol. Yet another performance I was looking forward too! :)

Remove the shades next time eh bang?

But the performance that had the strongest impact on me was?

It got to be the medley of Jamal Abdillah's songs! I got so high singing along to the songs! But I wished he had sang Penghujung Rindu as the finale instead to make the medley perfect! I found the ending too abrupt with the acoustic version if Nasib Diriku lah. However i felt that Diddy did not do justice to his song. Sad case! Ayu and Siti Sarah was the bomb! Fantastic lah!

Anyhoots, I still love it. I love everything when it comes to Jamal Abillah, as usual! Blame my dad for making me grow up with almost everything Siti-ed and Jamal-ed. :)

Artis Paling Popular was won by Nabil Raja Lawak, amazingly. I was really taken aback but never mind, rezeki dia!~~

Hmm, can we have this kind of thing in Singapore? *winks*

Oh and on a random note, I found this photo on SweetMM's blog.
Please, faint for me! Thanks! :)

Archie, Selamat Hari Raya!~~

Psst: Saat berjauhan, hati terasa rindu. Hehehehehe.

2009-04-10T01:50:00.009+08:00

Sometimes.

How do I keep running from the truth?
Haven't I always been doing that, at least most of the time.
I wonder why. I guess I'm simply blessed.
Did I just say that?

Lesson No.1: Forgive but NOT forget.
I do not try hard to forgive at all cause I've been the forgiving party all these while. Yes maybe I forgive easily but I definitely don't forget easily. Someone else blessed with a heart like me will hate this "quality", people say. I'm not praising myself but it's apparently, true and proved.

Lesson No.2: Trust YOURSELF, but no one else in this world.
I also don't really think twice about confessing my feelings and laying my thoughts if you're someone I call a best friend. The title says it all. Being the emotional and sensitive one, I trust people easily but of course to a certain extend. Perhaps, the bond between us. I mean it not only applies in my situation now, but definitely for many of you reading. I'm sorry but once you did that, my heart just couldn't erase that mistake of yours. The deceit was unfortunately, too painful. I swear.

Lesson No.3: When you can't take it anymore, show it.
I try to be patient in ALL kinds of situations. I may look fine on the surface but I am never fine inside at least most of the time. I am very lucky to be blessed with a reliable mum and aunties too for me to pour out my sorrows to. I'm thankful. With this, I say Alhamdulilah. The problem is that at times I am always the Ms Nice lady who ends up being the victim and the person carrying all the burden alone. And trust me when I say it's NEVER easy.

Some of you may think that I am praising myself or something. No, that's not my intention at all. On the other hand, I am but a human being, still. I have my own flaws and my fcuked up attitudes, yes I admit. Tell me who in this world is perfect? Only ALLAH. Nobody is perfect, isn't that obvious?

I know at times, with my Divalicious attitude, I say things which hurt people, but at the very least I admitted it and I apologized. That's just me, the way I am. It's just a matter of whether you can accept it or not. If you can't, you're welcome to leave. Goodbye.

Honestly, turning 19 was by far the most dramatic time of my teenager's life. I've learnt practically ALOT from some people and I'm really thankful for this. I don't act like an adult, I am already one. Age is just but a number, really. Now, this mess. I have to clear it again?

I don't mind doing it at all to salvage the situation because I'm nice like that. But I urge you to use some brains when you say and type those words. It was indirectly painful, if you didn't realise. I'll say more but only when the time comes. Gimme some time to maintain my composure. Its not easy. I haven't been alright. Sorry I lied when I said, "I'm fine."

The Meaning Of Friendship.
Put yourself in my shoes before you comment on anything.

But oh, I don't have a boyfriend.
Got no time for one.
Unless *coughs* lah.
Well, just a disclaimer.
Heh.

Psst: I'm not angry but am UTTERLY disappointed.

2009-04-09T00:42:00.013+08:00

Archie, I Love You <3

If anyone can make me fall in love, You can.
Save me from myself, You can.

That: I'm very sure.

Yes time for updates! Go! :)

I am an avid follower of American Idol since it took a start from the first season, where I was rooting for Kelly Clarkson who eventually emerged as the first and by far the BEST IDOL. But what I am drilling at actually is the fact that I've always been a follower but I never had any particular personal favorite until the 7th season!

This adorable boy never fail to impress me with his performances throughout the competition but I got to admit he didn't start off well in the competition but he made it to the Finals with Cook! And that's amazing for at-that-time a 17-year old. :)

He reminds me of Pink Dolphin and Hyrul, I don't know why. Lol.
I love his smile, so sincere and sweet.
I call these, Qualities. :)

Yes, it's DAVID ARCHULETA!

(Tuesday the 7th, 7pm @ Iluma Shopping Centre.)

He's really cute, isn't he? Adorable!

*To meet him up-close was a traumatic experience!
I was flabbergasted! Lol.

I can still smell and feel the aura he exuded when he sang those 4 songs. Touch My Hands, A Little Too Not Over You(My favourite!), A Thousand Miles on the keyboard & of course, Crush! I was expecting You Can but hmm nevermind. His performances were almost effortless and definitely beautiful. It was live, baybeh! How long have I waited for this? How many times have I dream of this? Lol. BUT, I wished it was a concert instead. Hopefully! :)

I joined the queue with Atiqah at 1pm, and waited for a whole 6 hours for my Archie. We endured through the cold aircon, the rough ground of the pavement outside the shopping centre and the noises and endless interviews from the likes of Ah-Peks to normal civilians who aimed at me and my group of my new-found friends, asking the same bonus question,"Why ah?" I guessed I looked too friendly? Heh.

So, I showed them this lah!

And they went, "Oooh!". Okay typical Singaporeans. It was a large crowd definitely by the way! We were first 200 to arrive. Hell yeah, I made new friends who are awesome people! And yeah, it was small world cus we somehow knew each other. That's so cool! And also to meet some old friends there, it's amazing lah! So many familiar faces too! Say it together..

Archuleta is loved! <3

I was behind the banner LOL! I love the banner! :)

Spot me? Lol.

Everything was perfect, almost. BUT! I totally wasn't in the favour of how the organisers planned the queue line AT ALL. Bad organisation! There were barriers lah, but only for the first 3 rows when there were like ten times more rows. Yes fine, the fans were INITIALLY arranged in a zig-zag manner for their turn to get their albums autographed but when David eventually came on stage everyone were standing, so tell me: WHO CARED ABOUT MOVING ACCORDINGLY?!

People were moving forward instead, like I anticipated. Dumb! I swear I got very pissed!

Congratulations to those who got scolded by me for cutting my queue, stepping on my foot, hitting my body and touching my hair! $%$^$^$!

Got up onstage for 5sec, no photography. (Yeah, what the hell?) But I understand lah since he is an international star and there were so many fans queing so I Berserah hehe. But what made me mad was when the lady pushed me away as he was extending his hand to shake hands with me! :(

That was to me a golden opportunity no matter how small the matter were okay! But at least he said the word, "Sorry" to me for not being able to write my name on the album sleeve. That was enough to melt me! That eye contact got me starstrucked, I swear! Tergamam sia! Ok now I sound like a crazy fan already! Zomg. Never have I done this for anyone!

These are the new friends I made! Loved! Mcm dah lame kenal padahal baru berape jam seh! Lol.

ARCHULETA is loved. Come again!~~

We then headed to Mayuni Omar Music Cafe for late dinner and coincidentally it was one of the IFDIS's member, Shikin's 17th Birthday yesterday. Since Abg Mayuni was there I requested for him to sing a birthday song for her and he relented, thank you! :)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SHIKIN!
Stay pretty! :)

Pssst: Strength, is what I need for now.

2009-04-05T22:00:00.005+08:00

Warmth.

Warning, a pretty long entry.

Hullo world!

Is my online journal that interesting that people read and pester me for updates? Even people I don't actually know? Hahaha. I feel honored actually but I'm nobody but a normal human being. The Superstar nick? Wait, how did it even came about? Lol. But thank you for reading and dropping by Ladylicious hor. Hehe.

If you're an avid reader, you would know that I am an Ambassador of Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I hereby anounce that I've left NP Ambassadors for good. Yes, I've left happily. Two years of service for the school was an amazing experience. Thanks to all who have guided me and groomed me to be a better person & a Leader. Yes there were other factor affecting my decision, hmm I shan't elaborate but I'm happier this way. :)

Think about it? I was one of the 45 chosen from 600+ applicants who registered and went through 3 rounds of interviews just to wear that "A" T-shirt. It wasn't easy for me to make this decision. :)

I'm proud to be one, definitely. Thanks to all the friends made there! You guys go all the way yeah! :)

It's time for me to do something else which I am interested in, that's something which you will know when school starts next week. April 13's the date! Life goes on. Stay tuned to find out what I'll be involving myself in. Final leg, break a leg man!

This is my timetale for the next semester, slack you may say. Kinda eh? I'm gonna hate Fridays, 5-6pm tutorial okay! So yup that's my reason for looking for a new part-time job. Of course I know I have to set aside time for attachment and FYP too! Hehehe. I want to make full use of all the time I have. And earn my own dollars! KL here we go again. I miss Natasha Aida. :)

Oh by the way, I stayed at home today. I was glad I did. I woke up at 11am, with the intention to listen to the updates for Ria Chartz, as usual. Am glad with the new standings:

Nafasku by Taufik Batisah: No. 1! (Again!)
Tanda Kasih by Hyrul Anuar: No. 5! (Yay Top 5 already!)
Izinkan by Fauzie Laily: No.9! (Naik balek! Woohoo!)

Congrats dudes and to those who never stop requesting for these songs, continue to do so! After all, we're supporting local music! If not us, who else? :)

I had a fruitful session with Mama, yet again. She's my bestfriend. I told her about the problems I'm facing now. My stress-reliever. I love her! <3 Aba came back buying breakfast and a whole chicken, so I asked Mama to cook Chicken Rice which she did. And we had home-cooked Chicken Rice while watching High School Musical 3 DVD, yet again! Had been having the HSM Marathon everyday!

I've got an interesting week coming, I'm all geared up! Bring it on.
Readers, enjoy you week!
Bye!

Psst: I'm currently supressing my emotions, yet again. Things won't get better unil you know what to do. I'm not giving in this time round. Why do I have so much patience as to tolerate things thus far? I wonder, I still do.

2009-04-05T12:58:00.006+08:00

Sinner?

I guess I swore ALOT yesterday. And I meant whatever I said. Sorry guys you had to tahan them. :)

It feels great though. Does that make me a sinner? Heh.

So, is all swearing wrong, or just when it is directed at others in anger? Are there degrees of profanity that are acceptable? If so, in what circumstances is swearing acceptable? If not, why is it always unacceptable?

I don't need explanations.

Psst: Say goodbye.

2009-04-04T01:42:00.007+08:00

People,

Beware whom you trust.
I wonder why I didn't learn from my previous lesson!
I'm a dumb asshole!
(Vulgarites removed. Heh.)

To think I still have got the patience to tolerate.
No! I don't consider this patience a gift - at all.

Psssst: What? Friends?

2009-04-01T23:31:00.006+08:00

Hello April!

Fine yeah, the eyebag? Heh.

I wanna write about my world today. :)

Woke up bright and early and headed to SJI Junior for Speech & Drama enrichment class. It felt great to be back stepping onto the compounds of that school. My P1s-turned-P2s remembered me and that was enough to make my day. The new P1s are shy at first but later on, as usual they got crazy. Boys, Ms Fiza adores all of you. :)

I then proceeded to Toa Payoh to drop by my grandma's crib and I ended up having a stayover here. Yup not at home in Jurong tonight tonight! Hehehe it feels great though to make everybody living here happy about my stayover. Well, the oldest and first grandchild will always be the favourite, no doubt. Right?

Brought Nenek to the clinic to get her medicine and a check up too. She lost 30kgs or so, scary isn't it? Insomnia. Lost of appetite. Less frequent toilet visits. Drastic changes. Old age, you may say. Doctor drew some blood to be sent for laboratory test and the rest shall be sealed.

I'm really praying for the best, I really am. InsyaAllah..
Allah, please grant me the strength. :)

Well I don't really blog about my family because I don't like it. Well people read my blog, you know. So I got to have some kind of control instilled here. Heh. I'm supposed to be going for FJ Benjamin Sale tmr morning and I'm not alseep yet but I'll see if I can wake up that early just to get hold of those Bonia, LV, Guess etc. handbags? Irresistible pulak eh? Lol. I doubt so actually. Hehe. Makcik-makcik, enjoy eh! *winks*

April Fools'? I've always wondered why it wasn't called September Fools of November Foools? Heh. But whatever it is yes, I was fooled till I cried, all thanks to Cik Mimi! Hmph.

I was in the clinic actually like I said earlier and received an sms from her:

"WOULD YOU JUST STOP TALKING BEHIND MY BACK?"

Stunned, I truly was. I broke down, thinking what wrong I've down towards her. Moreover, I was stressed up with my Nenek's condition, take note. Some more, I got a lorry of problems flowing with me.

So I replied. "You mean, me?"
She replied, "Ya.. U, who else? Which sotong? Memang sotong! Scroll down the text! Hahaha!"

DAMN IT! Pfft.

Tadaaa, prank of the year, for me! I tried it on a few people but damn it didn't work except Auntie Ima! Yayness, at least satu pon jadi eh! Marah seh, sorry ah but best seh! :)

To Hyrul, Raihan, Sarah: Try harder! :)

Oh by the way!
Just ignore my previous post ok, err I mean don't ask. Respect my decision lah? Thanks!

Psst: Prays hard, and for the best. InsyaAllah.

2009-03-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

I Am Sorry.

I'm sorry.
I really am.
For everything.

I'm not over 'it' yet.

The further I try to run away from it, the nearer it comes at double speed.
Am I running from it or am I running towards something else?

I'm clueless.

But one thing for sure.
I am really sick and tired of everything, all of it!

But no one's granting me the mercy I'm begging for.
I am better off dead, or maybe not, that's gonna be too easy.

Please, use your brains!
Stop making my life difficult.

You don't know how much it hurts when I said those words okay.
Those tears just flowed.
Soon, I'm gonna run out of tears to cry.

And it's all because of you.
I keep on reminding myself.

"When it hurts, cry."
Indeed.

2009-03-28T15:10:00.007+08:00

Bombastic Bites.

I've been feeling down of late, having to make a few so-called important decisions and also facing some falling moments. Maybe, I'll blog about them in the next entry. Maybe, though.

Oh yes, I had a hell of a blast with my beloved paternal cousins yesterday, yes Ladies Night. not clubbing, take note. Heh. Well some DUMB people have labeled me as 'clubber' when I've only stepped into a club like countable times? It's like stupid and lame. Ah, whatever lah eh, susah mau cakap.

Anyway, as the eldest grand-daughter, Kak Aida treated us to Karaoke at Ming Arcade. 3 hours of singing definitely burnt our throat and indeed, Jurong rained that night! My sister texted us to say that it was all because of us that it rained-heavily! Lol. And Kak Aida's singing, not bad hor? Hahaha. We all main hentam je, from Rock to Dangdut to Jiwangz. Happening gila. <3

For the record, we had this cousins night out. Well our family are close, but it's just that we only meet like countable times a year for weddings and Raya, really. From what I recall, we had never gone out together with just the few of us, it's always us tagging our parents along and then tadaa, we meet! It's the beginning yeah. But the miracle thing is that we can get along well and click whenever we meet! There's a reason why we are cousins, indeed. :)

Kak Aida got a new White Mitsubishi Colt Plus and I only knew about it yesterday. It's really cute though. Lol. Thank you Kak Aida for the everything-free-for-us night! :)

Aein, Mimi, Fiza & Kak Aida..

Rima & Mimie Knowles, the sisters with me..

And I agree it was a bad hair day! Damn it.

The Married & Engaged. Non-singles!

Oh yes, Kak Aida is 8 months pregnant by the way, don't look like it right?

I forgot the name of the hotel, but it was where Kak Aida parked her car and oh, hotel's toilet are always camwhore spots! :)

Tell me if you think she's a Minah, aye?

But this one confirmed, not Minah lah..

On the way to Al-Azhar for supper.. Our driver for the day! :)

Supper! We spent close 2 hours eating and talking about 10000 things..

AIYO I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

TUESDAY!
Sorry late update but.. Well, we finally met! Had a picnic cum updating session about our respective lives at MARINA BARRAGE. Cool place, but I felt like a construction worker. Lol. Then headed off to CLARKE QUAY, for River Cruise, FOC, thanks to Wani's cousin, Taj. :)

And then a chit-chat session at MCD Liang Court then along the river @ Clarke Quay.

Finally HOME SWEET HOME. It was really too-sweet-a-day! ♥

Incomplete Bananas, without Sarah.

Jump for the - camera!

Looks like an online shop anot? This bag is not for sale by the way. And that's actually my mat used as a backdrop! Lol.

Little Sarah fell sick, poor thing. :)

The Street Fighter snapshot!

River Cruise, the breeze was amazingly beautiful lah I love it!

Esplanade!

After the cruise..

When night fell..

Yours Truly says: Thank You. :)

As usual, more on Facebook. :)
MY DEAREST COUSINS, PLEASE CREATE OR YOURSELF A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT! IT'S AN ORDER! :)

Psst: Right here, right now..

2009-03-23T21:12:00.006+08:00

Moon,
don't let day come.

Let the world be in twilight,
so I can savour the the beauty of silence and loneliness.

Even if it means without anyone, without you.
Alone.

I'm at my lowest. Can't talk.

Psst: If I had to choose between snow and sunshine, I choose the one that offers me the desolate feeling, snow. I demand solitaire.

2009-03-21T00:42:00.007+08:00

It's Complicated.

Let me talk about Friday. While the others were rejoicing over their victory on being able to graduate and awarded with a Diploma, I was still sleeping lah. But that sms from Ngee Ann woke me up, yes my results. Bahh.

Alhamdulilah I passed though! So Year 3, here I come, not like I look forward to it though. Dah senior student keperr! Just one more year and I'll be the real me. You'll get it if get it. Hehehe. :)

To the rest of you, Congratulations ah, pfft! Now, it's only me and Wana who are still officially STUDENTS. Heh.

On another note, I've been slacking a lot. Oh SJI called back for Drama lessons which will commence every Wednesday starting on April 1st. Boys, Miss Fiza is back. Haha. Wish me good luck aye? Sometimes, I can't believe I AM A TEACHER. :)

To those at Libur Ke Batam, I'm sure they had a blast. Right? Ihsan Tarore eh! Wahduh! ~~

Oh I'll be 'crossing over the sea' later in the afternoon with some great people. It's gonna be an early rushy morning for me so I ought to be in bed soon. I'll do just that. See you soon at my next update!

And hey, get Manja April edition now okay? *winks*

Psst: Ku ingin kau tahu diriku sini menanti dirimu..

2009-03-20T18:08:00.007+08:00

Yester-night.

It was a lazy Thursday for me yesterday. The weather was well, peaceful enough for me to stay indoors. But it turned out to be an enjoyable night when I left home that evening!

The Hyrulites met at 7pm at Singapore Expo Hall 6 - not for the Halal Food Fair lah, but for Hyrul's 2nd Album Promo! It was really heartwarming to see everyone(most) following the theme of the night, Red&Black as usual. Thank you people!

We occupied a whole two rows of the seats right in front of the stage. VIP seats gitu lor. Hyrul managed to belt out his own 4 songs smoothly too. Fantabulous performance, as usual! Despite the technical fault before delivering Asal Kau Bahagia though. The other 3 were of course Pertama, my favourite Kesal & the melodious Tanda Kasih. :)

Liana Kasmidi, you missed it all! Heh.
Shikin Majid, join us next time!

Videos will be up soon! Check out the forum alright? And yeah! I want to see all of you again next Sunday at Muhammadiyah! :)

Aunty Amy & Mimi, this is for you.. :)

New haircut, baybeh! ~~

Suddenly I've grown taller right?

With the manager, trying to look slim..

Thank you people! :)

AND.....

To Wana, Wani & Nurul, congratulations whatever you guys have planned out bore fruit! The surprise turned out to be successful! Sorry my GOOD LUCK sms wish came late hor, was damn busy! But yeah baybeh, I'm happy for you all! :)

Sorry I couldn't make it in time to Sedap Corner for Fauzie's birthday surprise! I wanted to, I even wore heels okay cause I thought I would be able to make it in time. Lol. Anyhoots...

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY FAUZIE LAILY!
Singapore's very own, Afgan. :)
All the best in all that you do!

Pssst: Something which is so beautiful can also have its flaws. :)

2009-03-20T17:47:00.007+08:00

It's never too late!

Saatku jejaki tamanmu, benar indah amat indah..

Thanks Atiyah for helping me get the album all the way from KL! Thank you babe!
*hugs*

Psst: To that girlfriend, I'm sorry. You know what I mean. Thank you by the way. *hugs*

2009-03-18T00:41:00.007+08:00

Four-hundredth Post!

It's the 400th time I'm blogging, believe it or not? Hmm well it's never too late to update on my un-boring weekend. Well, I've seriously lost the drive to blog all because of Facebook. Haha but oh wells, blogging still remain one of my past-times. So yeah moving on..

Saturday @ Youth Camp
Hmm yeah you read it right, a camp!

The few of us actually spent the evening at Dover CC for the Youth Camp! It was basically a talk about sexuality that aims to increase the awareness about the latter for teenagers especially. I'm in my last TEEN so I'm still a teenager.

Sexuality Education okay? Lol I know. But it was a really up-close and personal one, and yes I enjoyed it! It was a LAZY-turned-ENJOYABLE Saturday for me, thanks to you people! Hehehe.

Didn't you feel janggal sitting on that hot seat? Hohoho.

The few who sacrificed that Saturday!~~

Sunday @ Fiknatics Picnic
It was the affair of just the few of us but we still had fun BBQing the food under the heavy rain, eating and shifting here and there from the pit to the food centre. Not forgetting the Cat Affair too. Lol.

Had ALOT of food, okay I'm so gonna put on weight. But it was mouth-drooling kah the food and all. We camwhored, we ate, we played games oh yes the water-balloons game that one LOL.

Thanks for the wet-but-awesome picnic! It was a pity so many of you missed it though, if not it would have been more happening! Soon ok? Another outing please!

Suriana and Su Diva..

Our shelter!

Our music!

Snapshot, Superstar tetap ditengah okay..

The lovebirds, Kak Shanns and husbands with love..

Chocolate Muffin vs. Maggi Goreng affair.. Lol.

"Kayak model ya!" LOL. Entah masi mana yg helped us snap this picture..

When the DIVA meets the SUPERSTAR! *hugs*

Tueday @ Live & Loaded Recording.

Main reason was S.L.E.E.Q. But anyhoots, it was a fantabulous time grooving to sexaylicious music and also meeting my juniors from secondary school who have apparently changed a lot, from those nerdies HAHA.

And to those two lady-killers, you two never fail to impress me lah. Aiyo so good one. Hahaha. So okay, I give you double thumbs up! :)

Just look at Alyph, trying hard to be a lady-killer. This shot is for Ain! :)

The chaotic group shot! Lol!

I adore...her nose lah! Mancung seh!

Pssst: It hurt me more than it hurt you when I said those words okay.

2009-03-14T02:01:00.006+08:00

Hotstuffs makes me go Ooh-La-La..

As planned, I was supposed to watch Mark(Bonafide) perform live for his performance at Nokia's Mosaic(Esplanade) alongside the awesome Vanessa Fernandez & Don Richmond. Since I am a fanatic of R&B/Hiphop, it would be an event I shouldn't miss.

Walking to the stage area, I had this premonition that someone would be there. Just fantasizing though. But true enough we spotted Mr Sesuatu Janji! Lyn spotted him and I went 'Oh My God' countless times. "Dreams do come true?" How apt. Lol.

Back the show, yeah was da bomb. Hosted by Annabelle Francis & Sheikh Haikel, they got the crowd rocking the night. Those 3 talented acts got the crowd grooving to their R&B beats and boy, it was a delicious meal. *throws confetti*

Not bias here but I've got to say that Mark totally stole the limelight for the whole show. It may sound flirtatious and clichéd for me to say this, but I think he's H.O.T. Yeah, agreed?

One word for your performance: Sexy.
A contender for Taufik. :)

I liked 'Hey Girl', 'So Bonafide', 'Later2Nite' & 'Round and Round'. There, almost every performance. Oh boy, "You got me loving you all night indeed". *winks*

He was so presentable on stage, really no kidding. Oh he wrote a song for his ex-girlfriend by the way. Oh man romantic eh. He added that, "No matter where she is, I want her to know that I still love her but we can never be together." Oh man.. I feel you, bahh.

Taufik was duh no need to describe, sentiasa hot. Can I get someone like them for a partner? Heh. I wish. Alah berangan je takpela eh..

Oh and to Suz, great seeing you after so long! Hahaha. And thanks Lyn Maritza for the night! Pheewit! :)

I didn't get to snap a photo with him though cause Lyn and me forgot that there was supposed to be a Meet&Greet session at 10 and we went to grab a bite! Damn it, shitto. Fine, next time.

This lady ah hyperventilates worse than Sv sia. She was shaking and covering her face when she was supposed to snap a pic with Taufik! Drama betol!

It took me 20 minutes to maintain composure and finally mustered up some courage to approach him only to realize that he was damn cool about it. My heartbeat went faster and faster. Hahaha. Oh he's going to London next month for a show and offered me to go along with him with the condition I fit inside his "beg besar". Kurang asam betol punya orang.

Get his album NOW! *winks*

Psst: Like I said, I am the happiest girl in the whole universe okay!

2009-03-12T19:14:00.004+08:00

Some people are just born pests.

Susah lah nak cakap dengan itu macam punya orang.

Manusia kat dalam dunia nie..
Macam-macam jenis lah..

Malas lah nak cakap panjang-panjang, so..
Usahlah perasan, eh?

My advice: Biar pandai, jangan pandai-pandai.. *rolls eyes*

2009-03-11T15:08:00.008+08:00

Syndromes.

It's supposed to be party night later. But I somehow can't get the mood right. It's been more than 12 hours. Argh. I just texted Shikin to confirm the plan tonight because since we've settled on the plan together with Mimie. I thought we should just go on with the plan. But to my amazement, Shikin texted back to say that she didn't have the mood either. Talking about the Mood Swings Syndrome. And so, we cancelled it.

I went on a shopping spree yesterday. I was a solitaire for the day. Retail therapy helps, for me at least. Before that, I visited my maternal grandmother at Toa Payoh. I was reprimanded for buying her "too much" food and stuffs. Well, I was just doing my part as a granddaughter lor because I'm nice like that and because I love my Nenek lah. Cute lah Nenek aku nie. :)

With my shopping bags, I took the train instead of cabbing cause I just didn't feel like it. To make the situation worse, my earpiece got spoilt so I was staring into space all along in the train. Oh I was about to alight at Jurong East when that b**** of an auntie pushed herself against me just to get into the train first to get a seat duh, like as if the train will fly away. "Alamak, can't you just wait?! " Yes, I can't believe I said that. I'm not like that actually, you know.

When I got back home, I didn't have the mood to chat yesterday, though I was online on MSN and that explains the "Busy" status. Heh. Maybe I'm just a little disappointed with the way things are at the moment? You'll get it if you get it. Blame me for being sensitive, very.

Oh gosh, I sound so negative. Think positive, Fiza. :)

Since I'm so free, I've been blog-hopping and seen so many people having the Facebook badge. I thik it's cool, so there it is. Heh. I've also been listening to these 2 songs repeatedly now, random.

1) Siti Nordiana & Achik SPIN's Tragedi Cinta. Yes I am like fan of their's okay! I have all of their albums. Lol. :)

2) Sheila Abdul's Mungkinkah. I suka sangat lagu nie! ~~

And hey I'll be going to Esplanade this Friday to watch Mark Bonafide, do come down at 8pm alright! It's R&B baybeh! Therefore I won't be able to join the rest of the usual people for dinner at Seoul Garden. Tsk tsk tsk tsk. Enjoy ah you all. :)

I'll be attending a Youth Camp with some of the Hyrulites this Saturday. LOL. Wait up on that, eh? Hehehe.

And a picnic with my beloved Fiknatics this Sunday. I miss you all badly. Errm maybe a little lesser than Mr Hotstuff. Lol.

Pssst: Tidak semua yang indah kekal lama.

2009-03-11T01:41:00.009+08:00

MY SPLENDID SATURDAY!

I know it's like already Wednesday and I've not yet updated though I've been online. But anyhoots, here it is! I will bring you through our adventure.

A shout out to all who were at these events, HAPPENING lah you all! Yayness!

To Yati, Salha, Mamahani, Lin, Shakilla & mum, Inshirah & mum, Atiyah and mum, and oh not forgetting my fellow Exco member, Liana who joined us at MOMC.. Thank you! :)

RGB(Remaja Generasi Baru) TALK.

At around two, all of us met at Woodlands library and we conquered a whole row in that auditorium. The talk was all about Cyber-Wellness and it was a fruitful talk I guess, though I've heard it all before in a different talk, but reinforcement helps. Hahahaha.

When we reached, the organizers thought we were teachers! Hahaha. Imagine if I said this?

"Hi, I'm Ms Fiza from Hyrulites Secondary School." What the hell!

A very up-close and personal session indeed, hosted by an awesome tv personality cum teacher cum host Cikgu Asnida Daud. The session felt light and comfortable, very talkshow-ed. Applause to the three gorgeous ladies, being awesome organizers namely, Nora, Nity and Nina. Nora have my compliments lah sebab dia lawa sangat, betol tau! I have this thing for gorgeous ladies lah. I kept on staring at her you know. So pretty. Lol.

Sempat jugak eye-wash btw, adalah satu dua yang menarik perhatianku. Hehehehe. Liana wasn;t with me to drool tho

Yati won the award for being well-dressed in RED. She was crowned MISS RGB! Congratulations and jubilations! ~~

Salha and Lin had to leave due to personal commitments and the rest of us headed to Jalan Pinang for MOMC. 3 taxis!

Guest speaker, Hyrul Anuar.. Huda Ali & Oniatta Effendi too were invited.

His moments of fame kena serbu by the kids. Reminds me Anugerah 2005. Awww..

Kita kita kita, Inshi and Cik Mimi tercampak kat atas, tk cukup tempat..

"With the camera flash, photos look better." Lol.

My two dearest Petiks had their few minutes of fame during the interview. Sv, remember the one you told me? Hilarious lah you two, especially Wana!

Mayuni Omar Music Cafe's 1st Anniversary.

Congratulations Abg Mayuni!

As we reached and settled down, we were singing along to all the karaoke songs that I shamelessly chose and played on the stereo. Macam cafe aku pulak. Lol. We were all singing together with the groupie who came from the Fanclub.Sg event! So kental.

Our initial order was to order finger food then main dish but we eventually got full sharing all those finger food which ranged from Roti Johns, Fries, Nachos and Chicken Drumlets. Manalah tak kenyang kan? Wahduh sinful.

By the time we waited for the mini-concert to start at about 8.45-9pm, we were all full. So we gave our full attention to the performances singing along and showing support.

Some of the others singers who were there were Maiya Rahman, Fauzie Laily, Roslan Mohd and Nurun Nuwarrah. Very entertaining!

Hyrul was very sweet enough to ask us what song we wanted him to sing lah. Awww. I thought Abg Mayuni would play the guitar but he used the keyboard instead. Hehehe. And true enough he sang TANDA KASIH as requested by the rest. And also as requested (cause 1 song is never enough) he sang MY BABY YOU.

It was an impromptu performance and there were a few hiccups here and there BUT that was what made the session light, enjoyable and funny. You will understand when you watch the videos. Okay for the sake of some of you especially Aunty Amy and Mimi, I'll post it here. :)

And yes we really did rock the cafe that night while giving some support when it was Hyrul's turn to conquer the stage, even though it was the few of us and also without MY voice as I had a sorethroat. Korang macam loudspeakrs tau, advertisements yg ada muka Hyrul pon buat bising. Kecoh beb! Tapi best!~~

The session ended around 11plus. I loved it. It was a day well-spent with you guys lah! Thank to all! To those who didn't to join, do join next time!

U-nglam. Un-glam. Un-glam.

Mamahani even brought lyrics for Tanda Kasih, semangat macam gini yg kita perlukan! Thank you!~~

Because I love you, Nur Amaliana Bte Kasmidi.. Thanks for coming ah!

Because you rock my life ah ok. Ikhlas tau nie!

Final groupshot for the day! :)

Psst: You need to show some proffesionalism in doing this, okay?
*rolls eyes and raises eyebrows*

2009-03-07T00:05:00.007+08:00

Little Things That Makes Me Smile.

First and foremost, I think Puteri Omera is a really impressive and creative production. Kudos to Wahyu Rahman & Adi Yadoni for the freshness added to Suria! Finally. I love Fairytales! I love Princesses. And yes I am considering going for the Princesses On Ice too! I wanna see Cinderella! Omg, terserlah kebudakanku. Anyways, what did I do today?

FRIENDS.
I was at home for the whole of today and I spent the day lucratively by having updating sessions with some old friends. It was fruitful. Everything was done virtually, through a medium which I can call a miracle, the MSN. Endless topics in the conversations. Coincidentally, some received their 'A' Level results too and I am thankful that most of them did pretty well, though some didn't not. Well, it's a cycle babes.

Nevertheless, congratulations babes you have crossed yet another hurdle in you academic life! Do you remember how we we got so high after the last paper for 'O' Level? Recollect the feeling? It was Uhh-May-Zing. Right! But the problem is you guys read my blog and don't tag and you all don't blog. BORING HAHA.

But anyhoots, I am meeting you guys soon and I can't wait because I miss you all like the cow miss the farmer. HAHA. Don't ask me the same question, "Are you still crazy over Taufik". I wasn't even 'crazy over him' to begin with. I'm just a supporter lah. Be warned ah.

Another. A few friends have also been unwell and some even had to undergo operations. Just what is up with the weather nowadays. I myself am falling sick and I've yet to swallow those Panadols so as to get well by tmr for my Splendid Saturday tmr. I will do so later before turning in for the night. (:

COUSINS
In the evening, I was talking to Mimie(A 21-year old, engaged and happening.) & Kak Aida(The oldest and married cousin I can connect with. You happening ah sister. Lol.)

Well, to put it simply, our paternal side (well our fathers are siblings) of the family, we do not meet that often unless there's family gatherings or engagements/weddings/whatever. As a result, some of us are not that close with the exception of some. Do you know that sometimes we ourselves are afraid to talk to our own cousins because we feel uncomfortable about it? My dad has 11 siblings. Out of the 11 families, I'm only comfortable with my cousins from 5/6 of the families. HAHA. Dumb!

Yes we have a LARGE reunion family but that shouldn't be an excuse for us to ignore each other? Right. So, we were planning for a Cousin Day Out. This time, only the few of us. It's gonna be sponsored by the people working. So on eh? Kak Aida, you better fill full tank before driving! Lol.

Another reunion, whee! More reunions and I'm all set. Well, it's kinda obvious that I've been hanging out with the same group of people time and again eh? But I love their company by the way so no offence! Excited excited. InsyaAllah semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar.. Amin.

Alright, I'm done. I'm falling sick and I need to swallow that damned pill later. I'll be meeting the same group of people tmr and about the night plan, I'll decide tmr ah Cousin cus I don't want to faint there lah. Buat malu je nanti. But.. Wednesday. Wednesday. Wednesday. <3

And..

And, my girlfriend, Nuraini Jumat(Soulvictory) have launched her her own online business. So do show your support okay? She's one motivated, creative and awesome individual!

Click onto the link and check it out! Fantastic!~~

S.V Creationz!

Congratulations babe, we'll have our business collaboration when I'm ready for mine. For now, studies come first. You graduate already! It's been a long time since we had the idea, but your rezeki lah you can execute it now.. Glad for you. :)

Yup I have been planning for an online business but not now. As to what I'm gonna be selling, only she knows. Okay don't reveal too much yet. Just wait, a year more maybe. *winks*

Pssst: Ku pandang kanan, ku pandang kiri, dikau tiada..

2009-03-04T01:50:00.006+08:00

On Being Random.

It's 1.50am on a Wednesday morning and I'm still awake because I'm free like that. I decided to start relief teaching next week cause I still wanna 'play' this week. *slaps forehead*

Anyway, I'm gonna be having a really packed Saturday to 3 places and I am frigging excited. It's been long since I had a packed day. Sometimes, you just need to loosen a button and let your hair down. Peace. I've been very stressed up too and I need to de-stress badly!

Fiza sentiasa stress sebab ramai orang kasi dia problem apa. *rolls eyes*

I decided to upload some pictures, well for the fun of it lah. My blog what, Asal Aku Bahagia ah. Heh.

#1: If you wanna know, this is where I sit at everyday while I'm online. That's my laptop which needs to be sent for service. I regretted buying Acer! Tsk! Hmm. I started using the mouse a month ago cause I'm lazy to use the cursor on my laptop. And hey, that's my 19th Birthday card which I read everyday cause it's right before me. And the posters that I face everyday! There's more above them. Hahahaha.

#2: This is my dressing table, you will never imagine what lies behind the mirror, oh it's a slidable one so I keep my 'stuffs' there. And all those make-up, accessories and whatever-you-can-think-of in the drawer. I have another box to fill them up cause there isn't enough space. Lol. Girls will be girls..

Like I promised, I will show you what I brought home from that Tampines CC event, yes another standee of Taufik but a smaller one though. I lugged this home from Tampines-Toa Payoh-Mediacorps(Knite recording!)-Jurong West. Impressive or what? Haha. I face him everyday as I am getting dressed to go out. I may consider selling it. Lol, I'm kidding.

#3: This is my favourite spot in my room. Where I placed SOME of the photos. But hey, I have another spot in my room on the wardrobe where I have more photos! Don't fret. Lol. I love that crown by the way. There are some kental pictures though. Speaking of which, I ran out of my Chocolate-scent Candle, I wanna get Lavender now. Trust me, Lavender will make you sleep!

#4: Dato' Siti Nurhaliza will always have a space in my heart and in my room! LOL! She's my first crush you know, other than Jamal Abdillah! Haha. Taufik kat sebelah dia menyebok je. LOL!

That's all folks!

2009-03-03T15:01:00.005+08:00

Sensitivity.

"Never say you are happy when you are sad.
Never say you are fine when you are not okay.
Never say you feel good when you feel bad."
So what do I do then?

Maybe I'm being OVERSENSITIVE.

I don't know.
I can't bear to put on this show anymore.
For sure, it really bugs me.
I really need a listening ear and a shoulder now, for real.

Pssst: On a different set of issues, hmm people do change..